Last film: Andrew Garfield's spiderman 2. But only cause my friend and I played it on mute and gave it our own story, otherwise superhero movies are boring to me.
Currently reading: a fanfiction so NSFW that I don't want to say its name on my blog. But before that I was rereading 1984 for the thousandth time.
No pressure tags: @ffc803 @wishingicouldcontroltime @hoemotextual + open tags
currently reading: I'm reading two books simultaneously. The seven husbands of Evelyn Hugo and Sapiens. I'm stuck midway through both of them cos I've been busy with uni stuff but welp here we are.
no pressure tags: @kollarxth @lizioly @hailraykin + open tags :)
Last film: The Bad Guys š¤ (I dont remember having watched anything new other than that š¤š¤)
Currently reading: "Ground studies for Pilots" šš the other options that i dont think even count, are MDZS, and Ao3 fanfics that's anyone's guess, Twt threadfics and my own *unfinished* draft *the* office Au spinoff that @lizioly and @bluebeadss can guess where its stuck šš
Tagging @shooting-the-stars , @bluebeadss , @lanwangjisnow , @oddishblossom @jaydenuniverse , @emmanemanemm if u guys don't mind joining... hope rest of the week goes smoothly for everyone š„°š¤š¤
She had seen Evelyn perform quite a few times by now. She had heard her voice, its raw emotion. Seen the way her chest fell and rose as she sang, the way her eyes brightened whenever she was doing what she loved the most - singing. That was one of the things that made her fall in love with that first video of that amazing girl singing.
Avery had heard the screams of the fans whenever they saw her. Had felt like screaming herself, had actually done it. Singing along with the person that made her heart flutter as if it was the end of the world. And yetā¦ that feeling, of seeing her, hearing her was way too powerful to ever go away. The shivers that ran from the back of her neck to the bottom of her back. She could feel her chest tighten, and her hands grip the end of her dress, as her eyes never left Evelyn. A mixture of pride, excitement, and something else growing inside her chestā¦
Something that had exploded that day at the jacuzzi. She knew she had a role to fulfill, she was a mentor, a singer. A perfect picture, created for the benefit of everybody else, but her own. Her heart had grown used to containing all its emotions, to keeping them to itself and keeping them controlled. But all it took for it to just forget its job, was that dark hair, those dark brown eyes. And nowā¦
There she was.
As Evelyn went to catch that high note that her voice could reach as easily as she could make Averyās heart speed up, Raleigh smiled, pushing her by the waist, gently kissing the brunetteās neck with a smirk as she got ready to sing her part. The part Avery had sung when Evelyn first showed her that songā¦ āThe Questionā. Thatās what she had called it, smiling at Avery as if hinting to something else, something Avery hadnāt quite caught on.
The crowd went wild, screams could be heard all around, people whistling. The lights of the stage mixing with the light of the moon and the stars, a mix of blues from the sky and Evelynās clothing.
āThis is what they wantā¦ all for showā¦ just for the crowdā¦ I know thatā. She did.
She knew that as Raleigh started to sing her part, face so close to Evelynās and never breaking the soft eye contact. She knew that, as Evelyn left her microphone forgotten, both mouths close to the same one and sang as one, as if there was love thereā¦Ā meant for themā¦
When she came back to herself, Avery noticed she had been singing under her breath. Hiding Raleighās voice under her own, singing the parts that had once been hers. But then again, she knew. Raleigh had to be the one performing that song with Evelyn. Their fake relationship had been going great, the fans were eating it up like honey. They wanted more, and what could be better than a romantic live performance? āMe being the one preformingā¦ā Shut up. That was the perfect plan and the fan trying to invade the stage at the very corner was the proof of it. Hank would take care of it, donāt worry.
The last note was approaching, which made Avery forget the stranger to look back at them. Their smiles would have been contagious had she not been feeling the way she was.
Evelyn was stunning, with the widest smile she had ever had on her face, panting from all the high notes that song required, with the stage lights making everything about her shine. Avery felt like a little girl again. Sheād always found that expression quite weird. But now she was able to understand itā¦ āMom, I want that!ā, you know? āI really doā¦ want herā she thought.
And now the part she didnāt want to see, and yet, her eyes didnāt move. They locked on Raleigh, as she got closer and closer to Evelyn, hands traveling down to her waist pressing the dark-haired girl closer once again. From where she was standing, she couldnāt see Evelynās face. Was she blushing? Did she really want that? Was she enjoying it? Did she wish it was them who were kissingā¦? Avery felt her breath catch, wanting to look away so bad, but at the same time, wanting to see right through Evelyn, know every single feeling that was going through her mind as she kissed another girl.
Raleigh slightly tilted Evelyn back as she kissed her lips. Numbness. Avery knew the crowd was screaming again but the noise around her was muffled.
She chuckled. Quite the dramatization, wasnāt it? Fiona had specifically asked for that moment, they had talked about it, and still it was punching her gut as if it had come out of the blue.Ā
Waving goodbye to the crowd, hand in hand, both singers started heading towards the wings of the stage where Avery awaited them. When they came out of view from the public Evelyn ran to Avery, jumping and hugging her tightly, giggling.
āWhat did you think?!ā her face was completely flushed, and the smile she wore on her face could have melted anyoneās heart.
āIt- It was amazing! You were perfect as always. The fans love you two together.ā The girl answered smiling slightly, looking at both of them. Faking smiles was a thing she had grown used to doing, a skill she had mastered. For the paparazzi, interviewers, for fans when she was not feeling her bestā¦. But when it came to those twoā¦ It hurt, having to pretend.Ā
As if on cue, Fiona appeared, followed by Hank, patting Evelyn and Raleigh on the shoulder.
āYou two did great out there!! Give them 5 minutes and youāll be trending again on twitter!ā she said as she grabbed her phone, swiping away āOh by the way, your date two days ago was genius! How did you think o-ā
āOOOOOOKKKKā¦ Iām here to celebrate this amazing show, can we stop talking about their fake relationship for a minute? Please? They barely got off stageā
Seeing her tiredness, Raleigh didnāt hesitate. The brunette put an arm around Averyās shoulder, bringing her way too close, as they moved deeper inside the backstage.
āOh come on! We havenāt even started talking about our marriage! Youāll be our maid of honor, right?? And then godmother of our little Evelyns and Raleighs! Just imagine it!ā
To that, Evelyn reacted with a chuckle. One thing the singer loved about those two was their friendship. They were almost like siblings, the type that canāt stand each other, but would be miserable if apart. All the bickering and little jokes brightened her day, and she was grateful she had found them, to guide her, to support her and to love. In different waysā¦ But love, nonetheless.
This time though, Avery seemed slightly different. As if she wasnāt enjoying the bickering as much as she usually did. The usual pure and lighthearted smile she wore while around them seemed now forced and tense, her arms were crossed over her chest and her face looking away from Raleigh, pretending to examine the small space around her. Ā
āLeave the poor girl alone for todayā she chuckled, crossing her arm with Averyās āWeāll talk about our future little demons laterā.
Raleigh rolled her eyes playfully, changing her focus to Fiona, who started showing her something on the phone while talking way too fast for Evelynās brain to keep up. At the moment she was a bit more concerned with Avery.
Evelyn tried to get her attention by looking at her and holding her arm tighter against her, but the girl had spaced out, a heavy countenance molding her features.
āAveryā¦ā she whispered softly, now standing in front of her to get her full attention as the others walked slightly further away.
And by doing so, it was as if Avery had been pulled out of the trance she had been in just some seconds ago.
This was not like her. All these confusing and conflicting feelings, messing with her mind and making her forget what she was actually there to do. To support Evelyn in this great moment, celebrate with her the show she had delivered to the fans. And yet, there she was, feeling jealous of her best friend. Feeling jealous for a person that wasnāt even hers. No. It had to stop there.
She raised her head higher and forced another smile āSorry, love! You were saying?ā
āHey, Evelyn, come hereā Fiona called out grinning and waving them closer, making the blonde sigh deeply to then exchange some looks with Eve. The older woman seemed way too excited for them to be safe.
āYou just seemed like you were spacing outā Evelyn said as they began walking slowly towards the others who kept their attention focused on the phone.
āIām honestly just tired. Today has been quite stressful for some reasonā the girl chuckled, knowing pretty well what the reason was. Her ass had decided to wake up way too jealous for a person who had kissed her once - āBut it was amazing seeing you perform. Iām proud of you. Reallyā That was the only part where her eyes were able to meet Evelynās. In fact, there was no way for her to be prouder of the black-haired girl who smiled warmly at those words, taking her hand and squeezing it gently, as a thank you. Those eyes again. Always so true and clear, showing their true feelings, unashamed. It didnāt mean though, that Avery caught all of them. The warmest one. Maybe she could see it wavering there but understanding that only one person had the privilege to actually see it in its truest form, and that that person was herā¦ that part was harder.
They finally reached the other three. Raleigh kept her usual unimpressed expression while Hank and Fiona talked animatedly about whatever was on that damn phone. Once she saw Avery and Evelyn getting closer, she shot them a āFucking kill me right hereā look, so the younger singer intervened āYes, Fiona?ā.
The woman shoved the phone on Eveās face as quickly as she could. On screen was a tweet with a paparazzi (not a very well payed paparazzi to be on that very specific spot, nooo) pic of her straddling Raleigh in a very public place (a very not planned moment where they were actually talking about how the curry they had eaten had not been a good choice for their fake date, nooo) āRaleigh Carrera and Evelyn Smith finally caught in action?ā.
āAs I was saying a while ago, Iām so proud of you two! Youāre making it look so real, people are going crazy! Keep this up and you might have a surprise!ā
āYouāre making it look so realāĀ You know when you get a song stuck in your head? Yeah, this was what was now stuck in Averyās. The smile she was trying to force was getting heavier and heavier by the second. Seeing Evelyn laugh and act as if it was not a big deal was hurting. But hearing āRaleigh is not that bad of a fake girlfriendā was everything she needed to burst. That little fake happiness bubble exploded.
āI-I gotta go to the bathroomā she tried to smile focusing now on Evelyn, only for a second, before darting away. So quickly and abruptly that even Fiona stopped to look at them, with Hank right by her side getting ready to go after the singer. But Raleigh stopped him gently, approaching Evelyn with a frown of concern.
āWhat was that?ā she questioned, immediately helping Evelyn out of her mic gear.
āI donāt knowā¦ but Iāll find out. You three can go without us, weāll catch upā
Finally done with the gear, Raleigh shook her head patting Evelyn on the back, gesturing her to go after Avery āWeāll wait for you here. Fiona wonāt shut up, even if you take an hour in there, anyway, so donāt worryā.
The girl finally nodded, hugging Raleigh quickly āThank youā, and ran back to the dressing room, hoping that Avery had actually gone there.
If she had thought something was off with Avery, now she was sure of it. Evelyn had noticed the girl, waiting on the wing, sometimes even singing along, but her body was tense. Instead of the usual wide smile, bright eyes Avery, she had seen a quieter girl. She could be tired. Or madā¦ no, there was no reason for her to be mad, right? They had been just fine before the show. Evelyn had taken care of the other girlās make up, with Avery sat on the balcony, a small smile on her lips. She had memorized how her dress strap fell over that pale shoulder, and how her own body fit perfectly in between Averyās thighsā¦ āWhat if your fake girlfriend saw us right now, love?ā the blonde had asked. Evelyn knew she was joking, āSheās not the jealous type, donāt worryā.
Evelyn reached the door, yanking it open to a small brownish room, blonde hair falling over the slumped shoulders of Avery, that jumped at the sudden noise and movement.
āBloody Jesus!ā she yelped, turning away from the balcony, but quickly turning back away from the door. Not fast enough, though. Evelyn had seen how reddish her mentorās face was. āWait outside, please. Iāll be back in a minuteā.
āWhat happened, Avery?ā getting closer to the girl, Evelyn tried reaching for her arm. Yet she moved gently away smiling at her.
Ā āSeriously, love, Iām totally fine, I just need to touch up my make upā it had been too much.
She didnāt care if it was fake or not, it hurt. But most of all she was hurt with herself. Avery wanted to be there for her friends, more than anything, and at that moment, she couldnāt do that. Her mind was a mess of jealousy and guilt.
āYour make up is just fine. Really, you can tell me what happened. I wanna help, Averyā¦ā
The truth in those eyes, againā¦ she could feel it, almost touch it. And it just stabbed the knife deeper into her chest, a sad smile forming on her face. This was her fear. What if the real love on those brown eyes was not meant for her, but for Raleighā¦ she deserved it, certainlyā¦ butā¦ those were hers... Maybe she was being selfish, but for the first time she didnāt care about it. The next words came out more bitter than she had ever wanted them to be āRaleigh is waiting for you, Eveā she said in almost a whisper āThe paparazzi are all out there, you should take the opportunity againā the girl tried to sound calm and collected but by the look on Evelynās face she knew she had miserably failed that task. But she just looked down, pretending to look for some kind of makeup, she really didnāt need.
At that, Evelyn walked towards her, getting herself between the balcony and Avery. How could she not have noticedā¦? The performance, the kiss, the date, the articleā¦
āAvery Wilshereā¦ Are you jealous?ā
The blondeās eyes widened. Was it that obvious that she was jealous? Was she making a fool out of herself?? Being jealous for a person that, again, wasnāt even hers? Her stomach dropped to the floor and the sadness she was feeling mixed with embarrassment and panic.
āW-What? No! Everything isā¦ Perfectly fine. All cool, no problem, Ƨa rouleā¦ā she tried chuckling the embarrassment away, and it workedā¦ it was now replaced with the sadness she had been feeling throughout the day. Maybe the embarrassment was better.
She moved away from Evelyn, trying to keep her hands occupied by folding some clothes she had left on the small couch next to the door āWhat would I even be jealous about?ā.
Evelyn saw the other girlās chest rise up, breathing deeply as if trying to contain whatever she wanted to say next. That whatever never came. Instead, Avery went and sat down on that same couch.
āAnyway, go on, theyāre probably already waiting for you, loveā
Evelyn shook her head, getting closer to the blonde. Gently, she opened her legs and kneeled between her thighs looking up at her.
āItās just the two of us here, Avery. Please, talk to meā her eyes never left the blue ones that couldnāt hide the pain behind them, however hard their owner tried. It was known, to everyone that knew Avery, how good she was at hiding her emotions. But today, something was way off. Those misty mirrors for the soul, today they were spotless and transparent, slipping out all the sadness behind them.
āYou donāt have to pretend to be okay with me. Letās talk this through and be sure Iām not moving until we doā.
āThereās nothing to talk about. I am moody and stressed out. Thatās itā she said, shrugging and avoiding Evelynās eyes at all costs āEveryone has those daysā.
āIndeed, but usually you talk about them with me, usually you are able to hide them from people, and usually you donāt push me away when youāre feeling badā
āWell, USUALLY Ā I donāt feel jealous of people fake dating my best friend!ā her voice was low but the firmest it had ever been. Avery got up, facing the wall, wanting all those feelings to go away, not wanting to show this part of her to the person she knew she was falling in love with. But now that she had started itā¦ āUsually seeing two people kissing on stage, seeing them as a happy couple, straddling in publicā¦ it doesnāt bother me, whatsoeverā¦ā
She breathed deeply closing her eyes hard. She was way too close to crying and that was the last thing she wanted to do with people around her. With Evelyn there.
āBeing in the studio aloneā¦ While I know youāre out there, with Raleigh, so close to each other. Seeing how she looks at you on those bloody articles and postsā she bit her lip unsure of how much she could say without breaking down, but unable to stop her feelings from spilling out āSeeing how unbothered you two lookā¦ Sometimes I end up thinking maybe youād be actually better off togetherā¦ Maybe this will make Evelyn fall for Raleigh. And then hearing Fiona talk about how good your relationship is for everyoneā¦ While I stay here, wishing it was me. Wishing I was the person by your sideā¦ Even it was fakeā¦ Iād take a dream over nothingā
Breathing in deep, she thought about stopping. She almost did. āAnd I know itās selfish. Itās stupid. But you were the one lifting me up. Since I met youā¦ In this short period of timeā¦ You have made me feel so many things, see how much better I can do, and be. So yes. Today was stressful. Today I wanted to be here for you, but itās like Iāve been bottling these awful feelings upā¦ And I couldnāt pretend anymore. I tried. So Evelyn, please, leave me alone for a bitā¦ I just need some time, and Iāll be as good as newā
āWhat doesnāt start, doesnāt end, right?ā Between them? There was nothing to endā¦ There was nothing to be jealous of. She just needed time. Time alone to understand that. To accept that if something happened between Eve and Raleigh, she would have to support them. Smile and witness the girl that had stolen her heart be stolen by someone else, by her best friend. And she would have to go back to being the girl that feels and stays silent, smiling. Ā
āNoā getting up, Evelyn crossed the room to Avery, holding her face in her hands, making the blonde face her āBaby, look at me. Nothing of that is real. Not one thing -ā.
āEve, I know that. I doā her voice was low, threatening to completely disappear, leaving her feelings hidden once again āBut it also doesnāt matterā¦ Youāre not my girlfriend, youāre not mine. You donāt have to explain anything to meā
Saying that out loud made it even more real, making her eyes start to sting. She needed to keep going āTherefore, love, leaveā.
At first there was silence. None of them dared to speak, Evelynās hands falling along her sides, while Avery didnāt move her stare from the ground. Only then, did Evelyn move. Slowly and against the blondeās request, she got closer, the closest she could. Wrapped her arms around Averyās waist, resting her head on the crook of her neck. She could feel the other girl tensing at first, her heartbeat getting faster, melding with her own. The way her chest moved against her own, the scent she had grown so used to. The scent she would miss at night, from the person she had once worshipped as an idol, and that nowā¦ had started to likeā¦ Love.
Hearing everything Avery had said made her feel so stupidā¦ She had been paying close attention to this girl since the first moment she had seen her, and yet she hadnāt seen the signs, how she had been hurting Avery.
āAveryā¦ Do you remember that night, in your spaā¦?ā
The girl swallowed hardā¦ How could she forget. She hadnāt slept that entire night. She had done all types of things (seriously) but sleeping was not one of them. Thinking about that moment now, and feeling Evelyn flush against her, her hot breathing on her neckā¦ The right choice would be to pull away and insist on being left alone. Yetā¦ If this was the last time, she would be able to feel her love like thisā¦ She would take it.Ā
āI doā¦ā
With that, Evelyn lifted her head up, facing Avery, enjoying every feature, and wanting to see every expression to her question.
āWhat do you think that kiss meant to meā¦? Those kissesā¦ Do you think I kissed you because I wanted to have fun? Only that?ā
Ā āI-Iā¦ā she tried answering but her heart was hammering in her chest, heat rising to her cheeks.Ā The memories, the embarrassment of exposing her feelings like this, it was making everything hard to do, to say āI want to thinkā¦ that it wasā¦ more than thatā¦ā.
āThen do, Avery! Because it was so much more than that!ā Evelynās eyes were now all over Averyās face, studying every piece of reaction, wanting to show her all the feelings she had inside of her without having to say them. āI am falling for you! And I am sorry if I didnāt show you thatā¦ I wasnāt sure you felt the same wayā¦ Andā¦ Your friendshipā¦ I couldnāt lose itā.
It was so hard to believe that the most beautiful, kind person she had ever met was now worried that she would fall for someone else. It was unbelievable that that fear was because of her. Out of all the people Avery could have chosenā¦ she was the one.
Evelyn kept going as the blondeās widened eyes focused only on her āWith Raleigh it was all fake, for everyone else to see, for other peopleās eyes. But when I am alone with youā¦ Theseā¦ moments are oursā¦ Theyāre real. I want so many more of them. I donāt care what we do, what we donāt do, I just want to be by your sideā
The air around them was tense but warm with the number of things still left to say, most of them unable to be expressed with words. Avery was speechless, trying to process everything she had just heard, trying to find the words to answer with. The girl didnāt even know what she was feeling anymore. It was a mess of things leaving her breath erratic, her heart swollen, her mouth hanging open.
āEvelynā¦ I-ā¦ā Guided back to the couch, Avery sat down, teary eyed but refusing to let those tears fall.
āTell me you understand that. Tell me you understand, youāre the one I am falling in love withā
A small smile appeared on Averyās flushed face, tears starting to escape her blue eyes āI doā¦ yesā¦ I donātā¦ think I have to tell you that-ā she cleared her throat, gaining the courage to keep going āI am falling in love with you tooā¦ā.
āOh but you do!ā Evelyn smiled āYou doā¦ And Avery, that kiss just nowā¦ Raleigh didnāt even touch my lips. She kissed the corner of my mouth. These lips are yoursā¦ā she whispered.
If Evelyn kept this up, Avery wasnāt sure her heart would be able to handle it. Hiding her face with her hands, the girl let the tears fall, freely now, a mixture of relief, happiness and tiredness āIām sorry. All of this must look ridiculous to youā¦ All this jealousyā¦ Iām sorryā¦ I wanted to invade that stage myself at that momentā¦ I felt soā¦ lostā she chuckled trying to play it light.
But Evelyn didnāt take it that way. Grabbing Averyās wrists, she pushed them away from her face.
And it happened too fast for Avery. Once she looked up, her crying face now exposed, she felt Evelynās lips crash against her own. At first, she gasped in surprise, but then allowed her own lips to part, letting Evelyn explore her. They could feel the salty taste of her tears between their soft lips. It had been so long since she had last tasted them, felt them, and oh godā¦ If anything had been left unsaid, she was sure it would be understood right there. The way Evelynās lips molded against hers, how she stole little bites and nibbles on her bottom lip to the way she pressed their bodies closer. And how warm they wereā¦ It was too much for only her lipsā¦ Avery quickly wrapped her arms around Evelynās back, raw emotion in the way her fingers curled around the girlās shirt. Her eyes half open, to sneak guilty peeks at Eve, every time they came back for air. She could feel the heat rising from her stomach to her chest and breathing became such a hard and irrelevant taskā¦
Evelynās fingers dipped in that blonde hair, grabbing it gently by the roots, to then give it a firm tug, making Avery look at her.
āThis is a real kissā she whispered, āI hope you memorized my lipsā.
Saying this Evelyn pushed Avery back against the couch, gently, smirking seeing that strap fall off the girlās shoulder, exposing the skin she so much wanted to shower with kisses and untold words.
Her whole body was starting to tingle, and she had to take advantage of that moment to get her breathing back, which was not being easy while looking at Averyās expression, her half-opened eyes, leaking the desire inside of her.
āAlso, that articleā¦ and that picture of me straddling Raleighā¦ā she said, getting up in front of Avery āIt was planned, as you know, right?ā to now press her shoulders once more against the back of the couch, while she placed each leg on either side of Avery, straddling her. āAlso fakeā¦ So Iāma show you what I do when I actually straddle someoneā¦ā she whispered.
Her hips didnāt take long until they started moving back and forth, grinding the thighs under her.
āOhā¦ā Avery whimpered slightly, hands on Evelynās hips, subconsciously pressing her down. The few sounds coming out of the dark-haired girl were reaching every point of her pale body, making it shiver lightly. Even with all those layers separating their skin, she could feel her own nipples hardening under her dress, making her grab Evelyn by the waist to press her closer.
āT-this, ohhhā¦ā the friction was making it difficult for Evelyn to speak, lips pressed together, only falling open to whine āshitā¦ is what I do when I really want toā¦ straddle someoneā.
That was it āStopā¦ Stay still!ā Avery demanded, her voice low and slightly rougher than usualā¦ Now it was her turn to show her what being with her meant. Evelyn had shown her part and she wouldnāt get all the fun alone. Now it was her turn.
Quickly she grabbed the end of the blue shirt covering Eve and, slowly, started lifting it up, making sure to let her fingers trail over that soft skin. Her lips, starting just above the jeans, left red marks over the girlās stomach feeling the shivers rising up under them.
āSwear to me that you never did anything with herā¦ā she murmured, stopping just under Evelynās chest, her lips mere inches apart from the warm skin, not looking up.
To that question Evelyn smiled, lowering herself just enough to whisper back in Averyās ear āI never didā¦ā she could stop thereā¦ but why would she? āAnd if I had, babyā¦ youād have been the one on my mind. As you have in so many of the nights I spent aloneā¦ā.Ā
Avery knew what the girl was trying to do, but the truth was, it was working. She could feel her words getting to her just between her thighs, on her chest, all over her skin. And at this point she didnāt even want to try to pretend it wasnāt. Pulling the rest of the shirt off Evelyn, the blonde kissed above her chest, leaving a wet trail of red marks up to her jawā¦ That was her girl, and everyone would know that from then onā¦ Under her lips, she could feel Eveās breathing getting faster āBaby, your lipstickā¦ Itās all over me...ā.
From her jaw, Avery traveled to Evelynās ear, kissing it softly. She let her breath touch it, tantalizingly, before whispering āAnd you wonāt clean it, or next time I wonāt use my lipstick to mark you, loveā.
The gasp that escaped Eveās mouth just made it harder for Avery to keep control of herself, while trailing her hands up the singerās back, allowing her nails to lightly scratch the skin, she finally reached the back of the bra.
Evelyn couldnāt help but arch a little, the anticipation of Averyās mouth on her, darkening her own eyes. Finally, the girl felt her bra unclasping, the straps falling off her shoulders revealing her hard nipples. These kept begging to be touched, as Averyās eyes skipped from her back to her chest, her pale face turning deep red as her whole body got warmer and warmer.
āDid she ever see these, my love?ā the blonde whispered starting to kiss the middle of her chest, as her hands burned the skin right under Evelynās breasts.
She wanted to answer, she really did, but the lack of contact was making the girlās mind foggy, while her center throbbed way too much for her to think straight (š³ļøāš). Instead, forcing down the noises trapped in her throat, Eve shook her head, with a desperate frown on her face. At this point her whole body was fiery, aching to rub itself against those firm thighs, again. Swallowing hard, and forcing herself to gaze deep into the blue eyes in front of her, Evelyn bit her lip, gently held the back of Averyās neck and whispered āPlease, babeā¦ā. It was more of a whimper than a whisper āIām all yoursā. The need to close the gap between them was screaming inside of her but before she could move, Averyās hot mouth was on her chest, circling her nipple slowly, torturingly.
āMmmā¦! Babyā¦ā
Those noisesā¦ That was all she neededā¦ yet, she couldnāt give it up to her that easily. Sucking hard on the nipple between her lips, Avery took her other hand to pay as much attention to Eveās left breast. First, caressing it with her thumb, she could feel how hard her nipple was, how much it begged to be worshipped, how wet it was making herā¦ Pressing her thighs together to try and ease some of the aching she was feeling, the girl squeezed the whole breast in her hand, never taking her mouth away from the other one, licking it, long licks, hot with smirks along with them.
āLoveā¦ tell me what you wantā she whispered, her hot breath caressing the skin under it āLet me show what only I can give youā.
Those blue eyes finally looked up and the vision presented to them made Avery swear under her breath. With red hot skin, Evelynās mouth was slightly open, short breaths coming in and out, with her eyes barely open. Those eyes looked down āI-ā¦ need you... naked. Please.ā
Avery smirked, guiding Evelyn down on the couch āOnly that, my love?ā.
Kneeling straight in front of Eve on the couch, she waited for an answer.
āOne thing at a time, babeā¦ā if she had asked for more, just the imagination of it happening could have made Eve short-circuitā¦
Quickly taking her white dress off, Avery started working on getting rid of Evelynās shorts, being met with the girl arching her back and quickly helping to get rid of the last pieces of clothing that separated the two.
The black-haired girl tried to get up but was gently pushed back down.
āWhat now?ā Avery asked sweetly, her hands purposely trailing the insides of those olive-skin thighs. The lust she was feeling, dripping on her now naked tights wouldnāt be able to wait much longer.
āYour mouthā¦ā Nothing else needed to be said. Neither of them wanted nor could wait any longer.
Avery whispered kisses down Evelynās body, painting it red until she reached the girlās wet core. The idea of tasting it made her buck her hips and whine hard. So, she didnāt waste any more time. They had been way too tormented already.
Avery started circling her sweet nub, kissing it gently, before dipping her tongue between the folds moaning slightly. Holding Evelynās thighs in place she kept going.
āWanna taste yourself, love?ā she whispered quickening her pace, to then stick her tongue on Evelynās hot entrance. She could feel her trembling and shivering underneath her, refusing to keep her body still. Thatās what she wantedā¦ When words lacked, she would show Eve her feelings by making her cry in pleasure.
āOh fuck!ā The girl moaned, bucking her hips harder against Averyās mouth. She could feel her legs weakening, her body so hot it could combust right there āNo, donāt stop babyā¦ donāt youā¦ dare, mmmhā¦ stophhhā she could have sworn she could see stars right at that moment.
That was an order to Averyās ears, who kissed her girlās core before licking and sucking her, faster, harder. While working on her, one hand traveled Eveās body, from her hips to her breast. At this point they were sure that if someone passed by the door, they would perfectly hear the love coming from inside, but neither of them seemed to care. Yet, Avery could think of a way to lower the noise a little. Leaving Eveās breast aching, licking one last time that pool of desire, the blonde hovered over her and smiling, she caressed her jaw. She could see her lover struggling to beg her to keep going, but before she could, Avery slid slowly two fingers on her mouth. Her fingers played with Eveās tongue, who sucked them without even thinking. Sucked them wet, enjoying the view above her. From Averyās pleasured expression to her chestā¦ her wet tights. She moaned deeply, stopped from closing her legs by Avery who stood between them.
Satisfied, the pale girl went back to where she was needed, starting slow, almost teasingly.
āYou tasteā¦ so good, loveā¦ So goodā But then, pressing on her entrance first to hear Evelyn beg, she thrusted her two wet fingers inside. The girl immediately moaned, almost screamed her name, her leg resting on Averyās shoulder, trying to press her impossibly closer.
āFuck, fuck, fuckā¦ā
Yesā¦ she was almost there. The blonde could feel it and had to contain herself, the stars that wanted to shine and explode in front of herā¦ It was amazing what pleasuring Evelyn could do to herā¦ How overwhelmed it could leave herā¦
Curving her fingers inside her, thrusting and rubbing as hard as she could, feeling Eve so close and throbbing around her, bucking her hips, she grabbed the pillow next to her, positioning it in between her legsā¦ She needed itā¦ Just perfect, she started grinding, in rhythm with her fingersā¦
Evelynā¦ Her breathing couldnāt accompany her movements anymore. She refused to close her eyes. Seeing Avery in front of herā¦ Riding the pillow, gasping and moaningā¦ Oh Godā¦
Ā Yesā¦ That waveā¦
āAVERā¦ MMMMMHH.. ā
It hit her so hard. A tidal wave, crushing against her, threatening to drown her in pleasureā¦
Her vision was blurred.
Her eyes so wateryā¦ yet they still forced themselves to stay open and enjoy the viewā¦ If she had the strength, sheād grab her by the waistā¦ make her lay on top of herā¦ yeahā¦
Breathing was now a totally unknown ability.
Her body, still trembling, shivering, trying to reach for herā¦
āI got you, love, I got youā¦ā she heard, that soft honey voice mixed with a bunch of gaspsā¦
Eve felt Averyās thighs settling on either side of her own hips, sitting down, and when she felt how wet and hot she wasā¦ Her hand shot to her mouth, and she bit itā¦ She could have diedā¦ she doubted her body could handle that.
Avery laid on top of her, kissing her neck, her shoulders, trying to calm her own breathingā¦
āIām hereā¦ā Avery kept saying, her hands on Eveās sides, caressing her skin āRest a bit, and then letās goā¦ to the bathroomā¦ We need to get you clean, loveā
Quickly Evelyn shook her head and wrapped her arms around Avery pressing her down.
āHell noā¦ I need you to come for me tooā¦ā feeling the girl bucking her hips at her request she kept goingā¦ āCome on, princess, grindā¦ against meā¦ pleaseā¦ I know you want itā¦ā.
āAre you sureā¦?ā Avery whispered, knowing how tired Evelyn was. Not so much physically but also emotionally.
āPleaseā¦ā
No hesitationā¦ Still laying down, kissing every part of Evelynās skin, the girl started moving her hips, slowly at first but getting faster as she felt herself getting extremely closeā¦
Evelynās hands were making it harder for her to control itā¦ Gripping her ass, squeezing her breasts, burning, electrifying every place she touchedā¦
āEvelynā¦ Iām feelingā¦.ā Rolling her eyes back it was getting hard to thinkā¦ And thenā¦
Evelynās fingers gripped her hair, pulling it back harder than last timeā¦
āOH SHIT.. NHMMā¦ā
Deep tremors of sensation hit her even harder, groans escaping her shut lipsā¦ Her hips creating circles, rubbing hard against Eveā¦ Dizzinessā¦ Starsā¦
āLook at me while you come, pleaseā¦ā Evelyn whispered, bringing Averyās head down to kiss her, bite her lip, suffocate her moans. Exploring her tongue, her hand caressing now where she had grabbed Avery, stroking her roots to alleviate the pain.
And there it wasā¦ Thrusting herself once again, she exploded, her eyes locked on Eveāsā¦
Her body was on fire, her core throbbing, every part of her burning like at the mouth of the volcanoā¦ her orgasm hitting every point of her body, making her toes curl. She knew from her throat she had screamedā¦ But her mind was so fuzzy, she didnāt even remember it.
She just let herself go limp over Evelyn, who hugged her close. Bringing her lips to Averyās shoulder and kissing it gently she whispered, āI think we proved both our pointsā.
Avery chuckled slightly, her head still laying on Eveās shoulder, but didnāt answer right awayā¦
Instead, they stayed quiet for a minute, Eve caressing the blonde hair. Both of them needed the time to regain some of their strength but there was also a question circling around Averyās mind that kept enticing all of her senses just some seconds before
āSoā¦ falling in love with meā¦?ā Avery asked, slowly, wanting to be sure that had not been an auditory hallucination.
What she couldnāt see was how red Evelynās cheeks got. She had thought it to be obvious, but saying it out loud, well it had to take some gut to do it, the heat of the momentā¦
āWas it not obvious?ā she chuckled.
Avery sweetly hid her face in the crook of her loverās neck, her hands shyly caressing her jaw āIām sorryā¦ for causing a scene over jealousyā.
Ā Evelyn chuckled lightly at the shyness in the other girlās voice āDonāt worryā¦ It was cute. Youāre cute when jealousā.
Avery nudged Evelyn on her shoulder playfully, embarrassed at the comment.
Avery could feel her heart full... Almost bursting, a smile on her face without even realizing. She had left Evelyn like thatā¦ tired, restless, full of pleasureā¦ She had made it clear that she wanted Eve, that she was falling in love with her and only herā¦ She had finally really understood she was not the only one falling in love...
āYouāre beautifulā¦ā she said, roaming Eveās body with her big blue eyes, now bright with love. It was full of dark red marksā¦ marks of her lipsā¦ Everywhereā¦ Avery couldnāt stop a smirk from appearing on her lips.
Reluctantly she got up, reaching for her white dress, and tossing Evelyn her own clothing.
āTh-ā¦ā
With a bang the door opened
āGirls, what th-ā
With wide eyes Raleigh took in the picture in front of her. Avery was now hiding herself with her white dress, her lips pressed tight and her face bright red, and Evelyn curled into a ball barely hiding herself as well.
Raleigh closed her eyes as tight as she could, turning around.
āThis explains the postersā¦ OK! Now that Iāve made things awkward Iāma leave! WEāRE DONE WAITING FOR YOU!ā
Warning: smut at the end (also, I am not sure if that is a good ending, I got stuck there for a while but I mean I've been told it looks good like this so if you don't like it blame the people tagged below š)
This happens right after Mc goes after Gaius on her own on book 3, and brings him back to the group so he can help them defeat Rheya. However, Kamilah is not as calm as she was in the game... her fear of losing Mc once again gets the best of her, her walls crumbling down...
Thank you @tyrilblue for correcting my english, and thank you @neversleepgaius, @supercorpstuff and @rainbows-ampersand-sunshine for reading this cringe thing ā¤ļø
āSo listen, and listen well. This is not your redemption story. You do not get to become some hero in the last act. One good deed does not undo millennia of evil. So we will take your help. Because we need it. But when this is done, youāll pay for your sins. For all the people youāve hurt! Understand?!ā Kamilahās voice came out rough, harsher than Lenore had ever heard it. There was no doubt in those words.
āI do.ā After a moment of hesitation Gaius answered, his voice fragile, all the anger, hatred, all the violence gone.
As Jax walked over to Gaius, ready to speak his own piece of mind, Kamilahās eyes darted in Adrianās direction, as one of her fingers pointed straight at the newest ally of the group, the rest of the room a simple blur to her, the words Jax was now yelling at Gaius drowned in her anger.
āKeep an eye on him! Any kind of suspicious movement and I mean any kind, you strike! Iāll have a word with her!ā she said, grabbing Mcās hand strongly enough for her to understand that Kamilah was not happy, but not strongly enough to hurt her.
And yet, Lenore was not putting them at risk, she believed in Gaius' intentions, she had to if they wanted to finally defeat Rheya. Kamilah needed to trust her just this once. His mind wasā¦ polluted, a disorganized mix of dark, evil webs hiding his own thoughts, desires, the true Gaius. That didnāt erase all of the things heād done, it didnāt erase the sword that had trespassed her chest, taking her last human breath. And even if it didnāt, they needed his help, the real Gaiusā help. They needed his desire for revenge and the regret that now clouded his mind even if no one knew that.
As Lenore was being dragged through the bar to the small and quiet room, the only space that could give them privacy right now, all the arguments she would have to use were running through her mind directionless, confused. Kamilahās reluctance to work with the person that had hurt her so much was understandable, but there wasnāt any other option. āHeās being honest, I saw it!ā she would have to repeat, āI wouldnāt have brought him here, to you, if I wasnāt 100% sure it was safe!ā
Finally, as they reached the room, Kamilah harshly opened the door, getting Lenore inside and following after, closing it as aggressively as she had opened it. It was the same room, but it felt colder than it had the night before.
Lenore focused on the other womanās heart. It was beating fast, drumming inside of her. Had it been like that before, when she first saw Gaius entering the bar? At first, Kamilah just stood there, fists clenched, and eyes shut, trying to calm her breathing and slow her heart.
āKamilah, listen to me! I-ā
But there was no time to talk, Kamilah immediately cut her off, her voice begging for answers, her eyes searching for them.
āWhat were you thinking?!ā she asked slowly, without breaking the distance that separated the two girls.
āKa, he wonāt hurt us, I can assure you that he is-ā she tried to say, remembering all the arguments that had crossed her mind on the way to the room.
āYou donāt get it, Lenore, do you? You donāt get itā¦ā
āI do, I do get it!ā Lenore got a little closer trying to reach for Kamilah, her voice low and calm, and yet pleading for the other womanās comprehension, āI understand that you donāt like this idea and donāt trust him, I donāt like it either, I get it, but he will help. We will kee-ā
āI donāt give a shit about that! I can see heās going to help, Iāll kill him myself if he doesnāt! But how did you get to him, Lenore?! Did he come here without any of us noticing? Did he take you with him?! Did he, Lenore?!ā
Kamilah knew the answer to those questionsā¦ Lenore could see it in her eyes, in the way her mouth formed a thin line, the way Kamilah kept her hands closed in fists. And the realization hit. The problem was not bringing Gaius here to them, it was the fact that she had left, without telling anyone, to face the person that had once killed her, on her own.
āI- I had toā¦ It had to be me. It was the perfect time, we couldnāt wait any longer. And it worked!ā her head lifted, looking Kamilah in the eyes, hoping those last 3 words would make her worries cease.
But Kamilah just sighed, running her hands through her hair, eyes closing shut once again, harder than the first time as if to stop all the possible outcomes of Lenoreās actions from going through her head. The image of her dead body next to Gaius in the streets of Tokyo, without her knowing, while she slept with no clue that the next morning she would be alone again.
āBut what if it hadnāt?ā she said almost in a whisper, āWhat if it hadnāt, Lenore?!ā her voice grew stronger, more desperate, eyes shooting open, pain flooding them, āYouāre our only hope of defeating Rheya, and I donāt think you understand the fear that puts me through every day! Every day I fear for the moment we will face her and youāre there, in the front line! Every day I fear that Iāll have to watch you die right in front of my eyes, in my arms again and this time I wonāt be able to do anything to bring you back to me! And yet you go out to fight against Gaius, on your own!ā
Her eyes were now brighter as the tears started forming, dripping slowly down her face. She held herself, grabbing the sleeves of her suit hard as if trying to force the walls not to completely crumble once again, baring herself and her tears to the one she loved.
Lenore stood there, the weight of those words sinking in, her chest tight, and making it impossible for words to come out of her mouth.
āYou should have told meā, continued Kamilah āI should have gone with you just to be sure youād be safe, that I wouldnāt lose you againā¦ I canāt lose you again, I canāt handle that feeling once again, Lenore! I have lived for 2000 years, Iāve sufferedā¦ but that feelingā¦ that was agonizingā¦ā
āKamilahā¦ā Lenore whispered more to herself than to the other woman, involving her in a tight hug. She had expected the hug not to be returned, but Kamilahās hands traveled to her girlfriendās back holding her tightā¦ tighter than she had ever held her, the idea of losing her making it hard to breathe āI had to tryā¦ I was ready for it, it had to be now or never. And you forget that if I can avoid putting you in danger, I willā¦ I know youāre strong, stronger than me, but I fear for your safety just as much as you fear for mine. I couldnāt drag you with me. I had to face him myself no matter the consequences.ā
Kamilah's tears were now unashamedly falling down her face, soaking her flushed cheeks. Lenore had never seen her so vulnerable. Had she been like this when everyone thought she had died? Had Kamilah held her just as tightly when her limp, dead body rested in her arms? What about the next four days? Had she looked this beautiful crying for her to come back?
āWhen I saw you with him I started imagining what you had done, how you went to him alone, and all these thoughts of losing youā¦ they just came all at once.ā Kamilah swallowed her tears, bringing her face up high again, vulnerability hidden but still there, on those wet cheeks and slightly red eyes from where tears kept escaping, on the way her arms held Lenore as if she might vanish at any moment āSo, no more Ā«no matter the consequencesĀ». You listen to me girl, you do that once again, and Iām killing you myselfā she said, but her eyes were kind, loving, her voice was firm but warm, her hands held Lenore tight but gently.
Lenore couldnāt stop a laugh from escaping her mouth, tears still covering her eyes āYes, Mom. Iāll behave from now on, promiseā.
Kamilah couldnāt handle not rolling her eyes at the sarcasm hidden in Lenoreās words, a little smirk forming on her lips. She was in love with a dumbass.
With her thumbs, she caressed the dark-haired girl, drying her wet cheeks gently, slowly feeling every inch of her hot and flushed skin. And that was the moment she got conscious of her own tears. She tried to reach for them, drying her cheeks as well, but Lenore stopped her, grabbing her wrists gently.
Taking her thumbs just like Kamilah had done, Lenore caressed her cheeks, tracing the path where the tears had flowed.
āYou look pretty when you cry, did you know that?ā she whispered, as she hid her face in the crook of Kamilahās neck, breathing deeply, taking in all her sweet scent, her vampire senses making it even sweeter.
āIf this is your way of escaping the subject, I have to warn you, you picked the wrong thing to sayā even though Kamilahās voice was serious, Lenore could feel how unexpected it had been for her to hear that, how her heart started beating faster. Not only had she seen those barriers crumble once again, with desperate tears, but she had found it pretty.
āIs it not working?ā she teased, hand traveling from Kamilahās cheeks to the back of her head, feeling her body tensing, as Lenore slid her fingers through her dark brown hair, getting their bodies closer.
āYou w- ā
Lenore didnāt let the older vampire finish, trailing her lips over Kamilahās, ever so slightly, kissing her bottom lip once the words had gotten lost on her tongue.
āTrying a different escape route?ā Kamilah asked, her voice so low only a vampireās ears could catch the sound, her breath getting heavier, her lips trying to get closer to Lenoreās who smiled at the question, nodding, and teasingly pulling away.
Kamilahās eyes flashed at the movement, hands grabbing her loverās waist, pulling her impossibly close, her lips hovering over Lenoreās.
āDonāt start something you canāt finish, girlā she whispered, her voice hoarse, all the emotion, fear, and adrenaline that she had gone through mixing up with the desire that was now lighting inside of her.
Hearing that, Lenore crashed their lips together, parting Kamilahās, allowing her tongue to slide inside. Only that touch turned their heartbeat unsteady, uncontrolled, their breath caught in their throats. Their mouths hot and demanding, the kisses getting more and more feverish. The younger vampireās hands were now all over the place, one of them grasping Kamilahās hair hard, making a low groan escape through kisses, the other one trying to get rid of the blazer, get it away from the skin she so wanted to touch.
But a quick hand stopped Lenore from removing it completely, letting it hang on Kamilahās arm, who was shaking her head disapprovingly.
āNo, Lenoreā Kamilah smirked at her and approached the girl, murmuring low in her ear āGet naked, nowā.
That was enough to send a spike of electricity running from Lenoreās spine to her core, fire starting to burn deep down inside of her. Clumsy, she obeyed, taking her black dress off a little too fast for her own liking, but the desire was building just too fast for her to keep up, her eyes never leaving Kamilahās. Those deep brown eyes followed her every movement, with unspoken desire, hungry as they always were for Lenore.
Finally, her bare body was in display for Kamilah to take in. The woman got closer taking one hand to Lenoreās hip, pushing her closer, leaning her head down to kiss her softly, teasingly. Then, suddenly, she pushed Lenore down on the bed, biting hard on her lower lip, trying to contain the yearning burning inside of her, trying not to devour ever single bit of that pale, white skin, calling for her. She ignored how her thighs started to tense, trying to press on each other to contain the powerful aching building up between them.
āLay downā she demanded, walking slowly towards the bed, her eyes taking in every single inch of Lenoreās body bathed by the white light of the moon entering from the small window behind the bed āand spread your legs wide for meā.
Lenore gasped at the command, trying hard to spread her legs before Kamilahās eyes but the desire was way too big, the need for friction screaming inside of her. Laying down, the vampire took one hand to her nipple pressing hard, moaning at the sensation, wishing it was Kamilahās hand.
In front of her, Kamilah started undressing, not looking at what she was doing, but instead staring at the hand pressed against Lenoreās breast, how it started caressing the rest of her own body, wandering through the middle of her breasts, the length of her stomach, getting too close to where Lenore wanted Kamilah.
āStopā Kamilah said as she slipped out of the last piece of clothing, head tilted to the side, breath becoming erratic.
Lenore groaned in frustration at the command, her legs starting to get closer, as the tension became unbearable āPlease, Kaā she begged, brows furrowing, hands pulling on her skin, trying to get any kind of friction she could.
Kamilah smiled mischievously, getting in the bed, hands on either side of Lenoreās head, and one leg teasingly pressing at her core. Lenoreās hips bucked at the contact, starting to rub herself against it, a cry surging from deep within her āKamilahā¦ā.
The older vampire took her lips just under her ear, starting to trail kisses down her neck, biting and licking her, her hand pinching the hard nipple under her, grabbing the whole breast, while her leg kept pressing against Lenore.
She wanted to keep teasing the girl under her, to hear the sounds of frustration and desire as she rubbed against her, but the idea of tasting Lenore, after all the worry she had gone through that day was almost irresistible. She wanted to touch her, make her scream and beg for more.
Kamilah took her leg from the middle of Lenoreās, who sucked in a heavy breath at the lack of contact ānoā¦ā. Lowering herself over Lenore, Kamilah started kissing along the valley of her breasts, hands roaming lower now, pressing her nails down her hips.
āWhat do you want, Lenore?ā She asked looking up, spreading the girlās legs wider apart, hands moving to her inner thighs, drawing small circles, slightly scratching her pale skin.
Lenore felt her breath quicken as the anticipation built up inside her, making it hard to speak ātouch meā¦ā.
Kamilah smiled āwhat did you say?ā she asked, as her mouth left small kisses at the very top of Lenoreās thighs, so close to where she wanted to be, making the girl bulk her hips up, despair starting to build up.
āPlease!ā Lenore almost screamed, taking her hands to Kamilahās hair, grabbing hard, begging for the contact āplease, Kaā¦ā
āGood girlā with a smirk Kamilah gave in. Leaving one last bite at her tight, the woman moved, grabbing Lenoreās hips, kissing her right at her core, brushing her tongue up and down her wet folds, tasting her.
As she felt Lenoreās wetness grow, the feeling of herself dripping for Lenore became too intense. The way the girl looked at her in between moans, the way her hand grabbed her hair hard sent sparks of electricity through her body, moans being muffled between Lenoreās thighs.
Kamilah kept tonguing her, slowly, low noises escaping her throat, Lenore bucking her hips against her mouth, her hand still on her brown hair keeping her head in place as she kept screaming Kamilah's name.
āAre you enjoying it, Lenore?ā
āYe-ā Lenore moaned loudly, not being able to finish answering, as Kamilah took her lips to her clit, sucking hard, pressing two fingers at her entering and sliding them inside. Feeling Lenore tighten around her fingers, she inserted one more, speeding up her pace.
āDonāt make a mess, babe, what will they think of you if they see the mess you did?ā Kamilah teased, barely taking her lips off her center.
āW-what if I do?ā Her voice was a mere murmur, hoarse, as Lenore looked down at Kamilah, her chest rising and falling with each breath she took. Her face was flushed, mouth open, eyes rolling back as Kamliah thrusted her fingers harder inside her.
All of the blood in Kamilahās brain rushed directly to between her thighs, as she heard the provocation. She couldnāt take it anymore.
āIāmma fuck you so hard you wonāt walk for the next week, loveā she said, using her thumb to circle Lenoreās nub as her fingers curled inside of her. Her free hand traveled down her chest, to her belly and then lower. Keeping a perfect rhythm, her tongue lapping effortlessly against Lenore, Kamilah started working on herself, feeling how wet she was for the girl trembling under her, her fingers dripping with the evidence. Her back arched against the pleasure surging through her, moans leaving her lips, as she circled her own clit, rubbing faster and faster.
āKamilahā¦ā hearing her name the woman peaked, facing Lenore, never slowing her pace. Seeing her rosy face, the way Lenore breathed forced her to speed up her fingers, hips moving in rhythm, her legs starting to tremble. The anger and fear she had felt before, all turning into adrenaline as her body gave in to the sensations she couldnāt keep in any longer.
āI wanna seeā¦ā
Kamilahās hips bucked up at the request, the idea of displaying herself to Lenore making it impossible to control herself. The woman could feel herself blush, her hand creating more friction against her core.
āno, you didnāt come yetā¦ā kamilah whispered, because it was true, but also because the idea of Lenore looking at her while she played with herselfā¦ that was another level of vulnerability, it made butterflies come to her stomach, the aching between her thighs becoming even stronger.
āPleaseā the other woman mumbled, leaning on her elbows.
Kamilah eyed her, biting her lip. Slowly, the vampire moved, laying her back on some pillows, parting, shyly, her legs wide.
In front of her, Lenoreās chest was rising and falling faster, her nipples hard, cheeks flushed. Just the idea of what she was about to watch made all of her body tingle and ache, making controlling herself harder and harder by the time.
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āI love you, Kamilah. More than Iāve ever loved anyone, I hope you know thatā.
Kamilah's breath caught in her chest. Hearing those words was never going to stop making her body go tense, her mind spiral, and her heart race like it couldn't spread enough blood through her whole body. She had heard those same 3 words so many times through her 2000 years of living, but Lenoreāsā¦ hers had power, felt magical, they would trap Kamilah in her own paradise, anytime, anywhere.
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