i have mental illnesses the dsmp hasn't heard of

hy/hymn, kit/kits // profiction and anti censorship // multifandom asf // DID system, aspd and psychotic // mutuals DM for discord // certified MEDIA LITERATE // 18 😌

[twentytwocentimeternails]

intro post cause the last one sucked

hi we're a DID system we call ourselves the slaughterhouse casino for fun and whimsy. our hosts are Nikolai, Anziss and Edgar so you can call us any of that. Mostly Nikolai, though. any nicknames from that are appreciated (except niko).

on top of the disassociation and amnesia we also have some undiagnosed psychotic disorder. so just. keep in mind when interacting with us.

we use hy/hymn and kit/kits neopronouns. we do not use "normal" pronouns and if you try to he/him or they/them us, i will smite you.

i like lots of bullshit but especially music and film. my blog title is a nine inch nails reference. im in a lot of fandoms but the big ones are the magnus archives, bungou stray dogs, portal, splatoon, genshin impact, the dsmp and my own ocs.

i like having nuanced and thoughtful takes on media and also just being an insane freak deranged about media. i develop attachments to anything and everything that are so profound i go insane.

gonna start tagging my shit. #kolya art for my art, #kolya yaps for text posts, and #kolya discord for discord screenshots (of which there will be enough to necessitate their own tag).

my partners: @wormmutt, @decimals-built-different <3

asks are always open. anon always on. message me whatever.

[twentytwocentimeternails]

I LOOK SO CHOPPED HELP 😭😭 it's ok I'll work my magic

[seraphimboys]

Hiiii new mutual :3 I like your blog and we share some fandoms .. 👀 wanna be friends? :3

EHEHEHEE YES :D ^w^

[twentytwocentimeternails]

YAY YAY YIPPEE YAY

[twentytwocentimeternails]

You seem cool

You will be spared

This is ominous what the fuck

[twentytwocentimeternails]

I have a condition where if I stop drawing him I die

[evilkaito]

i dont think whites understand how being white makes literally everything easier.

it effects everything.

being trans is easier when youre white.

being gay is easier when youre white.

being disabled is easier when youre white.

being a woman is easier when youre white.

being autistic is easier when youre white.

oppression is eased when you are white, as you get extra privileges, and your whiteness is seen as a positive characteristic that in some ways counter-balances your other forms of being a minority. whiteness controls everything.

you are automatically way more innocent in your own oppression as a gay, trans, disabled person because of your whiteness.

never forget this.

[raccoon-piss]

three things:

1. it’s true

2. white people get pissed when i bring this up/wear this shirt

3. the comments to this thread melted my fucking eyeballs seriously why the fuck are y’all like this

[lady-hibiscus]

white people you don’t need to say you’re white when you reblog this btw. you don’t even need to mention it btw

[easternhognose]

A unspoken claim inherent in the way people use "tme" and talk about why transandrophobia can't exist is the idea that a bad thing can't happen to someone because they are trans masc.

Get followed into bathrooms? Called slurs in public? Catcalled? Sexually harassed? Banned from doctors offices? Banned from sports? Stalked?

This is simply misdirected transmisogyny. If they knew you were AFAB they'd leave you alone.

Get raped? Forced pregnancy? Abortion bans? Medical mistreatment? Childhood trauma? Be ignored and dismissed when speaking?

This is all just because of default misogyny that affects cis women worse.

Be told you have to be strong and you exist to protect others? No one believes you speaking out about sexual assault because men are supposed to want that? Myths about testosterone being a poison that makes people violent? Jokes about hate all men?

This is just individualized missandry. There's nothing systemic causing people to attack men and masculinity, shut up you sound like a mra. Don't you know men are privileged.

There is no overlap. There is no possibility of your being a trans man changing how people abuse you. No considering hatred of trans people hatred of femininity and hatred of masculinity could combine to hurt trans men specifically.

[finelinens1994-deactivated20250]

aw lord he got the dogs out

[jimingyue]

"can you be a fan of a video game you havent played" discourse is stupid, because plenty of people who played the game have some of the dumbest fucking takes ive ever seen

[pogasm]

Babygirl I have mental illnesses the dsmp hasn’t even heard of

[pogasm]

DSM5 I Meant DSM5

[harrisonthefulgurite]

[plasmalink]

The axe forgets. The tree forgets. The squirrels in the forest forget. Nobody remembers

[plasmalink]

post cancelled

[crippy-tangerine]

"erm actually this thing you said you experienced, where doctors treated you wrong, is illegal!!" Do you understand that medical malpractice is a real thing and not just a plot device from House MD. You get that, right. Right??

[perverted-asexual]

I got a rant video made about me and I can't take any of it seriously cause

1. Its in an ai dean winchester voice that usually would of got them blocked on principle. (The irony of her stealing the n1 wincest defenders voice to make an anti wincest video is not lost on me)

2. One of the sources she sent me to back up her claim that I'm a disgusting sex addict and that incest fiction leads to real incest was actually a fascinating read about the difference between portrayal in clinical literature and fantasy/dram stories. And basically spoke about how impressive the trope is for making you care and be interested even when its something disgusting and morally reprehensible irl.

3. One of the reasons she's mad at me is cause I said that Dean winchester totally has a breeding kink, particularly with Sam.

[perverted-asexual]

She also brought up the dangers of dopamine 4 times. And basically convinced herself I am an incest addict i guess?

[heartbeat-sys]

no matter how much you hate something you cannot take it out on introjects of that thing 👍

[heartbeat-sys]

no matter how much you hate something you cannot take it out on introjects of that thing 👍

[heartbeat-sys]

no matter how much you hate something you cannot take it out on introjects of that thing 👍

[heartbeat-sys]

no matter how much you hate something you cannot take it out on introjects of that thing 👍