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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

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My Top Ten Recommended Yaoi Manhwa and Manhua to Start With:

( anything NSFW will be marked with “***” before each title )

10.

***Painter of the Night

Review: (6/10) I could not get into this one at all, even though it has great reviews. It is still worth it try out, it really depends on what you like.

9.

***My Suha:

Review: (7/10) This story was enjoyable at first and was exciting to read, but the story overall wasn’t that detailed, but it is still worth it to try out.

8.

***Smurf’s World:

Review: (8/10) I actually just finished this one very recently and I’m still not sure how I feel about it. The story was very nice, the characters were interesting, but I got lost at times.

7.

***Make Me Bark

Review: (7.5/10 Even though Smurf’s World had a higher rating, I preferred this story more while reading it. Overall, it was a cute story, but the plot was not extremely interesting.

6.

***Love or Hate:

Review: (8.5/10) This story is still ongoing and honestly had an amazing plot. It was super interesting and every chapter, you got small details into the each character’s past. The reason that it didn’t get a higher rating was because of how annoyed I was with the main character and how indecisive he was.

5.

***BJ Alex:

Review: (9/10) This story was super sweet at times, but also extremely stressful. I was not as invested in the main couple, whereas with the side couple I was. The story itself is well written and some of the characters are excellent.

4.

Here U Are:

Review: (9.5/10) This story was incredible and the details put into each character was remarkable. It was fascinating to see not only the romance between the main characters develop, but to see their experiences with society and their families.

The Next Three are My Favorites and are Not Ranked and Do Not Include Written Reviews

***Royal Servant

Review: (10/10)

***Love is an Illusion:

Review: (10/10)

***Sign:

Review: (10/10)

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My Personal Favorite Manhwa/Yaoi

Here’s a few of my favorite Manhwa/Yaoi that i’ve read over the last few months. There’s so many wonderful ones to list but these are my favorite, in case anyone wanted a recommendation!

19 Days

I don’t need to go into detail with this one, it was the manhwa that got me into manhwa, it’s such a great starter piece because it’s super sweet and pure and these boys are so gay for each other in the best way possible. Just pure AF feelings, the art is beautiful and progresses super well, just go read it!

Ongoing

9/10

Make Me Bark

NSFW—you’ve been warned ;) Sungjoon loses his apartment in a fire so he hits up a rich kid he knows, Lee Hyo-in, who then lets him move in. It gets nsfw pretty quickly, as Lee Hyo-in sees Sunjoon as a dog replacement for the one he used to have. He has a pet kink, basically.This is a great one to read if you want fluff and nsfw content,it’s got pet play and the sex scenes are hot and cute and these boys are super gay for each other no other words needed…readat your own risk

Complete

7/10

****NSFW****

Sign/Sign Language

This one caught me by surprise, I put off reading it for a very longtime for some reason but once I started reading it, I couldn’t stop…Basically sweet boy Kang Soohwa gets a part time jobat a coffee shop ran by a best boy Yohan who is deaf. Soohwa learns sign language to help communicate with Yohan. But when Yohan speaks, Soohwa gets crazy turned on, Yohan finds this out and “helps” him relieve his stress (lol) and then in turn gets crazy turned on when Soohwa uses sign language. It is crazy adorable and also the sexy scenes are too good for words. Go read it please you will only fall in love

Ongoing

8/10

****NSFW****

BJ Alex

This one is a little on the mean side of Manhwa, so read it with a grain of salt. Dong-gyun is Best Boy who watches BJ Alex like every week and sorta falls in love with him, then meets the boy behind the mask and they start Boning, naturally. Jiwon, the man behind the mask, uses Dong-gyun for sex but is very against developing feelings. He kinda bullies Dong-gyun but the the naughty stuff is very spicy indeed. This is just great to read for the beautiful art style and the use of color in certain panels.

Ongoing

8/10

****NSFW****

From Points of Three

ThIs one is my personal favorite, the relationship depicted between these three is very refreshing and sweet. Kim Jisuh is hired to film an actors personal sex tape. He eventually gets coerced into participating and thus begins the complicated relationship he develops between the two lovers. Really the reason to read it is my baby Sun-Yool, he’s the perfect mixture of sexy bottom and stylish blonde boy. He’s so sweet and very open about his feelings and his love he has for Jisuh. It’s a refreshing take on threesomes, and the complications that come from three people that develop feelings for each other. The art style is beautiful, the story is fresh and sweet and balances sex and story very well.

Ongoing

9/10

****NSFW****

Can’t Take My Eyes Off of You

“Straight” boy manages popular actor/performer blonde boy and it is very pure and nothing naughty happens but it is just a decent read. Also theres a curse?? So yeah, super interesting and adorable.

Ongoing (Though I believe it’s coming to an end)

6/10

Ten Count

I feel like everyone has read this, it is very popular but I had to add it. This is the yaoi that made me fall in love with the yaoi world. It has such a beautiful story between two men, and the complications that come with dating someone that has a disorder. Its a slow burn but so worth it. Shirotani has mysophobia (A pathological fear of germs) and he meets Kurose who actually studies mysophobia and tries to help Shirotani to recover from his fear. They fall in love, of course, but I feel like it handles the topic of mental illness very well and is very considerate towards the fact that its not necessarily something that can be “fixed.” Overall a wonderful read and worth the slow burn.

Completed

9/10

****NSFW****

All About Lust

A great story about four boys and their sex lives lol. This is one of my favorite stories about two boys who hate each others guts but start bangin’ and are kinda annoyed by it lol. The second half of the story is so so good and it has such a good bottom, he’s top quality bottom material. Also theres an asexual character who I fell in love with and its such a nice change to have a character that is openly asexual and totally chill with it. Please read this, it’s pure and cute and these boys get it on A LOT.

Completed

7/10

****NSFW****

Dark Heaven

GO READ THIS RIGHT NOW!!! This manhwa made me ball my freakin eyes out it is way too good for words. Basically Simon and Conor are childhood friends/boyfriends. Conor is Japanese in a time of severe discrimination against anyone who isn’t white. The two boys start a band called Dark Heaven and have to deal with the pain of discrimination in all sorts of forms. The story is long, but beautiful. The pain they go through is hard not to relate to in some way. Conor deals with so much he shouldn’t have to just because he’s Japanese and loves a man. The story has murder, sex, drugs, political corruption, and did I mention sex? It has one of the most beautiful relationships i’ve ever read, it made me cry so hard at the end y’all have no idea. Just please trust me on this, go read it, it’s incredible. The art is gorgeous and the sex scenes are next level. The moments between Conor and Simon are so intimate and loving, It made my cold, cold heart melt just a little bit. I could go on and on about how perfect it is but I shall not. Just know these boys deserve the entire world and more and its truly such a masterpiece.

Completed

12/10

****NSFW****

Anyways, thanks for coming to my ted talk, please read these and enjoy them as much as I did! I have so many more recommendations but these are just the most note worthy in my opinion. I’ll create a really NSFW version, though most of these fall under that category but they have amazing art styles and stories and are just truly wonderful in my opinion. 

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My All Time Favorite Anime Films

*no particular order

1. Koe no Katachi / A Silent Voice

2. Kimi no Na wa / Your Name

3. Spirited Away

4. Hotarubi no Mori e

5. Tenki no Ko / Weathering With You

6. Howl’s Moving Castle

7. My Neighbor Totoro

8. Wolf Children

9. 5 Centimeters per Second

10. I Want To Eat Your Pancreas

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Masterlist Requested

Interruptions

Her Voice (Part 2 of Sing For Me on my original masterlist)

Mornings

Remembrance

Mistake

Come Back

Tea Cup

What Matters

Why

Special

Mission

Nothing to Worry About

Finally

Pain

Comfort

HC on Levi’s Teenage Daughter Dying Her Hair

Hurt

Touch

Safe

Protector

Family

Tea Spill

Moving Forward

Never

Safe (Part 2 of Pain)

Doesn’t Define You

More (Werewolf AU)

Light

Connection

Amazing

Spells

Beautiful (Part 3 of Sing For Me)

Expanding

Gifts

Granted

The Forest (Demon AU)

Blood (Vampire AU)

Lazy Days (Modern AU)

HC on Levi Getting into DND

HC on Reader Being a Dimension Traveler

Just the Way You Are

Jealous (Sequel to Blood)

Missing (Detective AU)

Thoughts (Vampire AU)

Happiness (Modern AU)

His Birthday

Stay

Touch Starved

Different Tale (Beauty and the Beast AU)

Misunderstanding

Arranged Marriage (Royal AU)

Spoiled

Picnic

Honeymoon (Modern AU/Single Parent AU)

Assistant (Modern AU)

The Cafe (Modern AU/Coffee Shop AU)

Protective

Strength

Number One

Priority (Part 2 of Number One)

Feelings

Growing Up

Words of Love

Chance (Part 2 of Assistant)

Clueless

Not Just An Assistant (Part 3 of Assistant)

Perfect

Something More (Modern AU)

Savior (Modern AU/Single Parent AU)

Falling in Love (Reincarnation AU)

More Than an Assistant (Part 4 of Assistant)

Acceptance

Win  (Sports AU)

Blind Date (Modern AU)

Late Nights (Werewolf AU)

The Bet (Highschool AU)

Try (Modern AU)

Better Man (Modern AU)

Fun (Sequel to Spells)

The Mad Scientist (Frankenstein AU)

Dinner Date (Modern AU)

HeartBreaker (Modern AU)

Petals (Hanahaki AU)

A Simple Day (Royal AU)

Still You (Royal Guard AU)

The Best (Part 2 of Better Man)

The Captain (Medieval AU)

Reunion (Soldier AU)

Charm (Royal AU)

Assurance (Dracula AU)

See The World (Dragon!Levi)

Think Twice (Part 2 of Heartbreaker)

Pillow Talk

Back Hugs and Kisses

Together (Childhood-Highschool AU)

Just Like Her

Marbles (Childhood to Highschool AU)

Surprising (Highschool AU)

Arguments (Modern AU)

Fateful Day (Modern/Singer AU)

Pregnant

Monster

Cute

Lovers’ Quarrel

Foul

Meeting Again

HC on Levi Going Through a Portal

Cute Size

King’s Wrath (Royal AU)

Oblivious

Cat Levi (Modern AU)

Defend

Bonded (Omega AU)

New Life (Royal AU)

Anger (Royal AU)

Sick

Her King (Royal AU)

The Cabin

Asleep

Humanity’s Strongest

Changing (Naga!Levi)

Rare (Naga!Levi/Fantasy AU)

Matchmaker (Highschool AU)

Jumping to Conclusion

Spying

Join

What He Saw

Proposal

Other Side

Jealousy

The Lake( Merman AU)

Mother’s Day

Happiest (ErwinxReader)

Snake Man (Naga!Levi)

Nightmare

Dreams

Child

Height

Late Night Talks

Her Birthday

Reveal (Fantasy AU/Mandalorian)

Laundry Day

Looks

Bad Dreams

Tea Party

HC on Levi’s S/O With Tik Tok

HC on Levi’s S/O Finding Him Singing

HC on Levi Finding Out His S/O Is Attracted To E Boys

Awaken

Comforting

The Mermaid (Mermaid AU)

Freckles

HC On Levi’s S/O Getting Him To Watch Anime For The First Time

Insecure

Encounter (Merman AU)

Dancing

Cyborg

The Mark

Experiment Gone Wrong

Tall Woman

HC on Levi Finding Out His S/O Is a Great Cook

There For Her (Merman AU)

Eavesdropping

Hairstyles

Hanji’s Help

Hurtful Words

Work Out (Part 2 of Eavesdropping)

Happy Family (Modern/Single Parent AU)

His Love (Merman AU/Sequel to Encounter)

HC on Levi’s S/O Having A Strong Scottish Accent

HC on Levi’s S/O Having Crackhead Energy but Serious At Times

Finding Out

HC on Levi Reacting To His S/O’s Red Cheeks and Nose

Protective Sister

Hiccups

Manga Store (Modern AU)

Proving To Her (Modern AU)

The Bikini (Modern AU)

Unexpected Meeting (Demon AU)

Triplets (LevixReaderxMikexErwin)

Tension

Need

Genuine

Pet

HC on Levi Seeing His Descendent

Left Out (MikexReader)

Second Chance (Demon AU)

Little Things

A Good Day (Modern AU)

HC on Erwin and Levi Reacting To Their S/O Doing Ahegao

HC on Mike Having A Crush On Reader

What A Tease (ErwinxReaderxLevi, Merman AU)

Distraction

Save

Arranged Marriage (ErwinxReader)

HC on Levi With An Albino S/O

Positions

Close (Mermaid AU)

Ocean

Touch

Clingy (ErwinxReader)

New Power (Sister!ReaderxLevi)

Spoil (ErwinxReader)

HC on Reader Loving To Scare Erwin And Levi

Visiting

King and Queen (Royal AU)

HC on Levi’s S/O Having Long Hair

HC on Erwin’s S/O Throwing Up Whenever She Lies

Taking Care of Yourself

Horrible Nightmare

Words of Love

New Friends (Mermaid AU)

HC on Levi Being Clumsy With Affection

HC on Mike Figuring Out His S/O Has Seizures

His Queen (Royal AU)

HC on Levi Having A Civilian S/O

The Underground

HC on Mike and Erwin Finding Out Their S/O Sleeps Naked

By His Side (Mikexreader)

Surprising

Showing His Love

Real (Erwinxreader)

Good Hands (Sequel to New Friends)

HC on Levi, Erwin, and Mike Delivering Their Baby

Don’t Forget (Highschool AU)

Also Clingy

Bad Day Turned Good (Male!Reader)

Happiest Day (Modern AU)

Their Wrath (Royal AU)

Personal Heater

HC on Levi, Isabel, Farlan, Kuchel, and Kenny Seeing Their Modern Descendant 

Whole (Modern AU/Warning: mention of suicide)

HC on Levi Having an Older Sister

Wholeheartedly  (Male!Reader)

HC on Levi Seeing His S/O in Casual Business Attire

Movie Night (Erwinxreader/Modern AU)

Fearful (Modern AU)

HC on Levi, Erwin, and Mike Cuddling Their S/O After Nearly Seeing Them Die

Reading (Erwinxreader/Merman AU)

Heartbeat (Erwinxreader)

Teasing (Erwinxreader)

Not a Monster

HC on Reader Messing With Levi and Erwin

Hc on Levi and Erwin Finding Out Their Daughter is in a Bad Group

Determined

Their Baby (Mikexreader)

Happy

Her Perfume

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Haikyuu Birthday Masterlist

January

Azumane Asahi- 1st

Kiyoko Shimizu- 6th

Takeda Ittetsu- 10th

Himekawa Aoi- 19th

Haruki Komi- 23rd

Hanamaki Takahiro- 27th

February 

Takahito Sasaya- 10th

Hayato Yamagata- 14th

Kinnoshita Hisashi- 15th

Oomimi Ren- 17th

Hayato Ikejiri- 19th

Yamamoto Taketora- 22nd

March

Matsukawa Issei- 1st

Yahaba Shigeru- 1st

Tanaka Ryuunosuke- 3rd

Tsukishima Akiteru- 8th

Yamamoto Akane- 13th

Kunimi Akira- 25th

April

Hyakuzawa Yudai- 3rd

Watari Shinji- 3rd

Ojiro Aran- 4th

Ukai Keishin- 5th

Haiba Alisa- 5th

Kai Nobuyuki- 8th

Teradomari Motoki- 12th

Akagi Michinari- 12th

Onaga Wataru- 14th

Kawanishi Taichi- 15th

Kazumasa Hanayama- 16th

Hoshiumi Kourai- 16th

Terushima Yuuji- 18th

May

Shirabu Kenjiro- 4th

Tanaka Saeko- 5th

Tendo Satori- 20th

June

Kindaichi Yuutaro- 6th

Iwaizumi Hajime- 10th

Kawatabi Shunki- 11th

Sugawara Koushi- 13th

Hinata Shouyou- 21st

July

Daishou Suguru- 1st

Kita Shinsuke- 5th

Koganegawa Kanji- 9th

Oikawa Tooru- 20th

August

Michimiya Yui- 1st

Sarukui Yamato- 2nd

Morisuke Yaku- 8th

Aone Takanobu- 13th

Ushijima Wakitoshi- 13th

Narita Kazuhito- 17th

Nakashima Takeru- 20th

Ghoshiki Tsutomu- 22nd

Towada Yoshiki- 24th

Washio Tatsuki- 29th

Sakunami Kosuke- 30th

September

Yachi Hitoka- 4th

Moniwa Kaname- 6th

Bokuto Koutaru- 20th

Tsukishima Kei- 27th

Fukunaga Shouhei- 29th

Konoha Akinori- 30th

October

Miya Atsumu- 5th

Miya Osamu- 5th

Echigo Sakae- 9th

Nishinoya Yuu- 10th

Kozume Kenma- 16th

Akimiya Noboru- 18th

Chigaya Eikichi- 19th

Kanoka Amanai- 24th

Haiba Lev- 30th

Oohira Reon- 30th

November

Inuoka Sou- 1st

Maruyama Kazuki- 4th

Kamasaki Yasushi- 8th

Yamaguchi Tadashi- 10th

Futakuchi Kenji- 10th

Semi Eita- 11th

Kuroo Tetsuro- 17th

December

Akaashi Keiji- 5th

Kyoutani Kentaro- 7th

Onagawa Taro- 14th

Obara Yutaka- 15th

Shibayama Yuuki- 16th

Yamaka Mika- 19th

Kageyama Tobio- 22nd

Ennoshita Chikara- 26th

Sawamura Daichi- 31st

Please let me know if i missed anyone or if i am incorrect. All this information was from the Haikyuu Wiki page.

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i was tagged by elitekirito

rules: top 10 husbandos/waifus. the rules are to write down your top 10 characters and then tag 10 people to do the same.

1. yoshida haru from tonari no kaibutsu-kun

2. usui takumi from kaichou wa maid sama

3. rikka takanashi from chunibyo demo koi ga shitai

4. aisaka taiga from toradora!

5. sadao maou from hataraku maou-sama!

6. mashiro shiina from sakurasou no pet na kanojo

7. kyouya sata from ookami shoujo to kuro ouji

8. levi rivaille from shingeki no kyojin

8. akise aru from mirai nikki

9. kirishima touka from tokyo ghoul

10. apollon agana belea from kamigami no asobi

i tag: cygnusvismondsabertoothmonical , hiechuos , mmatsuokah , ass-mgee

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To a Decade of Anime

I can’t believe how fast time has gone, like how are we already at the end of a decade! Nevertheless, it has been a crazy couple years for me and I’m sure for most of us, lots of growing up and life changes. One thing that was special about this decade is I got into anime. I’ve always been a reserved person and around my high school days I had a lot of responsibilities that made it hard to do the things “normal” teenagers did. I think it would be safe to say that anime gave me enjoyment in life and the stories to be told. From the tearjerkers to the “WTF did I just watch”, the series that made me laugh like a maniac and the ones that left several holes in my walls, anime has definitely impacted my life one way or another (^^).

So to end this decade I’m going to be listing my favorite anime, some honorable mentions and underrated anime for each year (2010 - 2019). These are solely based on my own opinion and some shows not on here may just be ones I haven’t watched yet. Also I’m not going to be putting any continuing seasons, only season ones. I know I’m not very present on Tumblr as I used to be but I really love being on this platform. Happy new year and I hope the next decade treats everyone nice! 

PS. this is going to be a very long post sorry (><)

2010:

Favorite Anime: Angel Beats (P.A. Works)

Honorable Mentions: Durarara!! (Brain’s Base), The World God Only Knows (Manglobe), Maid Sama! (J.C.Staff)

Underrated Anime: Princess Jellyfish (Brain’s Base)

2011:

Favorite Anime: Fate/Zero (Ufotable)

Honorable Mentions: Blue Exorcist (A-1 Pictures), The Idolm@ster (A-1 Pictures), Anohana (A-1 Pictures)

Underrated Anime: Bunny Drop (Production I.G)

2012: 

Favorite Anime: Little Busters (J.C.Staff)

Honorable Mentions: Love Chunibyo & Other Delusions (Kyoto Animation), Kids on the Slope (MAPPA), Kuroko’s Basketball (Production I.G)

Underrated Anime: Tsuritama (A-1 Pictures)

2013: 

Favorite Anime: (I was stuck between these two so I made it a tie)

1.) Karneval (Manglobe)

2.) Galilei Donna (A-1 Pictures)

Honorable Mentions: Silver Spoon (A-1 Pictures), My Youth Romantic Comedy Is Wrong, As I Expected (Brain’s Base), Beyond the Boundary (Kyoto Animation)

Underrated Anime: Sunday Without God (Madhouse)

2014:

Favorite Anime:  Terror in Resonance (MAPPA)

Honorable Mentions: Monthly Girl’s Nozaki-kun (Doga Kobo), No Game No Life (Madhose), Mekakucity Actors (Shaft)

Underrated Anime:  Laughing Under the Clouds (Doga Kobo)

2015:

Favorite Anime:  Yamada-kun and the Seven Witches (Liden Films)

Honorable Mentions: Charlotte (P.A. Works), Assassination Classroom (Lerche), Death Parade (Madhouse)

Underrated Anime: Beautiful Bones: Sakurako’s Investigation (Troyca)

2016:

Favorite Anime: Erased (A-1 Pictures)

Honorable Mentions: Bungo Stray Dogs (Bones), Kiznaiver (Trigger), Servamp (Brain’s Base/Platinum Vision)

Underrated Anime:  Grimgar of Fantasy and Ash (A-1 Pictures)

2017:  

Favorite Anime:  Rage of Bahamut: Virgin Soul (MAPPA)

*I know technically this is sequel but I don’t really consider it as one

Honorable Mentions: Miss Kobayashi’s Dragon Maid (Kyoto Animation), World End (Satelight/C2C), Masamune-kun’s Revenge (Silver Link)

Underrated Anime: Tsuredure Children (Studio Gokumi)

2018:

Favorite Anime: Violet Evergarden (Kyoto Animation)

Honorable Mentions: Banana Fish (MAPPA), Zombieland Saga (MAPPA), Citrus (Passione)

Underrated Anime: After the Rain (Wit Studio)

2019:

Favorite Anime: Fruits Basket (TMS/8PAN) *also I know this is a 2019 remake but how could I not put it on here

Honorable Mentions: Fire Force (David Production), The Quintessential Quintuplets (Tezuka Productions), Given (Lerche)

Underrated Anime: Dororo (Mushi Productions)

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My top anime couples

Before I start my list heres some honorable mentions because I love them almost as mush as the people in my list! I cant bare to leave them out >,<

Honerable mentions:

Taiga and ryuuji

Momo and Toshiro

Hinata and Naruto

Ulqiuhime

Kousei and Tsubaki

Gajeel and Levy

Ed and Winry

Now on to my list!

10.  Kousei and Kaori

What can I say? While I do love some of that childhood friend action I cant help but see a certain spark for these two. She helped him when no one else could and kept pushing him to be happy. And when the time came when she needed a push he did. This ended tragically but The mark she left on him will forever be there and he will always love her. 

9.  Hikaru and Haruhi

This might be because Im a huge twin fan or that I find Tamaki kinda annoying but I almost shipped this since day one. I cant see Haruhi with Tamaki sense all she seemed was annoyed by him the ENTIRE time. Now she was also annoyed by Hikaru as well but they had a lot of tender moments. She can tell the twins apart, they had a date that ended in comfort, they spend a lot more time together as a whole then she and Tamaki. But I will still ship it even with how it ended and always will.

8. Sakura and Naruto

Naruto and Sakura have actual history together and make a wonderful team. They share the same pain of losing a teammate and have seen each other at their worse. He loved her for most of the series and I feel like she had a deeper, not to mention healthier, bond with Naruto then she did with Sasuke. These two didnt end up together, i know, but I still ship it. I just like their dynamic much more and think they deserved each other after all they went through together.

7. Hiyori and Yato

These two have a undeniably strong bond. He needs someone as light and kind as her to guide him and remind him of who he wants to be. They bicker at times and joke around other times. But they both want to protect one another. She will do whatever she can to keep him with her and he will go to the ends of the earth to keep her safe. He wants to keep her as safe as possible and almost cut her ties with him but Hiyori wants to stay with him even though she could be in danger because of it. This is one of the strongest relationships in this list and will stay one of my favorites for years to come,

6.  Shizuo and Vorona

Shizuo and Vorona are adorable. Im sorry But they just are. I know this is a hated ship but honestly? I dont care. Its cute-Its even developed. They have a chemistry that others with Shizuo dont have. And they bring out the best in each other. Vorona-While she still kills im assuming-Has gained the courage to confront her father and Shizuo stopped trying to kill Izaya-The person he hates the most-To get her not to kill him because he doesnt want blood to stain her hands. They are seen together a lot and its just so cute to see the two act the way they do together.

5. Kyo and Tohru

They do so much for each other without even trying. He lets her know its okay to tell others how you feel and she helps tame him when he gets out of control. They accept each other for every thing they are and do it with a smile. I love their moments together they are also so much more heartfelt and tender because of how brash Kyo normally is. You know when he says something it means so much and that he also takes what she says to him to heart.

4. Inuyasha and Kagome

Another extremely deep bond is that of Inuyasha and Kagome. They are constantly at each others necks arguing about one thing or another. But they are also the only ones aloud to do that. They save each other and do anything possible to make the other happy. Inuyasha even going as far as trying to send Kagome away to keep her from the pain he brought her. She didnt want to leave his side so she came back and continued to do so. They have been a favorite couple of mine for so long and will continue to be forever I think.

3. Natsu and Lucy

Now these two constantly comfort each other. Weither its a back hug or forehead touch they are always together. Witch makes their moments all the more sentimental. They have their funny moments as well as sad moments but in the end they come back together and help each other. Shes in need of saving?-Hes their to help his princess-He needs to calm his temper?-She’ll help her Dragon find his state of mind. They are truely unforgettable together.

2. Maka and Soul

He’d do anything to protect her, she wishes to get stronger to protect him-Theyd do anything for each other. They are bound to each others souls and understand each other much more then anybody else.They bicker more then Inuyasha and Kagome but they also have a deeper bond to each other. Shes the meister hes her weapon. Without one another thay are incomplete.  I dont think anyone could ever rival the deepness of their affection to each other in my mind.

1. Ichigo and Rukia

These two will forever be my favorite of OTPs. They, just like number 2, 4, and 7, Have an incredibly deep bond and It will stay that way forever it seems. She dried the rain in his soul and he brought hope into her world when it was thrown into chaos. Their bond goes beyond that of love almost like they are soulmates. They understand each other more then anyone else and often prove it when one of them needs cheering up. Rukia is not afraid to slap Ichigo around when he needs it and knows just what to say to get him to be himself again. They are with no doubt my Favorite coulpe in anime so far.

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My anime list vol 7

From the first one I saw to the last

61- Laid-back camp

62- Danganronpa (Including the visual novels) (Tenth place on my favorite anime list)

63- Kaguya-sama love is war

64- Toradora

65- Cowboy bebop

66- Violet evergarden 

67- Sword of the Stranger 

68- Brand new animal

69- Mekaku city actors (Kagerou project)

70- Rurouni Kenshin 

That’s all on my list, perfectly ordered from the first one I saw until the last one I’m going to see, that until I add some other 😅

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

The sun begins to set as John pulls into the parking lot of a roadhouse just off the highway. With the truck barely in park, Aella races to the door and flings it open. She discovers Sam and Dean mid-conversation standing next to a table where Ellen, Bill, Rufus and Bobby are already nursing their beers. “Aella!” Sam yells running towards her and she scoops him into her arms pulling him close to her chest. “I missed you so much,” she says with a smile kissing his forehead. Dean awkwardly stands next to his brother just as Aella wrangles him into a hug kissing the top of his head before messing up his hair. “I missed you both so much,” she repeats her heart bursting at the sight of them. “We missed you too,” Dean says with a smile, glancing around the room while trying to fix his hair.

“You’re embarrassing him in front of Jo,” Sam teases with a grin.

Aella smiles at Sam, “Oh and Joe doesn’t hug his mom?” she counters with her hands on her hips.

“Her,” Sam quips.

Shaking her head in confusion, Aella asks “What?” her brows furrowed.

“Jo’s real name is Joanna Beth, but don’t call her that! She will try and punch you if you do,” Sam explains while rubbing his arm.

“Interesting,” Aella muses scanning the inside of the roadhouse for the first time and spotting a blonde girl with pigtails standing in front of a jukebox. Nodding in greeting towards Bobby and Rufus, Aella encourages, “Go one. I bet that jukebox has some of the same songs as the diner,” she says with a smirk.

Searching for Ellen, Aella finds her standing at the bar trying to order another round. Walking over Aella crosses her arms over her chest and leans against counter. “Did the boys behave?” she asks her smile gone replaced with stare. “We all did,” Ellen responds absently trying to grab the bartender’s attention. Seconds pass in silence as Aella studies the older woman’s profile before answering, “I am glad to hear it,” leaning her back against the bar spotting Sam, Dean and Jo.

“So…Joanna Beth,” Aella jokes.

Ellen shakes her head, “That little girl lives to give me gray hairs. Just like her daddy,” Ellen gripes.

Laughing, Aella responds, “I’ll bet,” earning a glare. “You just consider yourself lucky you are dealing with boys,” Ellen retorts.

“I do. Trust me,” Aella nods smiling at Sam and Dean as they flip through songs and argue about which one to play.

Aella searches for John and finds him standing next to Bill when suddenly she hears a loud crash. “For the love of …” Ellen begins. “Joanna Beth Harvelle just what do you think you are doing?” she shouts deserting her attempts to order. Aella laughs and Bobby takes Ellen’s place. With a warm smile, Aella admits, “I don’t think I ever thanked you, Bobby. I am not sure John would be here if it weren’t for you,” she explains.

“Any chance you are going to take that gratitude and live a normal life?” he snaps.

“Bobby, this is my life,” Aella insists gently.

“Figured you would say that,” he replies before the bartender finally makes his way over and Bobby orders another round of beer. “If that’s the way you feel, I could use some help,” he says pulling his wallet from his vest.

“Help with what?” Aella asks curiously.

“The gate is closed, but there is still more than enough work topside to keep us busy. I could use someone with your skills. That is if you don’t mind being a bit more behind the scenes, or, as I like to call it pulling the strings. Someone’s gotta tell those boys where to point and shoot,” he simplifies. Aella glances back over at John and Bill intrigued when Bill nods and rests his hand on John’s shoulder. “I’ll think about it,” Aella answers absentmindedly still staring at the two men.

John realizes Aella is watching him and walks over to the bar. “How’s it going?” he asks after taking a beer from Bobby. “You tell me,” she responds with an arched brow as she takes his drink and brings the bottle to her lips. She hands it back to him and waits for him to respond. “Bill and I are thinking about teaming up again. He wants to run it by Ellen though,” John discloses.

“Well that’s convenient. Bobby just offered me a job, kind of,” Aella says not quite sure what to call it.

“A job?” John questions.

“Apparently one paranoid bastard isn’t enough. He said he could use some more help behind the scenes. Finding cases. Research,” Aella explains.

“You going to do it?” John asks leaning against the bar moving closer to her.

Her pulse quickens, “I think so,” she says vaguely playing with the buttons of his shirt.

“Does this feel real to you?” she asks before glancing around the room. “Drinking beer with friends? Making plans? Being normal?” she questions.

“I am not sure I want to question it, but by all means let me help,” John smirks setting his beer on the counter. He strokes her jaw tilting her face up towards his before pressing her back against the counter and kissing her mouth.

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Bobby scans the empty parking lot before unlocking the door and ushering John and Aella inside. Sitting her on the bed, John kneels on the floor in front of her as Bobby slides the deadbolt in place. “Aella?” John asks cautiously, examining the dirt and blood on her face.

Gazing into his dark eyes, she reassures, “It’s me,” before glancing at Bobby. “Test me,” she sighs. Before John can object, Bobby probes, “What did I tell you when we first met?” eyeing her suspiciously. “Rufus asked if John found me on the playground,” she chuckles, “And then you told me I could go to college, have a family and that I was choosing this life,” she finishes staring at him self-assuredly.

“John,” Bobby urges.

“Bobby, I don’t need…” John begins.

Cupping his face with her hands, Aella whispers, “Do it,” her eyes softening. With an anxious expression, John asks, “Where did you tell me I should get my anti-possession tattoo?” every nerve in his body like a livewire waiting for her response.  She wordlessly brings her hand over his heart with a faint smile and he kisses her lips softly.  

After exhaling deeply, Bobby says, “I am going to call Rufus, double back and get my car and then book another room,” shaking his head.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Desperate to stop John, Aella tugs at the plastic cable around her wrist before scanning the craggy terrain and picking up a sharp rock. Slicing her hand open, she dips her fingers into the blood pooling in her palm and draws the sigil she used in Sioux Falls and another she has stared at dozens of times. “Castiel! You worthless angel! Get down here right now!” she seethes after tossing the bloody rock to the side.

With a disapproving tone, Castiel greets, “Aella,” scowling at her in his disheveled suit and trench coat.

“Cas! John thinks he opened the gate, but he didn’t. It was me. Get me out of here,” she orders.

“I don’t under—” Cas begins.

Exasperated she urges, “Castiel! Listen to what I am telling you. It was me. Look at me. Look inside of me. I killed my brother,” before glancing at John standing with Rufus and Bobby, no doubt saying his goodbyes. Castiel squints at her angling his head slightly. At her wits end, she shouts, “Castiel I swear to God if you don’t take me there right now, I will trap you here with me and you and I will watch the world burn together because right now I am the only person who can close that gate,” she rages pointing to the second sigil. Cas’ eyes narrow before he extends his hand placing it on her forehead.

Dizzy and nauseous, Aella and Cas are suddenly standing in front of John and Rufus as Bobby kneels down unlocking the box holding the dagger. Confused, John says “Cas?” with an incredulous tone just as Aella reaches into the chest and grabs the dagger. Aella’s heart pounds in her chest almost robbing her of breath. Staring at John with wide eyes, she confesses, “I love you,” the words ripped from her throat anguish tearing her apart. Turning to Cas, she orders, “Stop them,” grabbing the lapels of his jacket before jerking him towards the hunters.

Caught off balance, Castiel careens into the men while she runs towards the mausoleum, her arms and legs pumping furiously. In the act of closing the distance, she realizes the gate is the door from her nightmares and resolve spurs her forward. She flings the door open and the last thing she sees is Bobby shouting with his knee wedged in John’s back pinning him to the ground before iron groans and the door shuts.

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Babysitter + John Winchester ... Aella finds herself babysitting Sam and Dean Winchester, unaware her life is more closely intertwined with John's than she could have ever imagined ... also known as the time my muse whispered "tell it backwards"

In a stiff voice, John asks “Aella, can you come here a second?” from the driver’s side. Antsy to talk to Bobby and Rufus, she sighs impatiently before walking around the truck. With an odd expression, John immediately cups her face gently in his hands, “You deserve so much more than this and I know I should regret it, but I don’t. Not any of it,” he begins staring into her sky blue eyes.

“John,” she cuts in.

“Please just listen…” he interrupts. “The house is in your name. Bobby and Pastor Jim will help you raise Sam and Dean,” John explains.

Alarm courses through Aella as she grips his wrist, “What are you talking about John?” she questions, searching his gaze and finding only the resolute determination to say goodbye. “Cas came to me and told me someone from Blue Earth opened the gate between Friday and Saturday night. It was me...” he discloses.

Aella closes her eyes recalling Cas’ words. And it is written that the gateway will be opened when virtue is stolen from the innocent, left as broken and ruined as the door between Hell and Earth… for I have set before you an open door, which none shall shut barring the sacrifice of the guilty, the first and the last.

She shakes her head in denial, “It wasn’t you,” she insists wishing she had told John about Cyrus. The words are too little too late. “It wasn’t you, John,” she begins frantically. “Saturday night, I... I killed Cyrus. I pushed him off the bridge. It was me. You have to believe me,” she begs staring at him realizing none of the words she is saying are resonating with him. Struggling to make him understand, she squeezes his wrists, “John it wasn’t you. It was me,” she says forcefully.

His determined expression never wavers and when he shakes his head slightly, she knows he will never believe her. Desperate for someone to listen, she glances at Bobby and Rufus and it is in that second that John snaps a zip tie over her wrist and connects it to the tie already looped through the door handle.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

“It was a mutually beneficial arrangement,” Veronica asserts coyly. Staring out at the city, she sighs, “We must have looked at a dozen listings before we found my soup kitchen,” her attempt to forget their endless subway rides futile. “You were there when I signed the paperwork,” she continues recalling her excitement, but also uncertainty.

In an unassuming tone, Jughead asks, “Do you remember celebrating?” avoiding her gaze.

Laughing she rolls her eyes, “That place was awful. Worse than the Whyte Wyrm,” she teases.

“Hey!” Jughead protests jokingly. “Well at least their drinks weren’t as watered down,” he concedes resting his arms on the railing. The smiles fades from his lips when he asks, “Do you remember what happened after?” in a curious tone.

“You asked me what I’m doing with the rest of my life and I said I don’t even know what I am doing tonight,” Veronica recounts with a sad smile.

“That was the first time I ever heard you admit you weren’t absolutely sure of yourself,” Jughead states.

“That was the first time you kissed me,” Veronica adds answering his veiled question. “The first of many that summer,” she says wistfully looking out at the high-rise buildings, seconds turning into minutes.

Glancing at her profile he professes, “I never regretted the day I called you mine,” awestruck by her glowing skin and tousled dark hair.

“Jughead,” Veronica rebukes gently her tone at odds with the thunderous beating of her heart.

“Am I someone you can live without? Because I know I don’t want to live without you,” Jughead questions.

She faces him and he tilts her chin up, her eyelashes fluttering at his touch. “What are you doing for the rest of your life?” he asks earnestly evoking memories of their summer together. An eternity passes before she whispers, “I don’t even know what I am doing tonight,” and finding Jughead’s mouth meeting hers once more.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

“I fucking love you,” he says solemnly before kissing her lips slowly. She grips his jacket, tilting her mouth up towards him wanting more. When he swirls his tongue in her mouth, her hands slide under his shirt stroking his warm skin.

He was never going to tell her. When he realized his ticket was up he didn’t have much time to plan. Making arrangements with the Harvelle’s, calling Pastor Jim and getting in touch with Bobby had been priority. It was spineless, but he trusted Jim to deliver the news and explain his wishes. He wanted Aella to raise the boys and he knew Bobby and Jim would help her. He selfishly hoped he would be her first and her last, but she was so young, he didn’t want to burden her more than he already had, but somehow on the side of the highway in the middle of nowhere the words slipped out. Despite knowing she deserved more, he couldn’t help himself.