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Tuda | 35 | She/Her | Ace/Asexual | Hobbyist/SFW Artist

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Plus, my friend is also trying to escape an abusive situation and I'm the only help she can reach to. It would mean so much to me to get to her so I can watch over her. She's been there for me while I was suffering and I want to be there for her. 💜

TODAY IS MONDAY! MY DEADLINE IS THIS FRIDAY! I NEED TO MAKE $500-$600 BEFORE FRIDAY SO I CAN GET MY PLANE TICKET!!!

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I want to get to my friend as soon as possible. She's been going through mental stress from the ER and her parents forced her to work calling her lazy and think she's faking her chronic pain. Which made her spine burn in her body and her mom made her quit her job. It's crazy so she needs me for support her parents are crazy 😭 she's been in a dark headspace, she's been crying to me on the phone for days. So please!

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I have three more days to make $500-$600 to get a plane ticket. My deadline is close and I'm worried. I'm only saying this because my friend has been going through psychosis due to her abuse and learning things from the ER made her feel worthless. She tried attempting awhile ago but I helped her out of it. It's important for me to be there for her. So please this is serious.

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PLEASE I WANT TO GET THE PLANE TICKETS FIRST! I WANT TO GET TO MY FRIEND SO SHE ISNT HOME ALONE :( PLUS I JUST WANT TO LEAVE FLORIDA!! I HAVE UNTIL A WEEK TO GET A TICKET!!

If I can get $500-$600 early I would be so happy so I can plan a flight and get a plane ticket and get myself ready to see my friend, please I havent seen her since I was homeless. I miss her and I want to be with her. 😭 I just need $500-$600!!! I'm so desperate GET ME OUT OF HERE I WANT MY OWN LIFE paypal

UPDATE: READ! PLEASE!!!

I talked to my friend last night. She extended the deadline to two weeks. But she did say if I could plan a flight sooner or later it would be good that way I would be with her if she has to move from her house to an apartment. She would be placed in an apartment alone which she doesn't want to be so she wants me there with her. (Her parents ask me to room with her, so to help me they got an apartment for me and her. Their plan was to have me be her roommate since she came back from the ER, she is unable to move on her own! And I won't hesitate to be there for her.) Plus we are very close and she needs me more than ever and for her parents to be nice enough to buy an apartment so me and her can be roommates is something I don't mind doing.

Still, I want to try and get $500-$600 this week so I can get started getting a plane ticket ASAP so I can get to my friend. PLEASE! She needs me and I need her 😭 PAYPAL

Please everyone I do need this 😔 even if I'm safe I don't have much? I want to live normally and get the help I need. Really need a truck so my mom can work and we can finally travel and I want a plane ticket to just live? Being homeless for 3 years stole alot from me and traumatized me. So please any donation could help. I can save it up and have hope that I have a reason to live. I want to know that I deserve to live. I'm more desperate than ever rn.

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UPDATE: PLEASE READ THIS IS IMPORTANT

Sigh okay so I was told to tell the deadline so maybe that'll help. My friend is giving me up to a week or a few since she has her parents with her atm. She really wants me there to help her around the house (she too is disabled and need assistance. she will be living alone) her parents trust me to watch after her, I just need a plane ride there.

So I just need $500-$600 to find a ticket and buy some food on my way to texas (Orlando to Dallas texas) So if I can get that first, I might be able to help my mom get a truck later. I just need to be alone and be with my friend to help her around the house so I can at least heal. If I can get a plane ticket I would be so happy.

Again I have to a !!WEEK!! or I won't be able to go to her and I really want to, I want to get out of Florida.

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Again sorry for asking again cause I thought I would be well off but there were limits 😔 at least I have a place to stay and I'm not outside. Just I have to get supplies and other things on my own. But I have no source of income cause I'm disabled and my mom has no truck to work. Sighs

So you guys can keep donating to help on the side until my mother could find a way to get a truck. I don't know how she can, she has no help since family doesn't speak to us so....yeah ... If you guys can still help, that would be nice. I would like to gather $1,000 at least so we can run to the car shop near by to find a car around $800 or something to get 💔 so we don't have to stay in one place.

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Because another thing is that I need plane tickets. A friend wants me to stay with her in Texas. But I wanted to make sure my mom is good before I go. We need a truck to drive to the airport.

So please help us get a truck so my mom is safe with the dogs and I can get plane tickets to stay with my friend. I do need it to mentally heal from the trauma 🙏🏾

I need the $205 today because I have to drive to orlando to meet the center for them to help me and a car ride there is like $100 sadly and I need to buy clothes 😭 I'm sorry for asking again but this is it I sure hope so I want to thank you all for helping me through my struggle just help me one last time!!

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Again I do need it by today or I have to wait tomorrow. I don't have money for tomorrow for a hotel room which means I have to sleep outside. So please help me get my goal so I can go to the center to finally get the help I need

Very important announcement! (Last post) PLEASE READ!!

So I got an email back from some nice people who have been helping me. They worked with me and my mom to make sure we could get through our goal so we are close to getting out of the streets! (along with you guys help too thank you!)

I was informed we just need $530 that way we can get the full help that we need so me and my mom can finally get everything we need to be stable 😭 I was so happy to read the email this morning!! I'm so close I'm serious this time!! I'm so close to getting a normal life again!! So I need everyone's help one last time!! I just need $530 and I'll finally get the help I should've gotten since shelters in my area were unresponsive and ghosted me which was frustrating. I can get a car ride, finally get a damn truck, I can get clothes, I can go grocery shopping, get my medication all of it!! No more homelessness, no more heatstrokes, no more hospital visits, nomore sleeping in the rain and floor, no more anxiety being in the dark at night.

SO PLEASE HELP ME GET TO MY GOAL!!

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CashApp: $BattyHatty

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I JUST NEED $300 LEFT!!!! WE ARE ALMOST THERE!!!!! WE ARE ALMOST THERE!!!! PLEASE!!!! 🙏🙏🙏🙏

Update: I want everyone to know that I am doing fine! I'm in good hands right now!!

Though I know I said it was my last time but I need help just ooone more time! I just need $130! This is just for me to try and replace some clothes! Thank you!

Very important announcement! (Last post) PLEASE READ!!

So I got an email back from some nice people who have been helping me. They worked with me and my mom to make sure we could get through our goal so we are close to getting out of the streets! (along with you guys help too thank you!)

I was informed we just need $530 that way we can get the full help that we need so me and my mom can finally get everything we need to be stable 😭 I was so happy to read the email this morning!! I'm so close I'm serious this time!! I'm so close to getting a normal life again!! So I need everyone's help one last time!! I just need $530 and I'll finally get the help I should've gotten since shelters in my area were unresponsive and ghosted me which was frustrating. I can get a car ride, finally get a damn truck, I can get clothes, I can go grocery shopping, get my medication all of it!! No more homelessness, no more heatstrokes, no more hospital visits, nomore sleeping in the rain and floor, no more anxiety being in the dark at night.

SO PLEASE HELP ME GET TO MY GOAL!!

PAYPAL

CashApp: $BattyHatty

Gofundme

I JUST NEED $300 LEFT!!!! WE ARE ALMOST THERE!!!!! WE ARE ALMOST THERE!!!! PLEASE!!!! 🙏🙏🙏🙏

Very important announcement! (Last post) PLEASE READ!!

So I got an email back from some nice people who have been helping me. They worked with me and my mom to make sure we could get through our goal so we are close to getting out of the streets! (along with you guys help too thank you!)

I was informed we just need $530 that way we can get the full help that we need so me and my mom can finally get everything we need to be stable 😭 I was so happy to read the email this morning!! I'm so close I'm serious this time!! I'm so close to getting a normal life again!! So I need everyone's help one last time!! I just need $530 and I'll finally get the help I should've gotten since shelters in my area were unresponsive and ghosted me which was frustrating. I can get a car ride, finally get a damn truck, I can get clothes, I can go grocery shopping, get my medication all of it!! No more homelessness, no more heatstrokes, no more hospital visits, nomore sleeping in the rain and floor, no more anxiety being in the dark at night.

SO PLEASE HELP ME GET TO MY GOAL!!

PAYPAL

CashApp: $BattyHatty

Gofundme

I JUST NEED $300 LEFT!!!! WE ARE ALMOST THERE!!!!! WE ARE ALMOST THERE!!!! PLEASE!!!! 🙏🙏🙏🙏

ITS MIDNIGHT!!! I STILL NEED $300 LEFT AND I CAN GET THE HELP I NEED!!

Very important announcement! (Last post) PLEASE READ!!

So I got an email back from some nice people who have been helping me. They worked with me and my mom to make sure we could get through our goal so we are close to getting out of the streets! (along with you guys help too thank you!)

I was informed we just need $530 that way we can get the full help that we need so me and my mom can finally get everything we need to be stable 😭 I was so happy to read the email this morning!! I'm so close I'm serious this time!! I'm so close to getting a normal life again!! So I need everyone's help one last time!! I just need $530 and I'll finally get the help I should've gotten since shelters in my area were unresponsive and ghosted me which was frustrating. I can get a car ride, finally get a damn truck, I can get clothes, I can go grocery shopping, get my medication all of it!! No more homelessness, no more heatstrokes, no more hospital visits, nomore sleeping in the rain and floor, no more anxiety being in the dark at night.

SO PLEASE HELP ME GET TO MY GOAL!!

PAYPAL

CashApp: $BattyHatty

Gofundme

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$150 out of $530!!!

$200 out of $530!!!!

$225 out of $530!!!!

$276 out of $530!!!!

Well I didn't make it and I'm outside. 😞-UPDATE-

We didn't have enough time so we couldn't keep our room. It's blazing hot right now and I'm overstimulated from the heat. I'm trying my best to stay cool but I'm very heat sensitive. I got some water at least, I'm at a park. I'm sweating through my clothes and it's hard to breathe, I'll see later if I could sit somewhere that's cool. Dragging our suitcases gave me an asthma attack 😭 that and we will have a thunderstorm tomorrow....great.

Alright, I just need ---> $500 <----, that would do me good. For food and water and next time I can get a hotel room.

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CashApp: $BattyHatty

UPDATE!!! 7/9

I didn't have much of a peaceful sleep on a bench last night. But I still don't have much to have nights at the hotel and have food, I haven't eaten much in a few days. Please if you can donate what you can so I don't collapse in the heat again, I was close to death yesterday. Goal is $600!!!

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All I need is $600 please 😭 I still don't have much I mean I had enough for one night that's good but I need food and other nights. Please I don't want to pack up next morning I'm so tired MY BODY IS SCREAMING PLEASE

Okay, I just need everyone to read this because tired.

So, I didn't get enough so I would have to go outside and it's awful outside. From going back and forth outside and in somewhere briefly is starting to make me numb. I'm trying to be strong with all of this and think positive, but my brain feels like it's about to turn off, I'm burned out.

I know I ask for a lot of help but what can I do? I tried calling and asking for help by many people to be ghosted, scammed and bailed on. I'm tired, this is never going to get better for me.

The heatwave is going to hurt me, it happened already where I couldn't breathe, I get dizzy, I sweat, I throw up and I faint. And with my asthma I could literally get harmed, it feels like my heart is about to burst. I don't know how serious I could make it sound for people to see that I am just tired of it all, mentally and physically.

If it helps I want to get a goal around $800-900 so I can have weeks in the hotel room. I'm just tired packing up and dragging my heavy bags. So please help me.

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UPDATE ON SITUATION!!!

Helloooo! I am doing okay! I am in a hotel, but just for two days. It has been raining nonstop and the thunder is loud and sensory overload. It's still storming this week, while the heatwave is in the morning.

Though I would like to stay in the hotel for now since the storm and heatwave is still here! I want to stay out of that and not be exposed to it. Please keep supporting my gofundme and donate!

PAYPAL and thank you!

Outside is awful I had a heatstroke and passed out oh my God that was scary

Today is the day I check out. I would like more nights and time to relax. The heatwave is very awful in the morning so I don't want to be out there if we have to pack up and go back outside 😭 that and dealing with a thunderstorm in the evening.

So even if it's small, pleeaaase help keeping me inside a cool and safe place so I won't suffer the weather. (I've already had terrifying heat strokes and fainted outside) Thank you! 💜

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UPDATE ON SITUATION!!!

Helloooo! I am doing okay! I am in a hotel, but just for two days. It has been raining nonstop and the thunder is loud and sensory overload. It's still storming this week, while the heatwave is in the morning.

Though I would like to stay in the hotel for now since the storm and heatwave is still here! I want to stay out of that and not be exposed to it. Please keep supporting my gofundme and donate!

PAYPAL and thank you!

HELP ME STAY IN A HOTEL

TW: blood

Please does anyone have anything to spare. I got my period and I'm in terrible pain, I need to be somewhere to clean up. I can't walk around outside with blood on me. I need to stay nights in a hotel away from prying eyes. I need to buy period products. I'm serious, I can't be sleeping outside or walking around like this, it would get me in trouble (I'm a homeless black trans man....in FLORIDA) So I want to just have my privacy and stay low. Plus I want to be out of the heatwave too.

Heatwave + Periods = I'll pass out and I don't want that.

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UPDATE FOR TODAY

Hello everyone how's it going, it's been some days and I want to update my whereabouts and situation.

I did get terribly sick, but I bought a new blanket so I'm warm. I don't know if the storm passed but we have a terrible heatwave here in Florida. It's blazing hot and it's been hard to keep cool. My dog had a seizure and it was terrifying, I don't know if it's from the heat or something else but she's okay now, I had to make sure she is cool.

I was able to buy some food and ate what I could eat. Bought a new shirt and pants, wasn't much but I have clean clothes.

Just right now we just need to get into a hotel since the sun is blazing. I can't be in scorching heat due to my COPD and my dog is sensitive to heat (my last dog died from the heat) so I want us somewhere cooling and I can take a nice shower.

I'm still trying to get enough of $1,000 for the rest of my things! Paypal

look I'm not healthy mentally right now, I spiraled and tried to take my life due to stress. I'm tired and I just want to rest, be with my mom and take care of my dog. I want to sleep in a hotel room and just be at peace, that's it. I'm only here because my dog had a seizure and I didn't want to lose her, so I'm here. I'm trying my best to stay strong for her and my friends.

Please I need something for the weekend, the heat is unbearable. That and it's really hard to sleep outside, my paranoia is spiked up.

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Hiii just wanted to say that my comms are open you can use my dms or bio (theres a link to my artistree). Would be really cool to draw your oc's guys :3

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