Our lives are filled with waves of uncertainties, with crashing sounds of instability. It strikes the heart with fear of uneasiness of the future. It makes you want to quiver, shake, and cling on to what matters most to you, but what if that has changed as well? Do you move on and forget the feelings and memories that were most dear to you? Do you cling on to the possible hope that fate will play its cards and everything will work out? What do you do? You crawl out of your hole and start carving a new path in your life. Find new meanings in life, discover your interests, and reconnect with your childhood friends.
It’s always hard dealing with change, especially when you have been accustomed to a lifestyle for quite some time. No matter, you feel as though you this is the lifestyle you desire and will do everything you possibly can to keep it, but what if that also crumbles? What then? You ponder the situations of how you could have stopped it, wishing that you did more and could have done things differently. You must be a fool to think that was even possible to stop it from crumbling. Once you have realized that the foundation you had been based off was not strong enough to keep steady ground, you understand that there was no way you could have stopped it, but accept the fact that it had to crumble at one point. Once you have come to that conclusion, then you can truly start understanding where your priorities are. As I slowly came to this realization and was able to reconnect with my friends and families, I did not feel so alone anymore.
To finally be able to share the baggage that had slumped on your shoulders for many years is acceptance. To be able to reconnect and share your problems and life aspirations, you feel as though your problems are inferior and that there is more to live for. You can reminisce about the good times and accept the experiences that were given to you and appreciate them or focus on the bitter end and become a spiteful person; this entirely depends on you. I cannot be angry or mad from the experiences that I had gained or the emotions that I felt, at the end of the day it meant something to me and it always shall. I recall the times where I used to hate getting into intellectual conversations, going to social meetings, meeting new people, but now that has changed and I enjoy doing all of those things to become a better person. That is something that I gained from the lifestyle that I once knew and how can one am angry at the person for those experiences that I never gained before?
Life goes on and you are in control of it. You can be a spiteful person or learn to take it as an experience and appreciate it as well. It is difficult trying to sort out the unnecessary feelings and trying to figure out what you truly are feeling and what you desire in life, but that is what life is about. To deal with the useless emotions, I tend to relate to my friends, in taking alcohol, and using tree. It gives me this feeling of assurance and knowing what I am feeling at that current state is actually real. To finally understand what I’m feeling and be calm with my emotions and to sort it out the way I can understand. To be able to finally figure out whom I want to be and what I want to do with my life and actually focus on things that matters the most. Nonetheless, I can never forget about the joyous memories that I gained from my previous lifestyle because I fell in love with three little furry creatures and I will never forget them. I never understood what a good person is; it always confused me. What does a good person do? Do they actively try to make people lives better without focusing on their own? Do they too make mistakes? What do they think when they know they did something distasteful? Then it finally came to me. A good person is a person who can learn from their mistakes and are able to forgive and forget and actually wish the best for the person and hoping they get what they want from everything they attempt in life. It is difficult to be a good person. Why do I say this? Naturally I believe humans are selfish, but there are few who actually think aside from their emotions, cater to people’s needs, and to be able to be successful themselves. That is what I believe to be a good person, to be able to live like that with such compassion is remarkable and who I aspire to be.
Nothing lasts forever, not even forever. Learning that is always the hard part, but what you can learn from that is that at the end of the day what you will always have is you, yourself, and your intelligence. You make the best out of your day and learn how to improve yourself and reflect on the mistakes you made and always try to better them, because at the end of the day the only person who can make you happy is you.
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