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[ubywkaa]

My comms are open btw

[ubywkaa]

Moots Tag Game!!

Thanks you for the tag @kategraves!! I was happy to see it ehehhee

Something that may surprise your mutuals: I'm studying for clinical psychology...

Favourite drink: Cold tea like Lipton, J-Dai etc!!

Activity/hobby: Drawing, writing fics, analyzing characters psychologically... I don't really have much hobbies ahaha

Current TV Show: Marry my husband... Trying to finish this show!!

Currently reading: Currently reading only small fic and nothing big :"

Favourite dessert: Cheesecake and pastila (translator tells me it marshmallow, but it's not... it's made of fruits...) and I'm tagging @lmobiusl @freyasoda because I can...

[blau04]

Haii if you still taking requests, can you please draw Flambae or Waterboy from Dispatch?

🍈🐶:)

[lmobiusl]

WELL GUYS, I thought about it... and I've decided that after the official art, WE WERE OBLIGATED TO SEE Waterboy sitting on Flambae's shoulder🙂‍↕️

[undeadghosty]

When your first pregnancy is at 39 years old, you don’t really have time to mess around

[ubywkaa]

Magma with my frien @lmobiusl

[ubywkaa]

Totally forgot about this one

[lmobiusl]

OH MY GOD, GUYS, I finally finished this drawing!! 😭 It ended up being way bigger than I originally planned... But here you go fem Waterbae!! HEHE💕

[ubywkaa]

Cover for my new fic "Slip and Slide"

https://archiveofourown.org/works/89042516/chapters/236356966

[kategraves]

Waterbae meme dump

[ubywkaa]

Well done | Waterbae

Chapter 1 TW: Fingers in mouth I wanted something small to relax so @kategraves

Flambae had long since noticed that Waterboy had started talking too much. Previously, he'd been awkwardly silent, unable to utter a word against others. Now, it was very difficult to shut him up if he really wanted to say something. And don't get him wrong, Chad liked the talkative Herman, because the water-bitch turned out to be a truly good conversationalist. The problem was.. Although Waterboy had become more talkative, he hadn't become less anxious. Chad was glad that Herman shared his worries with him, but there were things that were simply better left unsaid or something no one could worry to much about.

And now, Chad sat on their shared sofa, arms crossed over his chest, watching Herman pacing the room, muttering and talking nonstop.

"What's the problem, exactly?" the pyrokinetic asked, confused, unable to follow the thread of the narrative through Herman's meaningless, anxious babble.

Waterboy paused for a second and fell silent. Chad seemed slightly taken aback by this unexpected question. "I... Well, I wanted to make reservations for us at the restaurant! But they're all booked, so where are we going tonight? I... I didn't think everything would be booked and..."

"And?" Flambae said dispassionately, clearly not quite understanding why Herman could be so upset about not being able to make a reservation so much. Well yeah, it sucks, but Herman seems like he's about to burst into tears just because of this crap.

"Yo-you're not upset?" Herman said, slightly confused, his eyes apologetically lowered. He moved closer to Chad, sitting down next to him on the couch. Damn, Herman's water was already dripping onto the floor.

"Fuck, babe... Why should I be upset over some sushi place, oh my god? We'll make reservations for later, and tonight... I don't know, watch a series? I suggest «The Magnificent Century». I want to see what that bitch Hurrem did again..." Chad chuckled softly, watching as Herman's face didn't relax, but instead grew even more pitiful and remorseful.

"B-but... That's... That's not it! I promised there would be a date, I... I could have called them ahead of time and-" Herman doesn't have time to continue his monologue of guilt and shame, because Flambae, who's quite tired of his chatter, simply shoves two fingers into his mouth, instantly cutting off his stream of words.

Herman freezes. He feels pleasant shivers run through his body, and a slight warmth grows in his stomach.

Chad stares into Herman's eyes for a few seconds, unmoving. "Have you calmed down? Now shut up and choose food on the delivery app." Flambae waits a few more seconds before slowly removing both fingers from Herman's wet mouth. Waterboy seems knocked out, because he sits there and stares at Chad, unblinking.

The silence drags on. Flambae is already thinking that maybe that was too harsh, or that he shouldn't have been so rude to Herman, when his thoughts are interrupted.

Waterboy lets out a small yelp, covering his flushed face with both hands.

Flambae freezes in confusion. Damn it, damn it, did he really cross the line? What if Herman realizes he doesn't need such a rude boyfriend and...

"C-Chad..." Waterboy's voice is quiet, almost sad, and Flambae thinks he's about to burst into tears.

Chad instantly moves closer, wrapping Waterboy in his arms. "I'm sorry... I'm so sorry... Is this too much? You just... You worry too much, baby... Please don't cry..." Flambae feels an unpleasant shiver run down his spine. The mere thought of hurting Herman leaves an unpleasant feeling in his stomach. Damn, if Agnes, Waterboy's grandmother, finds out Chad hurt her beloved grandson, the pyrokinetic will be in trouble.

Herman shudders slightly before removing his hands from his face. There, there are actually tears in his eyes.

"C-Chad... I... I think I'm.." Herman frowns awkwardly, and only now does Chad finally notice his awkwardly crossed legs. Did that mean...

"You got a boner???" Flambae asks, confused, pulling back slightly and examining Herman. His shorts were quite baggy, so it wasn't immediately noticeable, but... Waterboy definitely was turned on.

Herman squeaks awkwardly, seemingly wanting to hide his face in his hands again. Flambae stops him, grabbing his wrists and pulling his hands away from his face.

"Wait, wait... Let me get this straight..." Chad isn't so flustered anymore. He's grinning from ear to ear, and hole in his teeths really noticeable Damn, he still hasn't saved up for dentures, damn Bobert.

"Ooh... You... You just... You put your fi-fingers in my mouth! And I... I think... I liked it?" Herman wonders as if he himself doesn't know the right answer to the question. Yeah, that was... really awkward.

Chad grins like a fox, seemingly extremely pleased with the outcome. It wasn't like he'd even thought twice before sticking his fingers in Waterboy's mouth, but he was glad it hadn't led to any argument or tears from Herman. Well, at least not sad tears. "Oh... So my babe likes being shut up? Why didn't you tell me? I would have done it much, much sooner..."

"I-I didn't know! Really... I didn't know." Waterboy smiled awkwardly. Damn, he really didn't think it would turn out like this, but... it seems like food delivery and TV series will have to be postponed for a while. "Want me to do this again?" Chad felt his heart skip a beat at his own question. Damn, Flambae was actually incredibly turned on by the thought of how good Herman would look with fingers in his mouth. This will be the most pleasant silence in Chad's life.

[nordstarr]

on fingers in his mouth friday even

[kategraves]

@patheticwhitemenlover @ubywkaa feels like something needs to be done with this information 🤔🤔

[patheticwhitemenlover]

You know me, I love a good finger in the mouth

[ubywkaa]

....How did you know I like that, Kate....

[patheticwhitemenlover]

Herm is stronger than Chad.

And Chad hates it.

He hates how he can lift more than him at the gym. Hates how he's being favoured by Robert for heavy lifting calls. Hates how he can just push a car out of the way or tip a pile of rubble off someone with that stupid, innocent look of his. Skinny arms packing a punch, literally, that no one expects.

Until one day when Herm pushes him against the brick wall in the ally behind sardines. Pressing large wet palms into the back of Chad's thighs and lifting him like he weighs nothing. Lips never leaving his mouth even as the steam bellows and he whimpers so pathetically against Chad's tongue.

Then, and only then, does Chad briefly forget his hate for Herm being stronger than him.

[ubywkaa]

cooking a little bit for my new fic

[apllecrash]

for some reason never posted these gems...

[patheticwhitemenlover]

Herm has a strange relationship with sex.

He likes it, he's good at it, and if he needs it he knows how to go and get it. But when it comes to including it committed relationships...that's where everything starts to crumble.

You see, Herm is sweet. He is nice and afraid of conflict and will always try and bend over backwards for someone else before he even thinks about voicing his own needs and boundaries. And that's not a bad thing. In fact, in some ways, it's what makes him such a great hero.

But it makes it easy to take advantage of him. Makes it easy for the worst of the worst to sniff him out as a weak target.

And that's how all his old relationships started out. Someone finding him, targeting him, and bending him to their will. They're wants. They're needs.

So that's how sex comes into play. Because it's always been weaponised against him by boyfriends past. If you love me you'll let me fuck you. If you're really sorry, you'll suck my dick. If you do that again, I won't be so gentle.

So when he starts dating Chad he just assume the same thing will happen. That's just how it is when you care about someone. And Chad is kind of dominating and rough anyway. He grips the back of Herm's neck when they kiss. He pins his hands above his head when he rides him on plastic sheets. He grips his hair tight while he swallows every last boiling drop.

But hes...nice. He listens. He's a bit blunt and a bit rude but he remembers to toast Herms sandwiches. He remembers what episode of Desperate House wives he's on so they can watch it mindlessly while they eat dinner. He remembers what shampoo he uses and how much he hates wearing socks, heating the floor whenever he's standing barefoot in Chad's bathroom, brushing his teeth.

And that's a bit strange. But it doesn't make him think that sex is any different. That it can be used differently. Have different expectations in an actual healthy relationship.

So the first time they have a big fight that leaves Chad screaming and Herm crying, he doesn't think. He just does. Falling to his knees sobbing and apologising through hiccups. Hands shaking so hard as they fumble with Chad's belt. Water flowing, making his hands slippery.

And Chad is so confused he stops shouting.

Just telling Herm to quit it. To leave his pants alone. Stand up and be normal because what the fuck is he doing?

He ends up having to grab Herm's hands and hold them. Force him to stop. Sobbing and hiccuping and beging him to let Herm show him how sorry he is. That he didn't mean it.

And that's when it clicks.

The way Herm always shuts down when talking about his exes. The way he is so passive in bed even when Chad is encouraging him to take the lead. The way he shrinks when Chad knows he wants something. When he can tell he's uncomfortable.

And so he drops to the floor and just holds him. Says its ok, he's sorry too. They'll talk about it properly later but he never needs Herm to do that. That's not what sex is meant for and he really, really hopes they can talk about that later too. And Herm just nods. Sobs into his shoulder and holds him back.

Chad eases up on the roughness. Kissing him tenderly and taking his time. Letting Herm take control sometimes and checking in more than he ever has. And Herm realised sex in a relationship is meant to be something else entirely. That it can be nice and tense and slow. That it's not a demand or an expectation. That it can wait days even months. That it's not needed, but it's there for connection. For fun. He can stop anytime he wants and say no if he's not in the mood.

It's not an exchange, it's a partnership.

[ubywkaa]