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hello

i'm h, but feel free to give me any nickname you like

23, uk

any pronouns are fine, mainly they/it

this blog is mainly for my poppy, proship & paraphilia thoughts

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if you vibe let's be moots :)

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EXACTLYYY. Tommy is just so eager. Surely anyone else would do the same if they were in Wilbur’s place right? It’s not his fault. He can’t help it that Tommy’s perfect for him, anyone would take advantage of that. I think Wilbur would start subtle. Just one instance of being harsh with Tommy then he’s nice for awhile. Leaving Tommy doubting anything wrong happened, maybe it was just a bad day! And as Tommy normalizes the behavior it just happens more and more

Oh I love Wilbur unintentionally grooming Tommy. I think that’s genuinely what happened honestly. He truly just loves Tommy and wanted what was best for him. He’s heard about all the gross scary people on the internet of course. How can he make sure Tommy’s staying away from them? He’ll need Tommy to tell him everything. Just to make sure he’s safe. Anytime he has a moment of clarity he feels so disgusted and ashamed with himself, but then Tommy notices and he’ll show up, not knowing what’s going on, and cheer Wilbur up. And suddenly it’s all better again

YESSSSS. Tommy’s desperately trying to avoid getting fucked and Wilbur’s content because oh Tommy begs so pretty. But it just makes him want more. He wants more of Tommy. So he gets more insistent. And Tommy gives up more. The only possible ending is Wilbur getting what he wants, but Tommy stalls it out for awhile! Which isn’t really better. Maybe if he let Wilbur the first time Wilbur would’ve been gentle, but after so long of holding back, only getting more desperate? No way he can handle being gentle

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wilbur noticing that tommy will do anything to make him feel better so he makes it seem like he's completely dependent on tommy, that tommy's the one who can always make him feel better. not only will it make tommy feel special and important, regardless of the cost it comes at, it'll make him less likely to leave wilbur. he conditions tommy into throwing himself at wil whenever he gets pissed off.

it absolutely did. it makes me so ill i could talk about it forever. wilbur looking after tommy to not realise he's subconsciously molding him into the perfect toy. ohhh yes wilbur pulling away from tommy in a moment of clarity but when tommy comes chasing after him, bugging him til he cheers up, he knows there's no way he's gonna be able to stay away.

ohhh tommy is mentally broken by the time he gives in. and physically. wilbur taking out his frustrations on tommy as he gets more and more pent up. as he switches between being whiny and pathetic begging to fuck tommy, to angry and frustrated being more rough with tommy in day to day life (but pretending it's totally not on purpose). ough i love wilbur acting like nothing wrong as he's fucking tommy, who's trying not to cry too loud. he won't tell tommy, but he likes that he struggles...

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Do you think tommy kept Wilbur's sweaters because I totally think he still kept Wilbur's sweaters to wear to bed just to feel like hes close to him 🤭 and it still smells like Wilbur

this is so evil why would you make think this.

lowkey yea. he probably has a drawer full. and other keepsakes that he can't bring himself to throw away, but make him sad when he sees. pictures of them tofether, the og vlog gun, his lovejoy cassette.

he can't wear them to bed every night because then they stop smelling like wil. but when he does it's because he really needs to imagine a hug from his big brother.

and just to make it horny, yes he will jerk off in them too. being wrapped up in wilbur's scent reminds him too much of how wil used to touch him. he's crying and he hates it but he can't stop.

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i like when a story is about a bunch of people all trying to groom the main character

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i miss origins smp 💔

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conabuse that really isn’t consensual at all but you’ve conditioned me so well into believing i want this

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Teenbur x tweeninnit ❤️❤️❤️ so totally cuuuute

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creepy older brother wil and the annoying younger brother he ruins<3

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Exactly! Tommy is just so reliant on him already, that means Tommy’s just for him right? Of course he’d guide and shape the boy. It’s practically his job

That. Is in fact fair. Wow I did not realize it was that long ago. Hi I #DoNotCheckDates. But yeah you wrote him so well!!! I loved the way you handled their relationship so much

Exactly! Like Wilbur can be upset with a totally unrelated source, but if it affects him around Tommy? Poor boys in a panic. Wilbur just sits back and watches the sputtering, his bad mood already lifting. But he still acts upset, eager to see what else Tommy will willing offer up. And if Tommy doesn’t offer much up Wilbur will guide him to until he does

At first Wilbur didn’t have awful intentions. He saw a kid so young playing with the “big boys” and he was curious so he checked it out. But Tommy was actually fun! And really cute. The more he watched the more he liked and it oh so quickly delved into manipulating the boys entire life into his hands. Tommy can’t possibly feel bad about anything he’s doing. Surely Wilbur would never want to hurt him

Honestly I don’t think it even feels that good for him. But he’s mentally convinced himself it should. He mimics Wilbur’s moans and Wilbur is feeling really good, so it seems like Tommy is too. Tommy desperately offering to do anything else, no matter how fucked up it is, if it means he can avoid ass stuff. Piss? Drown him in it he doesn’t care. Biting? Preferably out of sight but he can manage. Just. Anything. Just not that. Don’t touch him there please. Ough he’d beg so pretty…

thing is wilbur knows tommy idolises him. he follows him around everywhere, acts like an annoying little brother, knows all the words to all of his and lovejoy's songs. he's like wil's little groupie. what is he supposed to do, not take advantage of that? tommy's too cute to resist! so when wilbur turns on a whim tommy needs to know what he did wrong, needs his validation, he'll do whatever wilbur asks him to.

of course his intentions weren't bad to start, you're right. i think wilbur would've got such a kick out of being idolised by such a sweet silly boy he just had to take him under his wing. guide him away from all the nastiness on the internet. i'm actually so unhealthily obsessed with wilbur grooming tommy, even unintentionally. but i think it's fantastic. in fact it might be even better that it's unintentional because if wilbur genuinely thinks he's doing the right thing at first, realises he's sick in the head, and on top of all that he still keeps going? amazing. i mean, tommy is practically begging for it and he's just irresistible, what is he supposed to do?

ough tommy letting wilbur piss all over him or leave bruises all over him, just to stop wilbur from fucking him. he ends up having to bargain away more of himself each time because wilbur keeps asking and wanting for more. and the sight of tommy begging, he doesn't realise he's just making it worse on himself cause wilbur gets off on that too.

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i was watching sorry boys earlier and remembered a fic idea i had way back that's the set up for a sorry boys video but they all fuck tommy.

"we gangbanged our friend"

and they would joke that they probably can't post this one on youtube.

maybe i have to revisit this idea.

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i posted this, started writing the concept into my notes app, and then immediately started working on a completely different, new fic (that will inevitably end up abandoned in my drafts with the rest).

why do i do this

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being called gross and sick for indulging in my kinks just to get off to being told I'm gross and sick

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Wilbur sees Tommy as a blank slate, he can completely mold that boy into whatever he wants. Tommy trusts him more than anyone else. He can say anything and Tommy will believe him. He treasures, practically worships that innocence. If that gets destroyed then Tommy harder to work with. And he can’t have that

HELP that’s so wild to me. That’s literally peak to me and you’re able to just. Forget it. I loved the way you wrote Wilbur in that so much. He’s so cocky and confident but then he turns into a desperate puppy right before he really gets what he wants. He wants Quackity to have power over how desperate he is. He makes it so abundantly clear when he’s handing over that power

Wilbur is so aware of the power he holds over Tommy and I love it. He’s teaching Tommy that they’re healthy together when they. Really are not

Oughhh I love that. Teaching Tommy to constantly be ready for anything. Tommy being desperate to make up for what he did wrong and. He literally did nothing wrong. Wilbur just wanted to see him on his knees and begging for it

Wilbur was Tommy’s safe space because at the start he truly felt safe, but overall time it’s more so Wilbur constantly telling Tommy that he can trust him, and of course Tommy does! Even over his own instincts. Deranged foreplay is the only words for what Wilbur does to Tommy honestly. But yeah Tommy learning to moan and beg for more because. It makes it end quicker. Like it does feel good! But when he doesn’t fight it, when he lets it feel good, it’ll all be over quicker

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precisely. he's gotta protect tommy from everyone except himself. make sure he's feeding tommy all the right (wrong) things so he is the perfect plaything.

i am sorry i wrote it nearly four years ago i don't always remember these things LOL. i'm glad that comes across that way, i love to write wilbur in a way that is gross, entitled, and pathetic and i think he and quackity have such a fun relationship to play with. especially when it comes to their power dynamics.

yes precisely!! wilbur snapping at tommy or, arguably worse, ignoring him, and tommy falling over himself to make it up to wil. whatever it is he did. and wilbur doesn't even need something sexual from tommy just seeing him teary eyed and grovelling is enough to satisfy him. but he will take it anyway. "if you want to make it up to me, toms, you'll do this."

i mean wilbur has known tommy for years. when they first met on smp earth, tommy didn't know a thing and was so eager to be a part of it all. of course he'll latch on to someone showering him with attention. someone who he's looked up to for years. he has a deep, brotherly bond with wilbur. so much so that he malfunctions when all of a sudden he sees a side of wilbur that contradicts everything he thought he knew. even if the signs were there the whole time. bc what would a grown man have in common with tommy at that time anyway.

ohhhh tommy moaning and begging because it gets it over with quicker is such a delicious concept. he doesn't really want it, but it feels good, so it's okay, because wil wants it and maybe all of that means tommy should want it, too. i've made a post about this before but tommy's ick about anything ass-related is so important here i feel. whether it was there before, or there because of wilbur, i just imagine tommy resisting against wil touching him there because the idea freaks him out so much, but wilbur has to keep assuring him it's gonna feel good. i mean, he doesn't actually care if it does but he is desperate to get his dick in tommy.

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Big brother who gets hard during murder scenes. Who likes fucking his brother after he’s given his sleep medication because he can pretend he’s a corpse. Who wraps his hands around his little brothers throat and squeezes until he passes out so he can fuck his pretty little limp body and imagine he has to dump the body after.

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i was watching sorry boys earlier and remembered a fic idea i had way back that's the set up for a sorry boys video but they all fuck tommy.

"we gangbanged our friend"

and they would joke that they probably can't post this one on youtube.

maybe i have to revisit this idea.

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keep thinking about ctommy, after his experiences with wil and dream, starting to offer himself and his body up to anyone because he believes that's all anyone could want from him.

cut to techno finding tommy in his basement and pleading with him not to kick him out, telling him he will let techno do whatever he wants to him just to let him stay.

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Oh, So we're all on the same page Dream ABSOLUTELY touched Tommy's Dead body in the time it took for Sam to even realize Tommy had died and could consider retrieving it.

I mean just imagine waking up from your literal death, your body having gone stiff and cold. Where your limbs, and joints ache with the cold, fingers still tinged blue. And yet your chest, down to the groin is warm and even a little sticky. Your Body remembers something you never could, because you weren't even in your Body when it happened. But from the moment Tommy passed, Dream kept all his favorite areas flush and warm with his own furnace like body heat. Oh did Tommy's skin act as such a great relief from the heat of the Lava fall infront of them.

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So real it’s literally him. The freak ever. BUT YEAH. He’s trained Tommy to a point where Tommy will openly talk about sexual shit around him and Wilbur is just so convincing. If you watch porn you’ll never get a real partner, porns unrealistic anyway. Tommy needs REAL proper experience! Wilbur can teach him! Wilbur teaches him what’s right and what’s wrong

OH MY GOD IT IS YOU. I. OUGHHH OH MY GOD. I do not know how I’m expected to talk to it like a normal person oh my god. I’m gonna be so honest when I first read the fic I did NOT read the authors name. It was only when you vaguely mentioned it that I was like… Huh. What was that one authors name? Then I saw it and I. I just. Yeah. I. You. Holy shit dude you have no idea how much I obsess over that fic. I literally reread it twice just today

Wilbur can and will be a top but he needs to be pathetic about it. Look at him and tell me you don’t see a sopping wet mutt. You can’t. Tommy is trying so hard, Wilbur says this is normal! Is he fucked up for not liking this? He has to be. How will the women love him if he doesn’t like this? Wilbur is more than happy to help though, learning the best ways to turn Tommy on and get him off, training him to associate the piss with feeling good

Oh my god you’re so right. Like he’s trying to be normal about it and it’s just nothing for him. Maybe he watches some porn video and he hears a pet name Wilbur uses with him. And he’s… Intrigued. Analyzing deep into the why leads him down a rabbit hole that ends at Wilbur Soot’s music. He ends up jerking off to music, just to hear that voice. Getting hard while play fighting for a vlog… Piss I think he’d struggle to think about on his own, idk if I have a situation for that one

I’m so obsessed with Tommy losing his arousal because Wilbur’s too gross. Eventually Wilbur will simulate him enough he can’t help it, but while Wilbur’s doing his deranged foreplay? Tommy’s just checked out. Lights on but no one’s home

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omg 'wilbur teaches him what's right and wrong' is such a loaded statement i love it. he is so horribly obsessed with molding the boy into what he wants him to be. and it's not about completely destroying tommy's innocence either, because that's part of his charm, and part of what entices wilbur to him.

eek thank you LMAO i'm glad you enjoy it. it's one i honestly sometimes forget i've written and then i just remembered because we were talking about wilbur pissing on people and i was like oh yeah i've thought this before. that's so cool haha.

hnng wilbur fully takes advantage of the fact he knows tommy looks up to him and will do anything he does. wilbur has made them both so dependent on each other and really framed himself as the 'good guy' when it comes to the main influences on tommy's soft little teenage brain lol.

in a lot of tommy's old vlogs or even sorry boys vids wilbur can go from very teasing and silly to downright mean and violent with tommy. and he's usually acting or doing it in a playful way but i can imagine, just in day to day life, him suddenly switching up on tommy to have him wondering what he did wrong. have him grovelling after wilbur and clinging to him like a little puppy because he wants to figure out what he did wrong, how he can make it better. and if wilbur ends up rewarding him, and tommy ends up associating wilbur hurting him with getting off..... i'll say no more.

i like that wilbur is a gross person like. this is just true and. ugh i love tommy's safe space of a person actually making him feel uncomfortable and gross and scared at the same time as he makes him feel safe and seen and heard. tommy checking out from wilbur's 'deranged foreplay' (love this phrase too btw omg) is so real like. he has to switch off some part of his brain so that he can actually handle it. wilbur's touching him or saying vile things or making him do something and tommy just wants to cry but instead he finds himself moaning and begging for more and he doesn't know how.

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*kisses you over the duct tape on your mouth*