lai

s/h – 24 – irish – mdni

[wifegideonnav]

“bits to use in everyday conversations”

[bobbato]

[ubonbeheaded]

i feel like ruben could live a fulfilling life without niall but doesn't want to and niall wants to live a fulfilling life with ruben but cant

[letthefairyinyoufly]

STOKER ✦ 01

[thenwedied]

Uh oh! Daddy's younger boss yelled at him today. GO BACK 3 SPACES.

Widow's Bay | Episode 2 - Lodging

[buttholy]

ruben: I need you to pay me back this astronomically large debt you've owing me for years

niall: I don't wanna :/

ruben: ok what about you do it in installments

niall: I don't wanna :/

ruben: ok what about you work for it and maybe I jerk off watching you fail to mow my lawn

niall: mmmm :/ ok I guess... might destroy your marriage over it

ruben: that is a risk I'm willing to take

[ubonbeheaded]

niall and ruben are so fascinating because they misunderstand each other so fundamentally and are so incompatible in ever way

the things ruben does to niall would never enter nialls head to do back he would never use physical force or sexually assault ruben but ruben would Never sleep with nialls partner and he would never throw nialls mental struggles in his face the way niall did with the infertility

thats what the betrayal is!! "i would never have done this to you"

ruben would have lied for niall on the stand !! niall wouldnt stomped rubens crush. its a cycle of two people who are so different that they just cant quite line up the pieces.

[loving-the-world-since-00]

[buttholy]

richard gadd dropping deep & uncomfortable truths about masculinity and the cycle of abuse however I am a whore and not paying attention because his arms are out

[loving-the-world-since-00]

[ubonbeheaded]

disappointed the shows a mini series but also relieved there's only one episode left because i dont know how much longer i can sit and watch niall kennedy make the fucking stupidest decisions known to man

[skulandcrossbones]

yeah i think i can live with it

[ubonbeheaded]

i really just cant get over the fact niall still thinks ruben doesn't know hes gay after the this is what you've always wanted assault their entire relationship is just a series of i pretend i do not see it

[ubonbeheaded]

computer pull up ao3 tag clothed male naked female

[jackabbot]

RUBEN & NIALL + attack on the soul ↳ for @idyllspace

[nmorown]

[fanhole99]

I love when a victim is a conniving manipulative depraved sordid misogynistic little wife-fucker rat KING.