This isn’t some dear diary bullshit its just thoughts I want to write down real quick
What do they see when looking at me?
What do they say when talking about me?
How will they remember me?
21 years old … failed out of college
Sits on her ass all day playing video games from sun up to sun down
Only taking a break to defecate or stuff her face
A fat pig, got the body for it
Plump and round perfect for the slaughter house
She is the eldest but surely the dumbest
Both younger siblings were smart to get away before it’s too late
To pursue their dreams while mine fade away
Mommy’s perfect little trophies that she can parade about
To show off like she is competing in a dog show
She never did that for me … but maybe there is a reason
So, I can serve her and know my place only as support
Never in the spotlight unless I throw a fit
Even then it’s a pity party and that’s it
Just to keep me content and happy enough to do my job
That’s right I’m a slob with a job
My income is a kind word or two and maybe some food
I know it sounds like my life is fucked up
But honestly it just gets rough
It could have been way worse….
Even though it will stay the same……