schizoid personality disorder

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What's a stock friend?

A friend who's just there to fill a space that isn't really necessary to keep around or someone important to [you/person with szpd]. I think the term started on this site

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tszpdfw oooooooohhhhhhh mmmyyyyyyyyyy gggooooooooooodddd

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Is it possible for someone to develop real emotions and care for other individuals in an intimate sense?

Sure? I'm in a relationship currently and though I recognize my feelings are nowhere near as consistent or deep as other people I am managing actual care for another human being. It's the whole "IP" thing: if you are That Person, a schizoid person could definitely bond w you on a more intimate level

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also that person who messaged you saying 'thanks for the panic attack'.. that seems awfully manipulative?

It's just. So out of the blue. And yeah I kinda agree. Calling someone out on their bad behavior that they were aware was bad/wrong shouldn't lead them to blame you for their response to it. I didn't, like, suicide bait them or tell them they were horrible I just said they shouldn't be doing itSaying you're upset in any way shouldn't be a "get out of jail free" card for doing something badThen again I didn't really care that they were upset if they were at all for. Obvious reasons. So that worked out

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tszpdfw people talk to their therapists? and tell them things? people can remember their emotions enough or find them significant enough to tell someone?

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tszpdfw people think you're really reserved or untrusting because you never talk about yourself or your problems but in reality you just don't care enough to do so

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tszpdfw ppl like vent and talk about their feelings and problems to you and it's so annoying just please shut up i don't care can't you just pretend that everything is fine and keep your problems bottled up like the rest of us jfc????

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tszpdfw other people open up about personal stuff and like if they have some problem with a friend they'll just talk about it and it's so strange because i've spent my entire life keeping everything bottled up and pretending im happy with my friends, even when they're relly shitty i just ignore it and like???? it makes me so angry that people can tell the truth and trust people if i cant open up and be happy then neither can you fuck you

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tszpdfw it literally feels like someone took out all your insides and you're completely empty

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tfw suddenly there's something like a szpd community out there. i didn't sign up for this

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tszpdfw ur stock friend gets annoyed bc when he passed and said hello u only nodded and when he asked u wtf was up with that ur only response is "I acknowledged you"

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Sometimes I get stock friends but some are super emotional so I start being mean to them just so they can leave. I don't need all that feeling in my life

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tszpdfw people ask if you're still upset with them but you can't even remember being upset with them in the first place because of emotional impermanence

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tszpdfw a friend of a friend gets an internship at CIA that he has to cut communication with everyone, u feel endless anger and jealousy cuz its the opportunity of a life time and it aint 4 me, But then u hear he rejects cuz he cant cut communication with his pathetic gf and u go like "well u made them waste their time u weak shit, god if it were me"

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tfw someone tags their post as edgy like.. no? you're not? go talk to your barbie dolls