Beauty In Death𓉸ྀི

OP has cotards just for my thoughts send me stuff about the undead 🪦🎀/🪦🌙 goth & undead posts

[undead-affirmations]

I actually hate this, but a weird ass thing has been in the works for a bit now..

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GUESS WHO REMEMBERED THE KEYS TO THE BLOG!

anyways i really like this weird tool people started using to edit images.

[undead-affirmations]

I HATE the smell of my rotting flesh.

[zomb13zoe]

Love your Messiah

[undead-affirmations]

"that vape is horrible for your lungs!"

i am not sticking around for that long. by the time it matters my lungs will have collapsed from decay and been eaten inside out, and a gross infected, nej simply wrong flesh will grow in its place to mimic what was once there.

[undead-affirmations]

So I finally finished up that server for goths and 'delusional' alterhumans! (though anyone can join and hang!)

It's not entirely polished (don't even have any plural bots yet.), but it's to the point where I don't know how much more I can do without suggestions from people joining!

Check out the Eternal Cemetery community on Discord – hang out with 6 other members and enjoy free voice and text chat.

It is 15+ and entirely SFW! (I don't wanna go through verifying ages..)

Please check it out and tell me what you think!

[magnusnecron]

why cant i find stuff about cotards on here without that stupid fucking piano man showing up

[narcbomb]

☆ I dug myself out of the fucking earth to be with him and he adores me despite all the maggots and worms

[undead-affirmations]

despite? nono, it should be he loves you FOR your maggots and worms. literally coming with extra, living folk culd never.

[trans-autism]

Any other dead bodies feel like mourning themselves... both as, I wish I'd gotten a fuller life, I wish it was more than this, I feel sorry for myself, but also as in - I want to give myself a proper funeral. I want to make myself comfortable so I can rest easy. I want my loved ones to tell me how important I was to their lives. I want to sleep... I want to be laid to rest... why am I being dragged around like this

[undead-affirmations]

I go through cycles of mourning myself.. I will feel not too bad and not too rotted one day, my "death day" as I will call it because it only lasts a day and I start rotting up again directly after, then I will start mourning. I will have days of pure anguish where all I can do is just mourn myself, how I got cheated out of both life and an honourable death with mourners and a gravestone, days of just rot where my bodies too broken down to even functionally mourn myself anymore, devoid of energy, and then the next day I have the strength I will dress nicely and have a "funeral day". A day where I pay respects to myself and just calmly mull over everything, because I know no one else does.

And after a while of rotting and mourning myself, feeling exactly like you described in different days, something rotten will grow enough to make my body look almost normal again, I will feel a bit better, and it repeats.

If any of that makes sense?

[undead-affirmations]

Cotards Autism flag!

For anyone with cotards and autism.

Colours mean nothing & are inspired by the autism and the cotards flag!

Inspired by my "zombie autism" (which is different from regular autism as I am not human and my mind is decaying, of course.), but it can be for anyone with cotards!

No dni or who can use it because it's a flag.

Alternative look for it:

if anyone wants any other cotards flags.. I am here.. askbox me..

[undead-affirmations]

Being a zombie actually qualifies you for being ND because your brain acts entirely different on account of decaying.

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I actually hate this, but a weird ass thing has been in the works for a bit now..

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I have like 2 years left of being a teen before making this will just feel dumbbb

I am a young adult zomb now. I am done self mourning, I only struggle now.

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Hello!

I was scrolling through the sanism tag, because I wanted to see people giving their support for ASPD, and I stumbled upon your grave of a blog. I just wanted to say that I think you’re cool asf! I like your style.

ASPD 🤝 Cotards

Hi! I have been logged out! Thank you so much! Have a wonderful day!

[undead-affirmations]

sorry cant talk picking at my decaying skin

[undead-affirmations]

My living bf is taking care of my rotting body. I feel like somebody finally is mourning me properly. Keeping me in mind. I feel like my body's being fixed up so I can be layed to rest. I will not remain in the this state, but it's nice to be treated. Respected. Loved.

[yngvescorpse]

I hate calling it cotard's "delusion" because it is not. I am dead. I know I am dead and I am not delusional. People tell me it is impossible but I can feel the bugs and my frozen blood, the imitative pumping of my heart and the only remaining lung that feels like an old balloon when I make a pathetic attempt to "breathe."

If I am not dead then why does everything hurt when I move? If I am not dead why does not breathing feel more natural? If I am not dead then why do I smell of old blood and decomposition?

[trans-autism]

Cotards zombunny...

[undead-affirmations]

this is me . me irl. i need. i need this.