long story short i wonât be posting here nor will i check in often enough to answer stuff / post in general so consider this as me converting the blog to an archive for all my works?. iâll still be lurking around elsewhere, on another blog, but yeh itâs been something iâve been contemplating for a while now and i hope you respect my decision :) thanks for all the support youâve given me so far, i really appreciate every single one of you <3
iâll still occasionally hop in to post stuff? not all of it will be haikyuu related but yeah :>
the new event is so pretty đ„ș sorry for the lack of updates this week, iâll be celebrating cny with my relatives!! and to those of you who celebrate, have a prosperous chinese new year đ§§đđ„
TAEEE I MISSED YOU đ„ș HOPE YOU'VE BEEN DOING WELL AND STAYING SAFE!! Can I request âWhen will you be home?â for the dialogue prompts with Kita + fluff? Thank youu <3
it was my birthday a few days ago and i really wanted to post something now that i have the time ;; please pardon my rusty skills after taking a break from writing :â) ps. itâs raw and unedited.
as always, i love you so much risse my dear <3 i hope you like this !! thank you for sending a kita request baby hehe !!
âwhen will you be home?â
your haggard breath along with the silly grin spreading on your lips each time you took a step forward did not go unnoticed by the male.
even if silence was the reply you gave to his question.
âdid you only just left?â
a faint chuckle.
âor are you waiting for the train?â
a hum, albeit one that ended on a higher pitch, told him that this will probably last longer than his usual calls with you.
âare you making me guess, y/n?â
you nodded, knowing he wouldâve understood it anyway. he always do. and thatâs what get you all giddy and in love.
because you love how he just knows.
and thatâs why this is your favorite game, a game in which he would willingly partake if it makes you happy (even if he may not understand the reason as to why).
âhave you alighted? i donât hear the rattling anymore.â
it was in little things like thisâdetails he naturally would pay attention toâthat made you feel safe.
âwatch your steps if you are climbing the bridge. donât take two at a time just because you want it to be over soon.â
a snickerâthat sounded more like a snortâfor getting caught even when youâre trying to do it slowly so it did not hinder your breath.
âlook at both sides of the road before you cross the street.â
kita shifted the phone to his other ear, hands busy with the fresh vegetables on the chopping board.
it was easy for him to read you. after all, you wore your heart on your sleeves. the way your breath, your voice, your subtle action that flows together in harmony to each of your different emotions.
he could watch you all day with a smile on his face.
âdonât forget toââ
âi know.â
a soft chuckle escaped his lips when you interrupted.
âi have yet to finish my sentence, y/n.â
âbut i already know.â
âand that is?â
he knew it in his heart as well.
perhaps that was why he didnât mind playing this favorite game of yours, for the last bit will always be his favorite;
âiâm home.â
you would whisper ever so softly with your arms wrapped around his chest in a tight embrace.
istg tumblr ur notifications better work properly HSJHKJSA BUT THANK YOU AGAIN TAE THAT WAS SO SWEET đđ i have a soft spot for this man and itâs growing HNNG DJS DOMESTIC KITA !!!!
aweee hello! honestly my life is pretty uneventful rn hhh just,, wake up. classes. homework. daily dose of stalking tumblr tags. sleep. BHSHHS but howâs life for you dear? i hope youâre safe and well <3Â
Good luck for your exams!! School is starting soon, we're still stuck at home because of the pandemic :( - æ„ anon
hewwo! thank you aaa but they got postponed anyway ;? two freaking days before SHSHS but itâs nothing new at this point :3 stay safe and take care luv!Â
not me forgetting my own blog organisation tags. i promise itâs not writing related so dw about mistagged content but iâll make sure to organise everything once iâm back HAHAHA
Thank you so much for the tag, Sushi! (â Ïâ âż)
Like you, my result for the 16 personalities test usually fluctuates on the Thinking versus Feeling trait. I did the test again for this, and I got ISFJ!
So here are characters who share the same personality type as me.
Not an anime character, but I thought Iâd include him too heheh.
ooo thank u for ze tag! i took this test quite recently so i didnât redo it but iâm an infp! hereâs mine:Â
i find it pretty interesting hhh most of these are my comfort characters (i donât watch bnha but i thought eri was cute)Â
i also got white in among us. strange. i wonder which colour i main LMAO i also main fischl as my sub dps... if only i had qiqi :3 side note,, i also got jaidenanimations, marzia (the marzia to pewds) and tchaikovsky,, does that mean i can play tchai pieces now AHHAHA iâve always struggled with themÂ
anyone who wants to do it please feel free! itâs 1 a.m. and my brain isnât functioning well hahah
thank you for the tag @keeijiakaashi đâïž a very happy new year to u !!!
rules: itâs time to love yourselves! choose your 8 (ish) favorite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought into the world in 2020.
1. frĂŒhjahrsmĂŒdigkeit (akutagawa) âą fluff
i remember in vivid clarity the day i wrote this. unable to get out of bed, i felt as though life itself was passing me by. high noon, 1 pm, 2 pm, and so forth. if thereâs anything iâm proud of on this blog, itâs this little numberâbecause i truly believe that as a creator, no time is ever âwasted.â any and every experience is usable material. every waking moment of life is worthy, universal, and valuable, all at once âïž
2. kilig (akutagawa) ⹠fluffÂ
this wasnât my first time writing for aku, but it sure felt like it. i spend so much time in dazaiâs headspace that it unnerved me to switch gears and describe a tsun-tsun crush all of a sudden. iâm glad i did.
this oneshot just breaks my own heart. iâm basically haunted by the concept of dazai at this point. itâs honestly hard to revisit the image of a sleepless dazai; i donât have it in me to re-read this one.
4. self conscious fem s/o in swimsuit (chuuya, dazai, kunikida) âą fluff
i had sooo much fun making these headcanons đ theyâre short but sweetâmy favorite way to write.
5. kaapshljmurslis (ranpo) âą fluff
the response i got to this fic absolutely floored me. having scrutinized every single word choice upwards of a dozen times, i had no expectations whatsoever when i posted it. thank goodness for that little voice of reasonââyou worked so hard on it. you better share it with the world.â i havenât hesitated to click the post button ever since.
6. you dropped this?
i couldnât end this list without linking one of my low budget memes đ€Ą this one is easily my favorite.
tag: as many writers/artists/etc. as you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome work!
aaah thank you for the tag! i rlly had to go back and read everything i wrote thatâs why this took some time LOL i should go mark these fics as personal faves on my masterlist reallyÂ
1. roadtripping back in time | kuroo tetsurouÂ
i mentioned that this fic was inspired by elinaâs song titled paper planes but i did not mention that i wrote the majority of this on mobile while i was on a long drive home snjksjs i remember squinting at my phone so hard because it was dark outside and the ambience was really comfy :3 but also i really enjoy writing stuff that has some kind of friendly/teasing banter! this is one of them
2. love as told in the colours of sunsets | iwaizumi hajimeÂ
honestly this fic is like pure metaphors HAHAHA i really donât know what i was on when i was writing this because i still donât know how i came up with them. and i like metaphors :3 thereâs no solid plot to this though so i understand why it got less attention compared to my usual LOL but i really enjoyed writing this!
3. under the same stars | kageyama tobioÂ
i tried a new writing style in this fic,, itâs separated into parts and each starts with the corresponding number etc etc. it so fun to right but i spent so long checking if the fic was cohesive snksksks but again this is one of the other fics with like cute cheesy banter kinda and itâs one of the dialogues that actually feel natural to me? feel free to think otherwise tho haha
4. silhouettes | oikawa tooru
ok so quick backstory but basically we were doing some analysis on this piece by this author (iâll link it but itâs in mandarin, there are translations below tho) and this piece shares the same title but itâs in english! i kinda rush wrote this in conjunction w oikawaâs birthday but the response i got after posting this was overwhelming? i think this is the piece w the most notes on my blog hhh thank u all <3Â
5. (sans) goodbye | sugawara koushi
i just enjoy writing angst lmao byeeeee
on a more serious note tho i guess this was more of a vent fic for me? itâs pretty personal to me and i just had to vent somewhere and hence this fic was born teehee and ngl i kinda like itÂ
6. clair de lune | tsukishima kei
aka light of the moon | moon glowing :3 this scene was based off a scene in the kaguya-sama love is war manga? iâm so unoriginal hh i tried making a series abt like fics inspired by classical music but i ran out of ideas yk? :/ but itâs kinda angsty cute and i like sick s/o aus AND letâs not forget soff tsukkiÂ
7. thereâs one more i kinda like and itâs a chuuya wip and an au in which you are also in the mafia higher ups :3 iâm at about 900 words but tbh iâm stuck and it feels kinda incomplete :1 i also realised that i havenât written bsd a whole lot hahaha i will get to this soon :3
tagging: @seijohlogy @baeshijima @bubbleteaa @kairostatue @sugasugawarau @teaspoon-hey and anyone else who wants to do it!! canât wait to read yâalls fave works <3
obligatory pre-2021 post but iâll keep it short and sweet:Â
thank you all for always supporting and encouraging me <3 this blog would be nothing without all your comments, asks and chit-chats. i appreciate you all a lot :3
pairing: iwaizumi hajime x gn!reader
genre: woooo fluff
summary: you reminisce the past year when you and iwaizumi got to know each other â all thanks to that one snowball and the friend of a friend of a friend.
words: ~2.8k
FOR @tsukkiscookies RISSE I HOPE YOU LIKE IT <3
note: for the secret santa gift exchange with the @haikyuucreations server!!!! note2: not betaâed or editedâŠ.womp.
note3: merry belated christmas and a happy new year in advance everyone!!! may 2021 bless you with better things.
| mlist (not updated) | ss mlist (coming soon)
One winter ago. Thatâs when it all started. The falling snow that you saw outside your room made you remember.
The snowfall had been very heavy that year too. It was only December but the world was already drawn in a pretty white.
Outside of the university is when you got to know him first. Got to know him⊠well⊠that might be a too far-fetched word but it came close.
You had just been done with your last class and was on your way home, walking instead of taking the bus. Your friends had been long gone, having skipped the last class.
With some music ringing in your ears, you were getting a little distracted â a little too much. Not too much to get so distracted that traffic would get the better of you, but still distracted.
When suddenly you got an immense blow from the back. Air left your lungs with a shock and you had to cough to regain your posture. You had stumbled a little forward, and with nothing to hold you upwards, you nearly fell to the ground. Good balance came a long way.
You wiped off your clothes and put up a glare as you flipped your head around to stare daggers into the person who just attacked you with whatever that was. A quick glance on the ground made you notice a small heap on top of the snowâ
Ah. So it had been a snowball, huhâŠ
You broke into a sweat glaring at that person. You had to suppress your urges not to gather some snow into a snowball for yourself and attack that person.
And you failed to suppress it. In an instant, your hands flew down to the ground, making a snowball and firing it off with the person in your sight. Enough to wipe that stupid grin off his face.
Got him there.
You were so fed up with this entire situation you turned around again and left for home again.
The person didnât engage with you again. As he should.
HI DYO HDJSKAL THANK YOU FOR THIS ITâS SO CUTE đ„ș oikawa must be having fun being a middle person SHSHS imagine the things that iwa would just spill and he just has to đ€đ€đ€ đ brb imma print out the picture and get him to sign it as i hang it up on my wall
almost 1k words of sfw (at some point between the volleyball arc and timeskip!) kuroo fluff and his teasing, gender neutral reader :3
this is also my contribution to @haikyuucreationsâs secret santa fic exchange for @1tooru - hi dee! i hope this isnât too late >n< i hope you like this! happy holidays and since itâs already a little past christmas,, happy new year and gongxifacai đđ§§
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"i missed you."
"that's nice," he laughed, "were you expecting me to say it back?"
"come on tetsu, it's been a few months since we last met in person."
âi dunno about that, i remember seeing you on video a few days ago.â
âthat doesnât count,â you pouted, poking his arm while you were at it.
before you could say something further, he held your chin between his pointer and middle finger and swiftly bent down to kiss you, just barely missing your lips.
"what a tease," you laughed. "i'm plotting my revenge."
'quit with the banter, you know you planned other things with me," he slyly said, a smirk forming on his lips.
'oh, like what?" you innocently asked.
you could swear you saw his eyes flicker for a second, before he waved his hands in the air as if brushing off the months he spent away.
"you know, you did say you wanted to visit the rest of the volleyball team as an alumni," he replied.
"so the ex-captain doesn't even want to see them? damn, must be really hard for them," you joked.
"come on kitten, you know i'm just kidding," he laughed, "we'd better get some snacks and drinks for them, y'know? practice is really tiring."
that's the kuroo you always knew- despite always seeming like he's such a carefree and reckless person, not to say that he was none of those, there was always this side of him that always cared for the people around him in the simplest of ways.
although being recognised only by the first-years back in his days as the captain, he was still welcomed just as warmly, as if he'd known them for years- whenever he paid a visit, he'd always bring them something to eat- it was his way of showing his care for them.
as he always says, "food is always a good thing to bond over."
it was heartwarming, to say the least, to see him chatting away happily with his juniors, talking about everything from team strategies to his fond memories of the matches he played in high school. it made you happy knowing that you were part of those memories, being the team manager at that time.
you could say it was unexpected, but it really wasn't- as much as the two of you kept on insisting that whatever you had between the two of you was nothing more than genuine friendship, the team never stopped shipping the two of you together, making sure to not bother the two of you whenever you talked, even if it was about club matters or him giving orders- they all grinned from ear to ear when they heard that the two of you were together.
"so you finally acknowledged your feelings for them? that's cute," they said in awe.
"what do you mean finally? i've had my eye on them since day one."
âyâknow, iâm surprised you came home alive,â you teased.
âthough you know perfectly well that my survival skills are far better than yours,â he laughed, âor no lunch for you.â
âabout what you said earlier.â you asked, glaring at him with a deadpan look in your eyes.
âi meant what i said,â he calmly replied, diverting his gaze elsewhere.
âreally? i havenât even said anything.â
âyeah, but i know what youâre talking about. itâs about the day one thing, right?â
you liked to prove him wrong, but he knew you so well he could read you like a book, having memorised every word as he delicately flips the pages in reminiscence of his youth.
âoh. right. but still, you meant it?â
âyou heard me the first time, didnât you?â
you could see his eyebrows crinkle in fear that his attempt to lighten the mood made you mad at him, but you suddenly realised you probably came off a little too harsh at that, as you abruptly relaxed your posture and pouted your lips.
âwhat took you so long?â
âyou know, if you wanted me earlier, all you had to do was to make the first move,â he retorted.
âwhat happened to chivalry?â you joked. âi thought you swore you wanted to make the first move when you were talking about relationships with kenma.â
âw-what? i donât even remember saying this,â he flinched, rubbing his hands on his temple. âi wouldnât mind if you did, though. thatâd be so sexy.â
âkuroo, you really need to redefine what sexy is.â
âi love you.â
âs...say that again?â
âdo we need to check your ears?â he joked.
âyep.â you replied, not bothering to make a witty comeback, âi like it when you say it to me, tetsurou.â
âwhy are you such a big flirt?â
âsays the one who wants me to say it again,â he teased, âof course iâm a natural with this.â
âhow egotistic,â you snorted, playfully slapping him on the arm. âi canât stand you sometimes.â
âyou still love me all the same,â he says innocently with a gleam in his eyes.
itâs true, you did love him all the same- he could be the only man who could get on your nerves or a successful businessman, and all the in-betweens. no one ever said love has to be perfect, it just had to be real- if being in a long distance relationship with him taught you something, itâs that every moment canât be measured with the weight of gold.
âshut up, you know you love me and donât say it enough.â
maybe all the sarcastic jokes and comebacks were his way of showing your love, and that was perfect to him, just as it was to you.
âthatâs true,â he laughs, and for once, he doesnât make a witty comeback, as he presses his lips square onto yours again.
âoh, and you didnât have to take revenge from this morning, kitten. you know iâm a man of my word.â
