I think I have at least one existential crisis every day.

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I think I have at least one existential crisis every day.
The Grand Inquisitor-Dostoevsky
***TAKING A BREAK FROM GAME OF THRONES, LET’S TALK ABOUT EXISTENTIALISM***
http://envs.ucsc.edu/internships/available-internships/new-internships/reading-legend-of-grand-
inquistor.pdfhttps://web.duke.edu/secmod/primarytexts/Dostoevsky-GrdInq.pdf
What is existentialism?
In existentialism, the individual's starting point is characterised by what has been called "the existential attitude", or a sense of disorientation and confusion in the face of an apparently meaningless or absurd world.[6
Why is this short story (a story within a story) existentialist?
When Jesus set us free, he also made life inherently meaningless. Â And TGI claims that man cannot deal with life being inherently meaningless, they must have meaning. Â And will eat bread from the hands of the church.
So...Dostoevsky is saying a “God is dead” kind of a thing, that in the desert, JC chose freedom instead of bread for mankind and he left man with freedom, thinking it was a gift to mankind but the inquisitor challenges that notion, instead saying that it is a burden, not a gift.  That man must worship something, man must have bread.  That bread is meaning.  Man must find meaning.  And like Camus posits, this is the absurdity of man, in that man has the freedom and free will but he must find meaning in a meaningless universe; he must be fed his bread.
Bread is meaning; bread is life.
And Dostoevsky’s ultimate reason why he created TGI is to show, to make a point, that man gives the church power out of fear of living without meaning.  The church exists because man is afraid of the freedom from the knowledge that life is essentially meaningless.
This is what I got from The Grand Inquisitor. Â It is not exhaustive.Â
Rebuttals welcomed.
Game of Thrones discussion of themes and story, Ep. 5 THE DOOR***SPOILERS***
***THIS POST HAS SPOILERS UP UNTIL THE MOST RECENT EPISODE OF THIS SEASON***DO NOT READ IF YOU DON’T WANT TO BE SPOILED
I love Game of Thrones. It has the right dash of just about everything—intrigue, morally gray characters, fantasy lore, strong women, blood feuds, a history of men (however fictional, it is no doubt extensive). Game of Thrones may be fictional, but George R.R. Martin was inspired by the crazy things men have done throughout our history and rendered it  in his own way, bringing his own story to life with ink and paper.
In this post I will address the latest episodes and developments of Game of Thrones because I’m such a huge fan of it.  It’s so juicy!!
Before I talk about how much I love game of thrones and WHY I love game of thrones in the context of good story telling and literary themes.
I want to address that I have a love/hate relationship with Game of Thrones, and what I HATE about Game of Thrones is the sense of cruelty and unfairness in that show, but let’s face it, life is cruel.  GRRM has a point there.
PART I Daenerys and Sansa
The show has amazing character development.  Mainly that Dany and Sansa still rock as strong women alongside fan favorites Brienne and Arya.  Sure they’re not knights or assassins but they are strong in their own way.
That scene of Dany emerging from the fire naked without her dragons is such a significant moment in her character arc. Â It is no doubt the climax of her character arc where she is queen in her own right by her own hand. Â She shows everyone that it is literally in her blood. Â It is in her blood--this immunity against fire that she uses to destroy the line of leadership of Vaes Dothrak and build an army for herself in one fell swoop. Â
Here, she shows herself to be naked but completely invulnerable, at least for this moment, at the height of her power.
SANSA
Sansa was raped but she is hardly a rape victim.  She stood up to Littlefinger who sold her to her rapist, called him out on his shit and sees the need to play the Game of Thrones even if she doesn’t want to.  She’s been through so much and has learned things the hard way (much like Theon) and now she is sitting at the table to play the game. Â
Sansa is a woman grown now, she’s not a naïve little girl anymore. Wrapped in her house’s furs for the first time since she left home, she truly owns her Stark heritage after losing her family.
She is a survivor and a player and she will survive. Â Sansa was a brat and to see her character arc swing and change so much is incredible character development. Â She was a child and now she grew up into a hardened and tactical woman, ready to play the game of thrones.
Part II The Children of the Forest
to be continued in the next post...
“Never stop never stopping”
I must keep sucking on the dried bones of the titans that have come before me.
Getting what little marrow of bravery I can to feel like I’m not drowning everyday.
A Good Life Is Hard To Find
Flannery O'Connor is so iconic she has a short fiction collection award named after her. As an amateur fiction writer, I learn about her and her writing, in class and on my own. I learned all about her most recognizable short story, a good man is hard to find, a staple for the amateur short fiction writer to learn like Hemingway’s hills like white elephants. I also learned she died at 39 from lupus. The same disease that took her father from her when she was 15. It is a hereditary autoimmune disorder.
It must have been horrifying for such a young, sensitive and perceptive young woman to realize she must go into battle with the same disease she saw her father die of, and ultimately lose at the end But O'Connor never stopped writing. She didn't stop travelling either. She lived a brave life.Â
 And several decades after her death I am pondering her life to remind myself to have hope when I am feeling so hopeless. That no matter what happens in my life, I must be brave. I may never achieve the fame O'Connor did or have the same amount of talent. But for myself, if at the end of my life I’ve lived bravely, been kind to the people I love, then I would have lived a good life.
Pictured above: Black, Brown, Beige, White, Pink.
“She had brown skin.”
This is a perfectly fine description that, while not providing the most detail, works well and will never become cliché.
Describing characters’ skin as simply brown or beige works on its own, though it’s not particularly telling just from the range in brown alone.
C o m p l e x C o l o r s
These are more rarely used words that actually “mean” their color. Some of these have multiple meanings, so you’ll want to look into those to determine what other associations a word might have.
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Here’s one way to organize your time and workflow to get the most out of your workday and get things done without killing yourself.
From Yes Please by Amy PoehlerÂ
Love has been so deeply commodified that we can’t understand anymore what it is beyond flat lists of “what we are looking for” on another person–“handsome” “smart” “good sense of humor”
We think, well, we find an object we are looking for, we buy it. We find a person who meets these qualifications, there! We will make them “ours”. The end
Surface qualities have literally nothing to do with deep compatibility, the ability to reconcile difference in communication, in expression, in experience, and ppl are beyond foolish to think love is as easy as buying something
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“IT’S THE STORY YOU ENTER, NOT THE CHARACTER.”
An Interview with Aimee Bender About Her SyllabusÂ
This is part of a series of conversations with writers who teach, where we discuss how they develop an idea for a course, generate a syllabus, and conduct a class. Read the full syllabus here.
Aimee Bender is the author of The Girl in the Flammable Skirt, Willful Creatures, and The Particular Sadness of Lemon Cake. Her most recent short story collection, The Color Master, includes two retellings of fairy tales. Her work has been published in The Paris Review, Harper’s, and Granta, among other places. She teaches at the University of Southern California.
—Stephanie Palumbo
I. THE ECONOMY OF THE TALE
STEPHANIE PALUMBO: Tell me about the background of this class.
AIMEE BENDER: I’ve only taught this as an undergraduate class, and the people that have taken it are not necessarily English majors—they’re science, pre-med, communications. It’s changing now, but the general education program had a template of things you had to include in a class: a certain amount of writing, emphasis on critical thinking, and pages of reading per week. You got to take those factors and stir them in a pot and come up with an idea. I knew I would naturally lean toward doing something with fairy tales. They’re perfect little nuggets to talk about.
SP: So many books have been influenced by fairy tales. How did you narrow down the reading list?
AB: I split it into two halves. One part was direct influence: stories taken from a specific tale. So for “Snow White,” we’d first discuss the tale and all different kinds of Snow Whites from various countries, then look at a new telling, like Donald Barthelme’s Snow White, which is radically different but uses the story as a base. There aren’t an endless amount of these direct retellings. The other part, which is super flexible, is indirect influence. I switch those readings a lot more, because so many things can fit. For years, we read José Saramago’s Blindness, but a lot of the students would argue that they didn’t feel it had fairy tale elements, just certain craft similarities, like very little internal reflection and characters without names. What makes a fairy tale a fairy tale is pretty debatable.
SP: How would you define a fairy tale?
AB: There are various definitions, including a great one by Bruno Bettelheim. I think fairy tales are usually quite short, have archetypes, include very little internal experience of the characters, involve an element of magic, and often objects and animals participate in some way. Bettelheim says they have to have a happy ending to qualify as a viable fairy tale, but I don’t know if I agree with that, because Hans Christian Andersen writes beautiful fairy tales, and they’re extremely melancholy.Â
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