manifesting: I wake up and feel different, a bit off, but I can’t tell why. I just feel like something is bugging me. I recall that my period should have started a few days ago and I think about how my boyfriend has been teasing about getting me pregnant, how much he wants to put a baby in me, and pretty much cumming inside me raw without birth control for weeks now. I want to get pregnant but I’m equally very nervous and anxious, even scared about my body and my life completely changing, but I couldn’t help but love the feeling and fantasise about becoming a mother and carrying my partners child, knowing he is who I will marry and spend the rest of my life with. I have some pregnancy tests at home anyway because of a recent delay in my cycle so I take another one from the bathroom cabinet. I wait, not knowing how I want to feel, excited and terrified at once. I close my eyes and put a hand on my belly, and when I open them again I see two pink lines on the test.