It's been a pretty tough year for me. I've pretty much suffered through rejection after rejection since November 2012, and now it's nearly March. (and no, I'm not talking about boys, but organizations, positions, even social clubs). It kind of has me wondering what I'm really even doing here, why I am putting myself through this when I don't seem to belong, and when no one seems to care to have me along. I've lost plenty of friends that I thought I was closer with, too.
It really just comes down to a point where enough is enough, and honestly I'm not sure how to deal anymore.
Why do I even bother?








