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Maybe I can't do this. Maybe I'm not strong enough. Maybe I don't want this. But I'm afraid. Maybe because I'm afraid. I'm afraid to do this. And to not do this. It is eating me up. I want to cry. Because either way, I'm screwed. Metaphorically.

Speck

I'm on the outside In the darkness And you have light. Blinding. Hot. But I cannot hear. I cannot see. I am alone And I feel like nothing. I feel nothing.

Peace is peaceful

I’m happier and more content than I thought possible. I mean, I know crap will happen again. Crap always happens. But I don’t think I’ve ever been with someone who makes me feel so comfortable about the person I am and with whom I feel so at home. It’s like my outer shell has been cracked, and the real me is hatching forth. I’m more patient and softer than I’ve been in a long long time.

I’ve been known to spout on here how I don’t believe in romantic love. I really like that I’ve been proven wrong. I really like growing and learning and, dammit, being happy.

#ramblings #lurv #mushy stuff

polylove-girls-blog-deactivated

I carry this label of “polyamorous” as a badge, as something integral to who I am as a person — and it is, in the sense that it is inextricable from me. But the focus is all wrong. It’s not about romance. It’s not about physicality. It’s not, in the end, about polyamory at all. It’s about human connection in whatever shape it may take.

The bigger picture of polyamory // Jasna (via polylove-girls-blog)

abiding-in-peace

The most precious gift we can offer anyone is our attention. When mindfulness embraces those we love, they will bloom like flowers.

Thich Nhat Hanh (via abiding-in-peace)

#Mindfulness #truth

Breathing in the newness

Okay. Finally. Here is my new year’s resolution:

Breathe. Relax. Stay in the moment. Appreciate the awesomeness of my life.

Be mindful of my actions, my body, my intentions.

And LIVE! ENJOY! CELEBRATE! LOVE!

#resolutions #FTW

New year, thoughts

I will come up with a 2015 summary and some attainable resolutions for the new year. I’ve been so very happy, which silences me a bit. But my first resolution is to get back to documenting, albeit sparingly, my minds’ musings.

Returning soon...

#2016 #resolutions #musings

Sappy love song

I’m in love with a man

The sweetest man in the land

I”m so luckeeeee

That he also loves meeee

#whoamI #crazy in love #so surreal feels

aprilmolano

#truth

fuckyeahbiguys

Some informative bi humor for my awesome followers.

fuckyeahbiguys

CELEBRATE BISEXUAL VISIBILITY!

uma-chan

Awesome analogy

#bi visibility #bisexuality #haha

hella90s

Moody (in a book)

I’ve been keeping a log of my moods, among other things. A journal, if you will. I was suspicious that my needy days had a pattern, since I know they don’t last. My apathetic days have proven more difficult to track. I am, currently, sitting longlingly in the midst of my needy time. In a day or two or a week, the fact that no one has told me that I’m beautiful or necessary in a rather long time won’t dig at my soul; leave me aching and alone.

Sometimes, I am a flower that feeds on the knowledge that others want me, long for me, as I do them. Not getting that sustinance makes me wither and fade. Always, getting regular, light attention makes me a stronger being. I don’t understand why I don’t receive it. Unless there is no one to give it to me. Unless I truely am as alone as I feel.

God damn the moody days. How they play with my mind. Smother my soul.

#moody #needy #ranting

multiphantom

No.

Poly = Many. Amory = Love. People may or may not have sexual relationships with their romantic partners. Can we please stop erasing asexual *relationships*? Thanks.

polyamorous-living

Follw: http://PolyamorousDefinition.com

Hush-hush

I wonder if the people about whom I know very, ehm, confidential information, every think about me. Because I think about them sometimes. They might be surprised.

Mwahahaha.

#who's got the power?#I'm too nice #probably