https://twitter.com/UndercityIV On November 19th, a Nuclear Purge destroyed the greatest city in the world...... The Aftermath......Formally known as Undercity4 the perfect library for erotic entertainment and information. With over 2000+ residents (followers) not including the 2458+ residents from pivix and over 350 from HF...There was a bright future in front of the creator.....This City was built on behalf of pushing the standards of Erotica to new heights. Influencing and establishing principals among the community this once great city represented. All there remains here now is history blogs and stories about the creator. Discover the last and final days of Undercity4. No explicit material will be present seeing how...tumblr is anti-nsfw now. I wont be nearly as active on this as I was with my Undercity4 blog. Undercity4 is a Pro-Art organization that combats art censorship and supports artists freedom of expression rights. Also produces quality value reviews, erotic art, and entertainment.
Undercity 4 May be Joining Forces With DominoTheCat
I was real happy that he returned my message, and he was very accepting of my feedback for his Pitfall video. Just a shame I couldn’t get Rapetacular on board as well, this could have been one hell of a major collaborative project especially since they don’t mind doing futa content and mixing the genres wih other genres.
After all, I have no interest in loops at all, I prefer actual full length products that will interest a wide variety of people..Too many animators these days are doing loops we really need more full length artists to break into the Erotic Art Industry. I may still approach Rapetacular in the future for shorter content, because they can still be useful and come in handy for something. For now I’ve got my eye on longer animations.
Especially seeing how I have a lot of great ideas to revolutionize the futa industry. With my experience in character development, story telling, and understanding of the various different genres I see a wondrous future ahead of us.
The first thing I need to do is take care of my unemployment situation because I’ve been out of work all year long. I was working for a low pay recycling center that had unreasonable high expectations and demands...Coming home smelling like shit and garbage was very unpleasant, I had to take two showers every day of the week, plus the work was hard on my health, management didn’t appreciate my work ethic and was always bitching of complaining just for nothing.
I hate working for other people for this reason alone they act like pushy cock suckers with no respect for the people that work for them. Too many assholes get jobs being bosses and they lack people skill, the most important qualification of all. The only thing they know how to do is manage money, that’s it.
I got fed up with the bosses attitude and quit, ever since then I’ve been jobless and struggling to find a replacement so I’ve been feeling mentally sick, unable to upgrade my software, invest in my allies, things like that have been holding me back.
With that said, I’m happy that I may be able to do something with DominoTheCat in the future when my situation improves and get better. That’s if nothing serious or bad happens to me before then. I’m still prone and vulnerable to thoughts of suicide due to my current situation....I refuse to accept failure and live a life of consistent struggle when I’m unable to get anywhere.
I really have been clinging on by the skin of my teeth, using art as much as possible to cope and fight my depression. Sometimes feeling oppressed or unable to do certain things also worsens my condition. So hopefully in 2019 everything gets better...This year has been a major upset with me and everybody else losing their blogs because of Tumblr’s new Anti-Explicit Content policy.
Some people still refuse to let it go and continue to fight it in hopes that Tumblr will change it’s mind. Someone even posted a start up site calling itself “Cumblr.” As a throwback to Tumblr but will most likely be a porn version of Tumblr if it’s real and not a hoax to trick people. Whatever I have no interest in it...I’m somewhat active on Twitter where I post a lot of my uncensored stuff that Pivix makes me censor.
At any rate, I pray that whatever partnership I manage to establish with DominoTheCat turns out well for both our futures if he ever agrees to join up with Undercity4 I mean for a long time I’ve wanted to break into animation myself. I might have the opportunity to do so with an animator at my side providing Undercity4 with content I can show off to the world.
Getting back into review writing..but where to start...
Well since blogging on tumblr is worthless and pointless now..I’ll need to go elsewhere to write my blogs. The thing about tumblr before all of this Purging BS took place and the censorship policies. Was that it was the perfect place for artist to come, thus everyone got to read what I wrote because all the artists I was writing about they all had blogs and were on this site.
That means I could go to them and tell them about the review I wrote if they didn’t see it themselves, and then boom! They would see and read the review. I was very good at what I did, put a lot of effort into each and every review I constructed. It was just a non-paying job I created for myself to combat depression, stress, and dark thoughts I’ve struggled with for the past 16+ years of my life.
This purge thing has everyone spread all out. You have some people on Twitter, some on Pivix, some are on Newgrounds, etc their just everywhere...So I can’t keep track of them all like I was doing on tumblr where I could follow em all in one place....It’s impossible for me to keep track of them all..
Now I need to find a new site to write on but how will it make me relevant like how it was here on tumblr? I don’t know. Writing reviews for Erotic Artists gave me comfort, a peace of mind..
It helped the voices I heard in my head go away sometimes when I can just sit here and concentrate on writing about someone and their work versus listening to the needs and desires of the unpleasant voices in my head bothering me. Writing reviews made me realize that I had some special talent, that I had potential and was worth some value to the community I represented and served.
I don’t know how any of them feel about me personally or professionally. But, I do know that I took a great deal of pride in the things I was doing as a writer and reviewer. It meant more to me than it did to anybody else. It got me through a lot of moments..It’s part of who I am. I’ve been blogging for many years after all...
Erotic Art is what I live for...IT’S WHO I AM. And I go wherever I am needed, or wanted. Undercity4 is Pro-Art, I don’t discriminate against art genres, I only judge the content based on ideals, quality, approach, and direction.
After I had the chance to sit down and watch DominoTheCat’s recent animation work “The Pitfall” I desperately wanted to write a review on it.Anyway I was really impressed with Domino’s work and willingness to step it up by doing something new and different with the futa genre. If I do get the chance to review the work, I will have a lot of positives to say about it.
Married to my principals.
I also wanted to write about animapron to because her Breaking The Quiet 2 animation could hands down influence futa artists, you want to see brutal throat banging? That strap on sex made every single blowjob scene I’ve seen in futa animation look like softcore sex. It was THAT GOOD. And it was a damn strap on scene...lol that’s where I’d knock off major points just because of that. I know it was intentionally but damn..That was her CHANCE to literately make the best futa blow job ever and she went with a strap on, a black one at that attached to a white girl...SMH.
Anyway I just have to find a decent website I can write reviews on without being limited on what I can or can’t review as far as art goes.
Keeping up with the art industry...Never an easy task but it’s worth following wherever greatness goes.
I think the only way we’ll ever see great stuff coming out of the futa genre is if people invested in the artist that are willing to actually do something new and different with it...I want to be the one to make it happen someday.
THE PURGE IS REAL...TUMBLR IS ELIMINATING ALL OF US.
MERRY CHRISTMAS, AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL, FROM TUMBLR.
I’m glad I didn’t listen to some of these people and kissed the Staff’s ass in hopes that they would give me back my blog when they Terminated me on November 19th 2018. Because I would have just humiliated myself for nothing. I started this new blog, but it contains nothing sexual or explicit. Might still get hit anyway regardless but no matter. Tumblr will be an empty grave-site once this is all over with.
It seems that come December 17th, 2018 Tumblr is planning to eliminate all NSFW blogs, the official and final Purge is finally happening. The reasons people claim the purge is happening is bullshit. Those aren’t the reasons behind their agenda. That’s just a made up excuse so they can have a stronger reason to implement censorship policies. It’s as if they are accusing everyone of something that a few blogs did that made them decide to purge everything.
Patreon don’t want explicit content visible, so they still censor the artists. Pivix makes you cover up genitalia because of Japanese law (they might as well outlaw porn entirely). All the other platforms don’t attract me but I have used some of them..Just may not be very active.
The only way these sites will learn their lesson is if people fight back and abandon their platforms and hurt them financially. Then they’ll cut this ridiculous Puritan enforcing horse shit out. Websites can’t operate or function without traffic, they need it or they’ll sink. This is why Xanga died then ended up begging people to save them. Censorship didn’t kill them though.
Their disloyal Teen users did and their inability to attract more to their website. That’s because everybody ran off to Tumblr. Xanga wasn’t as big as tumblr but porn blogs is what made Tumblr relevant.
Anyway there is another agenda behind this new policy that Tumblr is establishing and it’s quite simple because Patreon did the same thing they still allow explicit material but censorship exist either way, I guess it’s not as bad as eliminating a lot of people. Since people can still use it to make money. But whatever, censorship is censorship. I have to put up with it on Pivix and I hate it because it ruins my artwork.
Some people just don’t want to associate with sexual material because they “care” about their image or they have sponsors that don’t want to be associated with anyone who’s associated with explicit content. For as long as I remembered there has always been crusades against explicit content on the internet.
Most of these sites have hypocritical policies, Deviant Art is one of them where they try to front being anti-porn but only allow certain people with special privileges to host it on their site and will terminate everyone else. They had the nerve to tell me that Explicit material was damaging to their community. Fucking fake ass assholes. I’m trying to figure out what’s with all the bondage sex stuff, and the gore art their so fond of.
Anyway these policies isn’t about protecting anyone or anything other than the sites reputation by declaring War on us with censorship. For awhile a lot of these social media websites have been looking for ways to terminate content they don’t agree with or believe to be offensive in some way or another even youtube terminates sexually suggestive content.
THE BANKERS, SPONSORS, AND PURITANS BEHIND THE SCENES USUALLY PLAY A ROLE IN THESE POLICIES. THE NEW FOUNDING FATHERS OF TUMBLR WILL PURGE YOU ALL ON DECEMBER 17TH 2018. IF IT WAS THE 25th IT WOULD BE EVEN MORE OF A MOCKERY OF THE COMMUNITY.
I came to tumblr to make a name for myself as an ARTIST, You got that? If it had nothing to do with art, I didn’t give a fuck about it period. I blocked every blog that had news on it because I don’t like the news, and I don’t need to know about all the shit going on in the real world through tumblr either. People would post BS sensitive shit on their blogs just to attract triggered people with it. You know sensitive garbage for the sake of tension I blocked all those lame fuck blogs.
The only thing associated with reality I was concerned about were the issues that my friends were dealing with or issues of a fellow artist. Other than that, I paid no attention to what was going on with Tumblr’s community everywhere else because I just didn’t give a fuck about what people were on here doing. I mind my own business and let the world do what the world wants to do as long as the world stay out of my way. I don’t run around these social media sites looking for ways to be mad, pissy, and angry at what another user is doing or posting. I honestly hate drama.
Because with other sites, they don’t terminate accounts like this and then claim “oh it’s because someone else did this or did that, etc” They just go after the people that violated their TOS or whatever and everybody else can just go about their business. Tumblr just doesn’t want explicit material on here anymore that’s all it is. It’s got nothing to do with what someone did or the pornbots when they could of just wiped all of that stuff out.
PETITIONS ARE POINTLESS UNLESS THEY GET DESPERATE....
After what Tumblr did most people already left and aren’t coming back even if they do change their minds. All over tumblr you have people that didn’t leave running around trying to rebel and get people to sign petitions to get tumblr to change their minds..The only way they will change their minds is if they realize the sheer number of users gone and they fail to attract new ones to replace those that left...A change MIGHT occur and the rebels would win and get Tumblr to reverse the decision.
But if they can make more money without the NSFW users then you can forget about them changing their minds, Tumblr might already have a backup plan who knows.... I’m not about to protest against the purge. Sure this sounds like something I would have been down for doing the first day I got terminated..
Unfortunately after having time to cool off and gradually accept my losses, then witnessing all the greatest animators depart..Whats the point anymore? I really don’t care what Tumblr does now.
With this purge thing happening I will look for another activity to do, I’ll still help out when needed if I’m called upon. I did my mourning for Undercity4 and have accepted that what is done is done. I have no energy to fight for the restoration of my blog. Tumblr was never a porn site in the first place, more or less they were just using us all as a vessel, a host to earn profits. This is why they “accepted” us for so long, to profit. We gave tumblr a lot of traffic. It’s going to be interesting to see how they bounce back from this crises.
I BLOCKED A LOT OF BLOGS I HAD NO INTEREST IN, THOUSANDS ENDED UP ON A BLACKLIST. IF IT WASN’T ART, I TERMINATED IT SIMPLY BY IGNORING AND NOT FOLLOWING IT.
Policies are always changing, most organizations want a “Positive” image or so they claim.
Everyone has an agenda these days to control what others can or can’t do, purify the world and create it in their own selfish image then force said agendas down other peoples throat and invent political words to attack those that don’t agree or accept their beliefs.
ESPECIALLY IN THE UNITED STATES, UK, CANADA, ETC. These places have a lot in common when it comes down to pushing an Agenda. And because these social media websites operate within these countries...We have to deal with some form of oppression, censorship, freedom of expression abuse and injustices from them in the form of “Puritan and false protection law” policies.
Blogs had to really be worth my time for me to check them out. I actually spent more time blocking blogs than looking at them just to keep the ones I didn’t want showing up to appear. Tumblr would outright recommend dozens of new blogs every time I logged in that had nothing on them what so ever related to what I was interested in. If I didn’t want to read about something or see it appearing on my page by random (I hated Tumblrs recommendation just as much as I hate Youtubes), it got blocked and believe me when I arrived on tumblr I blocked thousands and thousands of blogs that had nothing to do with what I came here for.
There isn’t any reason to hang out on here anymore so I can look at tumblr post a bunch of stuff I have no interest in. All tumblr ever does is shove bogus shit down your throat left and right and create a false sense of boogymen to run this place. I wouldn’t be too surprised if the staff here at Tumblr were the ones that set all this stuff up so they could censor and cut off the NSFW community themselves. Anything is possible these days.
Tumblr probably planned and orchestrated to Terminate everybody through a false sense of policy abuse practices. Regardless of what Apple dropped them for, why terminate every blog? Did apple tell them “We won’t sign back up with you until every NSFW blog has been eliminated from your site?”“
BECAUSE OF THE PURGE, ARTISTS ARE SPREAD ALL OVER THE PLACE...KEEPING UP WITH THEM ALL IS A DRAG....
Tumblr attracted me to a certain extent because I liked the community I was able to build up here with my reviews and artwork...I doubt I can do this successfully elsewhere..And all these artists are spread everywhere now that the purge is in full effect. I’m not about to make a new account with all these different platforms just to keep up with where everyone is running off to...Here on tumblr they were all in one spot, pretty much every artist I knew about had a tumblr page..Now it’s like you have to have an account with multiple platforms to keep track of them...What a damn drag...
All I cared about was art, not a single day went by I wasn’t on here looking at it, writing about it, or discussing it with someone. THAT’S WHAT I LIVED AND STOOD FOR and those were 90% of the blogs I followed were all art based if it was non art then they were blogs of people I followed who were commissioning art from me. What really got me is that tumblr waited until this time of year to do this..It’s like the biggest form of disrespect..Why December of times of year to purge us? Not saying any other month would have made a difference..But still.
THE PURGE IS ON, AND YOUR NEXT!
If you want to know the truth about society due to all the blame going around on tumblr about who’s guilty of doing what. It’s almost 2019 it’s time to face facts that these sites are full of desperate people begging for attention. The internet is full of attention whoring idiots that will do whatever it takes for hits, followers, etc.Your precious innocent minors are guilty of it too.
They don’t care about anything other than their ability to gain a lot of followers. There were people on Twitch doing this. Twitch is where you stream games, yet they had a bunch of skanky females on their twerking and prostituting their asses for money and pathetic dudes was giving it to them to, LOTS OF IT. Twitch started banning the exploiters. Then people reported the prostitutes so now they get taxed on the money they make from twerking for profit if someone report it lol...Crazy shit.
I noticed a lot of people already left Tumblr to join other platforms. This is really maddening what their planning to do..And a financially dumb decision on tumblr’s end. I don’t think a petition will change anything either...Some people still stayed because they think Tumblr might change it’s mind when they realized they need more traffic. I doubt tumblr will be attractive to new comers...The blogs you can find that are allowed on Tumblr, you can find those same blogs everywhere else on the web.
I REPRESENT WHAT REALLY MATTERS TO ME.
All I have is my artwork and the social structures I manage to create with it to get through these hard times. Reality is a burden I don’t have the energy to be part of Tumblr’s uprising. I have to try to focus on what to do about my life outside of the internet world.
For each time something I develop gets purged it means having to start all over again from the ground up, then repeat the process of watching my work and the communities I’ve become part of disappear.
Tumblr was a place that I would come and unwind so I would worry less as long as I had something worthy to blog about and share with the people that were following me. Now tumblr is caving in, they want to go the Puritan route which don’t surprise me. People think that by censoring shit they are saving and protecting the world..I hate people like this.
I look at things from a perspective that Tumblr is making this purge decision because they don’t need NSFW artists anymore and the reason the purge is happening that people think it is, is not the reason at all. Tumblr had a lot of stupid blogs on here that was just taking up space.
Maybe they feel that they can thrive and survive without us being part of their community. But they are going to learn the hard way that they need us more than we NEED THEM. I refuse to beg them to change their minds. If they want to purge, then they can purge. But there will be consequences from it.
CENSORSHIP IS A DIRECT ATTACK ON ART. EVERY SOCIAL MEDIA SITE HAVE THEM. SOME SITES IMPLEMENT HYPOCRITE POLICIES TO PARTIALLY SUPPORT CENSORSHIP.
One by one many blogs will vanish on their own, then the Purge will eliminate everyone else living out their final Tumblr days unless they get rid of all the NSFW material on it, then they might be safe.
I support these people no matter what type of art they are creating because Art can be used as therapy to help people deal and cope with repressive thoughts. Nobody ever stops to think about that, the health benefits that art can bring to help people with problems. Some people feel that censorship is the answer to solving the worlds problems but censorship doesn’t solve problems, they CREATE THEM.
When I get online the only interesting things I find myself dwelling into is Art Erotica, History, or stories about haunted places, things like that. Nothing else really interest me on the net anymore like it use to when I was 13 years old and just discovering the web.
And if I’m not blogging, then I’m watching a movie from the 80s or the 90s. Or some classic animated series I grew up with in the 90s I don’t too much care for everything else. I might be listening to music or passed out in my chair.
NUCLEAR WAR ON NSFW CONTENT HAS BEGUN...TERMINATING ONE CITY AT A TIME, DO YOU HAVE AN EVACUATION PLAN?
Tumblr made things a lot less stressful for me. But Tumblr takes away my hard work because they have an agenda to go “clean.” Well they have a right to use their website any way they want or choose.
Using the word “better and more positive” sums it up that explicit content was “ruining” their image and they lost a lot of revenue when Apple Dropped them according to what someone told me. It’s clear that they don’t think that explicit material is positive therefore they want to prove to apple they are “cleaning up” so they can gain their “trust” again. And this is what it comes down to, MONEY. Once Apple dropped them, Tumblr panicked. But apple won’t be enough to save them. If they can’t see that there is already a massive outcry going on about what’s happening..
If you think this purge happened because of pornbots and what not, then you are a misguided person that haven’t figured it out yet that all of these sites have the same reputation and agenda.
Their Anti-NSFW, sometimes they allow porn on their servers so they can profit off the traffic, THEN BOOM! policy change and then they come up with a fake reason or some other excuse why they decided to change the policy. Other times they will just play favorites and discriminate against certain content they consider “offensive” while allowing other forms of “offensive” material on their servers. I call these hypocrite policies. Deviant Art is the king of that.
INCREASED DEPRESSION ARE THE END RESULTS OF THIS AFTERMATH.
Eventually the other sites they’ll end up doing the same shit that tumblr did when they figure out that too many people is using their platform for those reasons, to post NSFW material. Or they decide that they just don’t want it there anymore.
Tumblr doesn’t care that it’s about to experience ultimate failure in a matter of days...It’s not too late. they have until December 17 to change their minds and even then a whole lot of people is mad at them, literately half the community that supports NSFW is mad at them... I believe after trying to get through to them for the past few days with no replies to my emails, I got my answer...I was never going to get my blog back.
Erotic art was the cure for the majority using this place...I don’t see or understand how tumblr is going to survive without these blogs even if they get Apple’s support back...FB can afford to do without NSFW content. They don’t need it. FB relies on a global community to support them. That means everyone and their grandmother uses it, Businesses, companies, etc. Pretty much NSFW material won’t really work on FB even though some people do try to post explicit material on there every once in awhile.
WE JUST HAVE TO FORGET ABOUT THIS AND MOVE ON EVENTUALLY...BUT SOME PEOPLE REFUSE TO SURRENDER..
We can just mark December 17th 2018 down as the time Tumblr betrayed and turned on it’s community for a new and “improved” “Positive” outlook.
I kept a separate sub blog for personal problems, I used it to vent but I didn’t expect people to follow that blog, or pity me because I had problems. I vented simply due to the fact that it helped me a little to rage about things that bothered me, or just to openly talk about it.
Good luck being a regular blog site. Blogger tried purging too and it nearly cost them. That’s why they changed their minds and didn’t do it.
TIME TO SAY GOODBYE..FOREVER.
I’ve been asked if I was planning to move on to other platforms after the purge commences and everyone disappears. My answer to that question is no. I’m already sick of stupid puritan policies. I mean I specialize in some sexual violent content every now and then. Most websites wouldn’t respect my rights as an artist just like they don’t respect the rights of every other artist.
They come up with these stupid ass Puritan policies and interfere in the process of variety. If there was a site that was tolerant of every art form with a strong social community I’d be the first to join up with it...I’ve been looking for the true artist experience for decades but not a single website caters to all forms of art.
When you have censorship you end up with very few ideas and concepts. People should be allowed to create whatever they want with their art, damn what anyone else says or how they feel about it. Undercity4 may have been Pro-Futa. But deep down it was also PRO-ART and catered to all genres of art even if it didn’t specialize in the genres and as long as it wasn’t Propaganda SJW art then I supported it.
LIKE MICHAEL JACKSON SAID, THIS IS IT!
Before anybody have a chance to read any of this they’ll all be gone, moved on to other sites, or created their own platform. I don’t think I made much of an impact here on Tumblr though..But whatever. I understand if I’ll fade away..I should go where I’m actually needed or wanted instead of wasting time where I’m not wanted or needed.
I’ll just remain with Pivix where I’ve been with a very small chance of getting banned as long as I keep my stuff censored and what not. I will use discord for communicating with people I care about although there aren’t that many. I already have a Twitter, Naughty Machinema, Pornhub, Xvideos, and Patreon but I only use patreon to follow people around. But because Tumblr Terminated me I didn’t even have time to warn people where I’d be..
But other than that, I’m not going to put too much thought into these sites no more than what I have to. It was fun while it lasted if Tumblr gave me back my blog, sure I’d be sort of relieved but also very disappointed as I have said..Most of the artists I followed already packed up their things and skidattled the hell out of here.
I enjoyed writing the reviews, browsing sexy artwork, etc. With that said, Undercity4 can finally rest in peace now that I’ve gotten my closure. I waited for tumblr to tell me what was going to happen. After seeing the staff post and all that earlier today. It’s official. Tumblr is dead now, I’m only available to people that need me or want me...Should they ever summon The Master of Erotica And Intellect...Case..Closed
....The Purge And The Epidemic Of Artist Depression...
I have had several people tell me that it’s difficult to get followers after what happened. The Purge caused a lot of problems including for people that didn’t get Terminated at all. Everyone is scared, depressed, worried, and losing their motivation. This doesn’t look good..
Yes having a social life outside of the internet would be best for us all I believe....I know a lot of artists and supporters of artist who admit to me all the time they are very lonely and I realize that I’m not the only one who feels like this. At the same time we have strong ties to our creations.
WE NEED A CURE....
It’s obvious that our blogs are very important to us if we’re concerned about losing them forever or just losing them at all. I understand the upset and the mental meltdown this situation has caused. I use to always come home from a hard day of disappointment with the real world, and I would sit down in front of the machine and dive into my fictional world of chaos and excitement.
Art never killed or harmed anybody. Art makes us happy, art frees us from the horrors of reality that we try to escape from, art gives us a purpose, art keeps the depression at bay. I’ve always said that art is a form of therapy for the mind and soul.
Without a means to communicate with the community I was strongly connected to it’s hard to go days without blogging or reviewing something. I have these urges to just sit down and type about things I feel people would love to read about. It truly was for the benefit of my health, and the benefit of helping others.
Once I found out why I couldn’t search content on Tumblr I realized that Tags no longer work anymore, if I click on someone’s tags it will direct me to an empty page of nothingness. Therefore content is no longer searchable at all. So looking up NSFW content will not show up in the search engine unless you are already following the artist which is the only way you can see the content they post...But Tumblrs community is unaware of this. However it’s as if NSFW disappeared from Tumblr entirely, yet it’s still there just that you can’t search it anymore as long as the Tags are broken or disabled rendering them completely worthless....
Ever since the purge happened things got real quiet and dead around here. People I use to follow are going through these mental stages where it’s like their either lacking motivation, stressed, worried, etc. I can’t say that this whole purge thing have anything to do with them feeling the way they do but to some extent it is part of the reason why everyone is feeling exactly what I’ve been feeling. Just recently a friend of mines who goes by Lewd-Futasy is lacking motivation, and decided to take a break, he’s also upset about the Purging and they didn’t even terminate him but it still affects him because of the busted up Tags.
As I search around for every blog I was following. Despite that the majority of all the top animators are still here and active. Tumblr is like a graveyard of nothingness.....
I’ve watched as many people become silent ever since the Purge happened...Just being on tumblr alone is depressing without access to my stuff. Because all I do is think about losing my work..And when I’m not on tumblr I’m still thinking about all the good and entertaining things I can be discussing at that exact moment if they gave back Undercity4 and restored it but then I’m thinking how difficult it would be to attract people if they can’t use the tags to search me. I had so many exciting things saved in my draft that I wanted to share with people....Now it’s like all that effort is gone.
We have nowhere else to really go.....However Puritan Policies Control 90% of all Social Media Websites which means. Most if not all NSFW content will get you banned from the majority of them or their just not safe havens to host such content in the first place. You might be allowed to host it for a short while, maybe a few years, but eventually they’ll find an excuse to terminate your hard work depending on how strict they are.
I’m going to assume that my blog formally known as Undercity4 is officially dead if I don’t hear back from them at all next month...And that’s not all that’s bothering me right now..
DesireSFM is currently stressed out he was the first one I found out about becoming stressed out...the news alarmed me immediately when I saw his post and it almost sounded like he was giving up on art....It was shocking as hell. He’s taking a long break away, and what scares me is I have no idea what happened, what caused him to become stressed. I won’t say that this whole Purge thing have anything to do with it I didn’t have the chance to ask him before he took off. It could be from his regular day job or anything.
I know he probably won’t see this blog or read it because he never re-followed me, but that’s fine. I’m going to talk about him in it anyways.
He’s not alone in this emotional state of mind, there is an epidemic of Artist depression going on. Many artist are silent, their worried they might be next on the Purge list. Just because a few artist got their blogs back, that doesn’t change anything. People are still scared of getting Terminated. But there could also be other factors as to why people are feeling blue this time of year besides The Purge.
I sympathize for any artist/supporter right now that’s going through a similar state of mind and pray that everyone heals emotionally and mentally. Whatever it is that Desire and everyone else got going on in their lives that put them in this upsetting position. I will pray for the pain. I have a lot of faith in DesireSFM and believe he’ll recover someday when he’s ready to return. The same applies to everyone else.
I sure am going to miss seeing some new futa stuff from him until then though. I mean stress can take a toll on a persons health and well being. And I do hope that he doesn’t give up or lose any interest in art entirely....That would be one hell of a tragedy to lose such a creative individual. He’s really the very best at the genre, and the fact that my review about his recent Miranda in Charge work no longer exist on Tumblr...I’m sadden by that...I put 5 days worth of work into that review...And it was the LONGEST review I ever did. He really liked it, and it made me feel good knowing that he enjoyed reading it not once but TWICE.
We should have been prepared for this a long time ago...Having our own network that caters to our needs as NSFW artist would be the best thing to happen to us.
Things are turning out in a way I was hoping they would never be this year. I feel like I’ve lost a lot, not just my journal but I’ve lost people I thought were my good friends in some way or just people I enjoyed communicating with when I had nothing else to do. I’ve always been active in social media since it was the only way to really meet people from different parts of the world.
When I first arrived here on Tumblr I had all these big plans to revolutionize the erotic art genre. It was so important to me that I took risks, lots of risks and gambled on artists I considered as beneficial to the communities they developed content for and it was my duty to make sure that these artists would remain relevant for as long as possible.
Therefore, me earning any profits on what I had in mind was not as important as keeping erotic artists alive and thriving whether I was fighting against censorship to protect their creative rights to express themselves, or helping them keep their content from getting pirated so it doesn’t discourage them to quit producing if they were relying on it for financial means of support.
I had a lot of faith in a lot of the people I wrote about, I believed in them and I was ready to make serious investments in the first person I felt would be someone that I could represent for the long run. I chose DesireSFM in the beginning because I enjoyed his work, I still think he’s a genius at how he handles animating.
I also witness potential with Rapetacular too yet somehow I somewhat made them uncomfortable just because I wanted to write about them...And that has never happened to me before because usually when I let an artist know I am doing a review about them, they get excited and tell me they can’t wait to read it. So I don’t know what the hell Rapetacular’s deal was...but whatever.
I don’t know whether or not he/she understood what I did, and why I chose to do it. But I explained to them that Erotic Journalism is my job even though I don’t earn a dime from doing it. But I didn’t get into Erotic Art Journalism for money in the first place. It was my calling in life and I was very GOOD at it too.
So now I sit here with a lot of thoughts racing through my head, where do I go from here after the Death of Undercity4? I’m concerned about everyone’s health. I’m concerned about my own future as well, and worried about what is yet to come of it.
Well since Undercity4 was terminated yesterday, and only a few people replied back to me when I brought the situation up........Well I did get really upset about yesterday because the last time I lost Undercity4 I lost a lot of confidence to start anew. Deviant Art was the first place I witnessed my work destroyed by biased bullshit hypocritical policies aimed at explicit content.
When they banned me for my art, they continued to let everyone else operate somehow my art was too explicit, yet Fetish Art which still count as Pornographic material was allowed. There were artists creating far more worse things than what I was doing and they let them slide. It came to my understanding that what had happened was a conspiracy, and I was terminated from DA because I was willing to fight censorship while everyone else was too much of a coward to defend artistic rights.
The situation with Tumblr terminating me was different, I didn’t “violate” anything, I stayed out of trouble and they just out right terminated me with no explanation as to why they did it. Maybe I just don’t know how to handle losing certain things in my life when I have very little going for myself. All those failed attempts at becoming anything at all...
Anyway I made this alternative account just until I find out what Tumblr is going to do about Undercity4, I won’t be posting any erotic content, writing reviews, or doing any of the things I did with Undercity4 because I see now that for one I can’t even search for blogs on Tumblr because everything turns up as empty which means I’m not searchable either. I found everyone else’s blogs through Google’s search engine instead..
What makes me even more upset is tumblr ignoring my emails, and not even giving me any answers at all about whether or not their planning to delete ALL Sexually explicit blogs entirely eventually or if what they did to me was truly accidental. People keep saying “Oh their terminating everyone” no they are not. Why is it that all of those SFM artists I was following still here posting content?
I wish there was more going on in my life, then I wouldn’t have cared this much about losing my blog. Wouldn’t have cared about any of this stuff...But my blog was very important to me, Undercity4 was important to me it made a difference in my empty dull life. But should my blog stay dead forever...Then this means I have to find something else to do with my time to combat my depression.....That or either go back to abusing Anti-depressant medication like I use to when everything else sucked in life that failed at helping me cope or relax. And it isn’t just the lost of my journal that’s got me feeling like I’ve got nothing to really live for...It’s everything else to.
Between losing my account, being jobless for 2 years now, struggling to find work, being denied opportunities, worrying about things that are out of my control, having health problems that are holding me back, being indebted because of student loans, almost losing my apt, constantly getting my ass kicked every time I want to better myself and improve, being dateless for over 14 years.....
It’s amazing I’m still alive at all. I want to say, it’s a damn miracle that I haven’t fully lost it yet...So irritated with living to be honest.
Despite all the bad that has happened, I will continue to look for work outside of the internet world, and I will continue creating and producing my art until I eventually lose interest like whats going on with everybody else that feels the same way...But I don’t think I will lose any interest in creating art..It’s the only other hobby that I have left that provides a little comfort. Lock me up and throw away the key but I love Erotic Art.
I guess there is nothing else left for me to do around tumblr anymore besides write news about things affecting the community I was part of, and I’m not starting over from scratch again...it’s a waste of time.......To think there are just so many things on my mind I could be discussing right now on my blog if I still had it.....So much information I have...yet nowhere to broadcast and write about it anymore.
..I can only see more lonely times and broken dreams ahead of this dead end road I’ve been walking for the past 17 years going on 18.....the road to nowhere..
