Hey guys.
Most of you will hate the news, but it is what it is. You have to understand, I already hate my life a lot more than any of you can make me feel bad about it. Anyway, I only came online to say this one thing and will probably deactivate/delete the account.
After months and months of hopelessly trying to ignore reality, I've now completely detransitioned. It is something I absolutely loathe, it was not because of personal choice and I barely hold on to a meaningless existence every time I wake up in the morning.
I might leave the account here, for sentimental reasons. If that happens, I will not be posting anymore, or replying to messages, asks, mentions, etc.
I now look nothing like my photos 🙃 and although my urges and desires never changed at all, most people (if not all) now treat me as a cis dude.
It's disgusting.
But I can't blame them. I can't blame anyone other than life being incredibly unfair.
I hope you all have a much more beautiful and satisfying life. Every day.
Some of you, you know I loved you. I'm taking back nothing. I'm currently considering starting another account. But I don't think anyone of you would want to follow another hairy bearded fatty who still feels like this beautiful "innocent" girl inside.
What a life.
Anyway, take care my loves. Stay safe and happy 💜
