New intro
Traumatogenic system
7 identified alters, two known fragments and 'background noise'
anti willo/endo pluralpunk bs, pro recovery
OSDD1 diagnosed, suspected DID
newly discovered system
oculocutenious albinism OCA1a, horizontal nystagmus
(representation of albinism, not my eyes)
he/him/them, N is the initial of the system, we are comfortable being called that way too (exept for Jim and S16)
natural-born homosexual (most of the system), against radqueers and gender hysteria
taken, 22 years old, Canadian-British twink
About my alters:
(art drawn by S16)
Although we are very distinct, most of our parts connect themselves to a part of our life and our shared identity. These include B, Neo, CC, S (Sex), M-EP and fragments; we call them Ns, they partially represent me as a person. The other two (three) alters see themselves as separate beings who help us manage and don't identify with our past. I still don't know enough about the nature of these parts.
Without further ado, considering that my headmates were not too satisfied with my previous description of them, we agreed for everyone to introduce themselves. Behind this profile is the host of the system, B.
B (host of the system)
Nicknames: BB, B Boy, boss he/him, male, old school homo ANP, started as an EP Most often front stuck
About myself:
I was created to hold and express the intense desire that Neo couldn't allow to exist. I used to be part of Neo, our previous host, and I share many memories of our teen years with him. I discovered that I was a separate 'personality' when I began fronting for longer periods. My maladaptive sexual past now belongs to S, and I have since become the system’s host.
I manage relationships and daily activities, keeping a sense of stability and unity within the system that Neo wasn't able to maintain.
While my interests and memories sometimes blur with those of other alters, I hold a strong sense of responsibility toward the system and our shared identity. On the positive side, I handle daily life relatively well compared to my headmates, keeping everything connected and functioning. However, because of this, the thoughts and feelings of other alters impact me much more deeply than other ANPs, making me considerably more sensitive then the rest of the system.
blah blah whatever, I like the Doors, reptiles (specifically snakes), I have causal retro style when it comes to fashion, I like good sex, music, cigarettes, alcohol, fun and opinionated people, i like, i don't know, my boyfriend and my friends, the golden hour, solving problems. Honestly it's all mixed. I don't like porn and kink culture that creeps into gay communities, uneducated and indifferent people, weaklings who have no goals in life, overly sweet food, strong smells, hospitals, a feeling of helplessness, infantile behavior used as a way to curry favor, under the idea that it's cute and likeable, thoughtlessness and laziness.
Neo (co-host)
I am not interested in talking with other people, nor in sharing my private information. In the event that I happen to front during a conversation, I will explain the issue if there is one and leave.
I am interested in theory backed by scientific research regarding dissociative identity disorder and OSDD, the experiences of others living with these mental disorders, and advice from those who have recovered regarding therapy and self-treatment.
CC (Little)
I am an eight years old boy. I like puzzles, legos, crosswords, trains, sudoku, plasticine, cards, dominoes, jigsaw puzzles, marbles, cubes, kanoodle toy set, action figures, dices, robots, nitinol paperclips, prisms, 3D peometric puzzles, rubber ducks, optical puzzles, worms, bugs, samples of dirt, stickers, rainbow diffraction chocolate molds, alphabet magnets, science boxes, laser mazes, magic tricks, white latex heads, dinosaurs, aliens, space, rockets, aeroplanes, watches, hair pins, slimes, calendars, gears, numbers, cables, lenses, cameras, mechanical pens, gummy bears, and trash pack toys. I like gas stations and puddles. I don't like noise, kids , bright lights, small letters, large spaces, strong smells, dogs, swings. I don't like people, I find them boring and ignorant. Hospitals are very scary. I'm quiet and I don't like to talk, I'm not like other children because I don't show my emotions and I can control myself.
Sex (Preseculator)
[he's not available right now, we'll insert text when he decides to show up]
S16 (Caretaker and Introject)
She/her S-16 or Sixtine, I am the caretaker of the system and an introject of one lovely lady who used to be (and still is) N's best friend. I don't like to talk too much about myself, eh well, I like to draw and dress. (But I don't think I am too good at it). My job is to cheer them up and keep them happy, and I wish to do it as best as I can 🌷.
(I guess I'll change my section later, I'm not very satisfied how it ended up looking but I'm a bit too tired to fix it now ;P)
Jim Morrison (factive introject & a protector)
[we are to exhausted right now and we won't let him front because that dick will probably write an essay on this topic]
-will be fixed and edited in future-
