am writing

this is rpf a side account

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want more of lewis being completely charmed by sebastian, always laughing at his jokes and everyone else judging him (not that seb isn't charming, everyone just thinks lewis is doing too much)

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lewis sing more please. just one more song please, lemme hear your voice

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i wanna write an omegaverse sebcedes au (its lewis centric ofc)

they're not drivers in the au and brocedes are basically attached at the hip, friends or dating that is the forever question. its not uncommon for someone to confuse lewis, a beta, as an omega bc of how often nico scents him.

lewis is used to alphas approaching him with intentions of eventually getting with nico. he figured that sebastian was the same. nice enough guy, sharp toungue, flirts with anything that moves. he's not sure why sebastian doesn't just approach nico but he's having fun spending time with sebastian so he doesn't mind too much. he wouldn't mind seb being around so he selfishly hopes seb's shy streak around nico would continue.

what lewis didn't understand was his sudden lack of suitors. typically, lewis always had a few betas interested in him but recently his pool was dry, people still looked. people always looked at him. sometimes its admiration, care, sometimes its disdain.

lewis couldn't have known

ever since they were young, nico had essentially been scent marking the beta. he needed the world to know that lewis was his even if lewis didn't really know. in the end, it would always be them. nico knew lewis was desired by all, so he took it upon himself to make sure lewis was off the market. it was easy enough to scare off omegas, seduce the alphas, keep lewis by his side. enter sebastian vettel. the only alpha that seems to not get the hint.

basically, lewis is oblivious to how obsessed nico is with him, how much sebastian likes him, and nico and sebastian are trying to discreetly play tug of war with him as the rope. it would end with a throuple probably and ofc be bottom lewis

[softmachinas]

every time lewis hamilton is written as a alpha, an angel loses its wings

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mysogony truly is inescapable 🫩

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i love to write. writing is my passion. writing fics is my purpose. i enjoy this. i can write a paragraph. i will finish a sentence.

🫩🫩🫩🫩

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watching a comp of ppl complimenting hamilton

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i alway laugh when i'm reading an f1 fic where ot was a close race one of the guys loses and he's like "oh babes, i'm glad it was you. i'm not even mad"

i cannot relate if i had the win within my fingertips and it was ripped fron me i would need atleast three business days to calm down, gtf away from me

[teamaspar]

rpf is fine and ethical its being personally attracted to an athlete thats reprehensible

[softmachinas]

cooking up a banger lewis fic

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i wonder how long i'll be in to this~

sports, like kpop, are just a fun little escape for me. its so funny bc right before i started getting into f1, i was in to heated rivalry abd right before that i was in to kpop and i "left" (i don't really leave fandoms, my interests just goes a little dormant for sone time but i'll probably like the fandon again in the future) bc of racism and misogyny. not towards me just in general. and i landed on sports, famously known for being acceptiong of all races and the entire gender spectrum 🫩

but rn, im enjoying (torturing myself with) f1 and i love lewis hamilton (despite him being a capitalist and a hypocrite. seriously, it doesn't matter how much you rep inclusivity and peace if you then go and sleep next to someone who is against that.)

[44caps]

OKAY. i'm over being negative about lewis. he knows he messed up, i know he messed up, he's going into summer break planning to fix it, and i trust him to pull that together. #BELIEVEINPUPPIES

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i love fanfiction. i love ooc characters! idc that it doesn't make sense its exactly what i needed

[barbiehelmet]

anyway. he's still my goat. he will always be my goat and i will always stand by him. that is not going to change ever. i really hope the summer break is a time to rest and reflect and hopefully he comes back in better spirits with his eyes on the prize, and does whatever needs to be done. i will keep saying this forever - you can never ever count him out. i certainly haven't and never will.

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anyways on to fanfic, will be reading and writing to make myself better

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the thing i learned the most today was to get my ass off twitter. the last few races i've been stressed as hell and twitter was naking it a million times worse. today i didn't get on twitter and while i was super disappointed, my anxiety levels were low

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yknow what? i think he'll win tomorrow idc until the race ends tomorrow im holding on to this belief because this isn't impossible, he's gonna win tomorrow

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ok give me the face paint and the clown wig