Jackal Vomit

If you're reading this... you probably aren't reading this... I'm into things. Maybe you are too! Let's be friends for a while.

[b-0-u-r-b-0-n]

[itsm00nlite]

then i just snapped…

[twotrickpony]

I quit my job Monday

[twotrickpony]

I'm cooked, I'm fucked

My corns been shucked,

Apathetically anxious on overdrawn luck

Pass the buck

Spent my doe on a room with a view

Thanks to deforestation there is not much to dew

Here's a clue

If I don't start seeing some weekly deposits

I'm probably gonna do it with the rope in the closet

But I'll pause it

Cuz It's the climax but I'm needing some snacks

And I'm freshly out of fingernails from panic attacks,

Just relax

It's all for nothing and it's all that we've got

My reasons been run over and my sanitys shot

It's a lot ...

[cryinconstalations]

UNICYCLE HAS BEEN AQUIRED

NEW SKILL has not been unlocked this is terrifying lmao

[twotrickpony]

Practice next to a sturdy wall. Then a less sturdy chain link fence, then a shorter wall, then a road with, like, sturdy pylons spaced out. Groove with it. Best of luck.

[twotrickpony]

Signed deal delivered

Took a bow though it was quivered

Stabbed with a shank It just looked like a shiver.

A handful of paddles but we're miles from a river.

Breathing fumes cuz I'm exhausted

Cardboard coronation still embossed and

No destination, we're still lost an

unaffordable map is still gonna cost ya.

[twotrickpony]

It's absolutely heartbreaking how much better my life is without you in it. I can't believe I wasted so much time hoping we could be friends again one day. This is my final release. You will no longer find my magic in your life.

[twotrickpony]

A threesome on Friday, your dog dies Saturday, Sunday is for rest and then you're back to work.

Karma or fate, a funeral after a first date, jump the gun or just wait, either way it will lurk.

It's the best life if it's the life that you're living right now, be it milk or a Messiah, you're looking for a cow.

Breathe in the grief, there's no relief, and even if you're looking

The venue will not pay you even if they made the booking

Masturbate or cry it out ether way you'll need a tissue

Go ahead and kill yourself, 'cause now there is no dog to miss you

[twotrickpony]

Souffle synagogue is a safe space for a feral hog. A 911 Lincoln log My glasses fogged up in the bog Don't kiss me. I want to stay a frog

[twotrickpony]

A disconnect from another box checked

An infection less resistant?

Memorize, you skin, your eyes

I'm hypnotized, but distant .

How many more can I still score

While still adoring the notions?

I want to love, put you above

Is this enough or am I going through the motions?

You're the one, but all the fun

I've had under the sun ain't exclusive

And now it feels, repeating reels

To fall like banana peels is elusive

And while I'm sure I would just like a cure

To stop thinking of her, I'm still swimming

In emotions abyss, I only want your kiss

Intrusive thoughts, while a miss, are still winning.

[twotrickpony]

Caught rereading writings from when my body was a soldier

My heart believed in true love. With mind I could move boulders.

Is it lack of inspiration or am I just getting older

Sheet metal from imagination without a tool to solder.

And so I start collecting cans and bottles to recycle

For better worse or neutral I will always still be Michael

I hope that in the future I'm still something like you like'll

[twotrickpony]

Born in a bottle

Without a roll model

A dream he did coddle

Till smothered and swaddled

To avoid the cry

But Buried and covered

No breath left unsmothered

Post mortem discovered

If you've never hovered

You probably won't fly

.

But you might as well try

.

For the hand we've been given

Guarantees no ribbon

Though it hints at oblivion

So you better get livin

Before you start to die.

.

Don't sweat it, small fry.

[twotrickpony]

Cleaned the pipes and flushed the drain

Begin to heal, accept the pain

And not by boat nor car nor plane

Will you ever outrun insane.

[screwyouandrew]

[twotrickpony]

Quietly contemplate cosmic contusions

No longer living in lasting illusions

My brain's got some scars and my bug bites have bruises

If you don't play to win, well then, nobody loses.

..

Don't know where I'm going and I don't have a plan

Rarely have I somebody who understands

Burned all the trash but recycled the cans

Walking back to the places from which I once ran.

.

Oh man.

[bugtoat]

[twotrickpony]

I lost a best friend today. It was the right decision but dammit if it doesn't suck.

[twotrickpony]

Exhaustion makes my head leak

Your body makes my heart speak

We've tied one on

We're having fun

Let's hope we see the mountain peak.

(it's not for the meek)