W: Dark content, serial killer!reader, autasasinophilia, mentions of violence, threats of physical harm.
John Price never thought he could develop or discover a new kink at his age, however, life and you took it upon themselves to show him that he was wrong...
It all started because you had stopped hiding most of the time and he loved it, despite the meanness and cruel words that sometimes slipped out and the questionable or downright terrible actions you did, it actually amused him a little. He was madly in love with you. And with all his free time, one of the ways he showed it was by fixing up the house you two lived in and assembling things you asked him to even if he knew you would use those things at your next crime scene, that's how, by chance, the neighbor next door started chatting with him. The woman was a single mother, and when John saw her struggling with her poorly fitted door, he offered to fix the frame and the door quickly.
Fixing her door turned into helping her with the window that wouldn't close in the nursery, then the sink, then a swing set she couldn't put together...
“Do you want me to gouge your eyes out, bitch?”
John looked up from his work on the swing to look at your face. You never openly insulted anyone; that wasn't your usual strategy. The neighbor looked surprised because she was used to your cute and charming demeanor.
“What?”
“You heard me right, why are you taking up my man's time at your house?”
“John is just being nice...”
John, in question, was staring at you, confused because you didn't lose control, you didn't let your mask to slip like that, the darkness in your eyes was obvious, violent, and if looks could kill she would be tortured and dead now.
“You couldn't stay with either of your children's fathers, and you're not going to stay with my man either, bitch” You took a step closer and John finally noticed that in the hand behind your back you had one of those self-defense knives he gave you when he thought you were harmless and now you were planning to use it against the woman in the middle of the street.
“Princess” almost ran and grabbed your arm tight while subtly disarming you. “I'm sorry, love, let's go home, okay?”
John dragged you inside the house without looking at the woman, but you did speak.
“If I see you even looking at him, I'll gouge your eyes out, you slippery bitch!”
John closed the door and stood in front of the wood to block your way. You punched him in the chest, and before John could tell you to calm down, you were pointing a knife at his eye—he didn't know where you got another one—.
“Maybe I should gouge out your eyes, they're the most beautiful thing about you, no bitch will like you if you're blind” The air left John's lungs; technically he could have pushed you because he's a trained soldier and a man, you were ridiculously weak in comparison, yet he didn't move. “Or perhaps I should cut out your tongue, so you won't be able to speak to anyone anymore.”
You lowered the knife near his lips, and you were obviously at your most frantic and unstable moment, and maybe that shouldn't have seemed so hot to him, but it did...
“Or I'll cut off your fingers, so you can't help anyone, but I'll keep them, because they're mine, I love feeling them inside...”
“Princess...”
He swallowed audibly, though not with fear. The heat and his blood traveled directly downwards while you moved closer and pressed the knife against his neck.
“Or maybe I should just kill you... You think I can't, John? That's why you're acting so stupid? Talking to that bitch who clearly wants you for herself...” The pressure from the knife made a small, superficial cut as you said “I'll kill you, John. I'll do it slowly, and I'm going to skin you to keep it because it belongs to me, and who knows, maybe I'll eat the rest just because it's you... ”
He definitely shouldn't have been this hard, but he was. John couldn't help but raise his hand to your face and caress your cheek, marveling, breathless, and incredibly aroused.
“Let me redeem myself, princess…” He whispered longingly, his other hand sliding down towards your waist. “And kill me if I don't convince you...”
“Get started, John”
And after that, despite all common sense, John found a way to push you into that frenzied state again and again, just because he loved and was really turned on by the way you pressed your knife against his skin, against his sternum or neck while you fantasized about how you would kill him and what you would do with his body because he was yours.















