Jun 2
All the things she said
#this scene haunts me you don't understand..#when Shane realizes Ilya's team is here so Ilya must be here too#when Ilya realizes Rose Laundry's eternal attachment is at the bar so Rose Landry must be at the bar so of fucking course Shane must be too#i just KNOW this kind of ambiguous anxiety - the razor sharp focus that steers all your senses hunting for them in your field of vision#and poor baby Shane whose resolve crumbles by the second#once he sees Ilya on the other side of the room#the entire exhausting five act drama of Shane's carefully crafted heterosexuality just#loses all basis - all foundation - all purpose - slipping from him within seconds#why did he think he could pull this off to begin with#his heart is bleeding out on the dancefloor#Shane doesn't even care if he's obvious about it right then and there#and his voice - it kills me - barely saying the words to excuse himself#Ilya's presence pulling him in like a magnet#little did he know#Ilya's burning inside with thoughts of him - of them - manifesting Shane's attention - pure desire pulling at both of them#there was no way their eyes would not have met in that room#there was no way their souls would not have rebelled against the prison of their situation#and Ilya - brave and unashamed#nothing left to lose - nothing he hasn't lost already - desperate to pull Shane back to him#away from Rose fucking Landry#Ilya Rozanov was going to make damn well sure#that Shane Hollander remembered what he was turning away from#what he ran from..#even if he himself would plunge right into the darkness too#heated rivalry#hollanov#baby jane dreams in russian
