&& SHE'LL BE A VESSEL.

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           catch these hands over at  @abattoiris

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OK well i scrapped my reaper, but I’m making an oc instead!!  Will update when finished.

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character flaws & strengths.

↳   bold what applies to your muse ! ↳   repost !  don’t reblog !

╳   flaws

moody  |  short-tempered  |  emotionally unstable  |  whiny controlling  |  conceited  |  possessive  |  paranoid  |  lies impatient  |  cowardly  |  bitter  |  selfish  |  power - hungry greedy  |  lazy  |  judgmental  |  forgetful  | impulsive spiteful  |  stubborn  |  sadistic  |  petty  |  unlucky

♔   strengths

honest  |  trustworthy  |  thoughtful  |  caring  | brave patient  |  selfless  |  ambitious  | tolerant  |  lucky intelligent  |  confident  |  focused  |  humble  |  generous merciful  |  observant |  wise  |  clever |  charming cheerful  |  optimistic  |  decisive  |  adaptive  |  calm

tagged by   |  @mundys tagging   |  @shadescythe @insurpasse

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‘ if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore. ’

                  ❞My goodness———  Soft clacking of metallic-tippedfingers chimed in, each TAPlanding harder upon the tablethe matron was seated at.

      ❞ Are you implying the Great   and IMMORTAL kled would back      down from a challenge? 

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' I cannot be saved. '

           ❞ I suppose we share    a similar fate after all.            Frail, cadaverous fingertipsbrush across the robed shoulderof the ex-summoner, leaving behinda trail of frigidity.  

            ❞ But I promise you,    one of us will make it out                 ALIVE.      

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‘ i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer, as long as it leaves your lips. ’ :^)

        ❞ Oh—- A soft glow swept across the sovereign’s face———-     JOY filling her once hollowfeeling bones, leaving her insides   like a mass of writhing acarids.

           ❞——- you are the sole           reason for prayer.

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based on this suggestions blog.  warning:  these are pretty dark/angry  &  could be triggering to some people.  please be cautious before proceeding!!

‘  all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly  &  me to not flinch away without meaning to.  when will this stop affecting me?  ’ ‘  all i want is to be soft  &  gentle,  but i’m made out of steel  &  anger.  maybe in another life,  i guess.  ’ ‘  beauty is in the eye of the beholder,  so choose to see beauty in everything.  ’ ‘  burning it all to the ground  &  force them to start again.  they made you lose everything.  now return the favor.  ’ ‘  do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own?  ’ ‘  do you trust me enough?  do you trust me at all?  ’ ‘  don’t you dare abandon me.  ’ ‘  even after all you have done,  i will always want you fighting on my side.  ’ ‘  every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again.  ’ ‘  everyone i have ever loved is long gone.  i sing to the sky alone.  ’ ‘  everyone i touch gets hurt,  but i can’t stop.  i touch  &  i touch  &  i touch  &  people get hurt.  why can’t i ever stop?  ’ ‘  everyone says i used to be a hero,  but i can still taste the blood in my mouth  &  still feel bruises blooming because of my fists  &  my eyes are still stretched wide  &  terrified.  ’ ‘  everything i love has been taken from me.  what do i have left to fight for?  ’ ‘  fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong.  ’ ‘  friends are more important than any material object will ever be.  ’ ‘  i am aching to hold you  &  keep you safe,  to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you.  ’ ‘  i am divine  &  you will bow before me.  ’ ‘  i am fucking divine.  ’ ‘  i am in control  &  i listen to no one.  ’ ‘  i am not a good person.  don’t pretend i am.  ’ ‘  i am not accustomed to love.  this is a learning experience.  ’ ‘  i am not worth saving  &  i am not worth redemption.  let me stay in the dark.  ’ ‘  i am so tired all the time,  all i want to do is rest.  ’ ‘  i am too tired to deal with any of this.  ’ ‘  i bow to no man.  ’ ‘  i broke into sharp pieces when i broke  &  i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together.  i’m sorry.  ’ ‘  i can give you your wings back  &  i can show you to fly once more,  if you only believe in me.  ’ ‘  i cannot be saved.  ’ ‘  i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people.  i can bear this weight on my own.  i have to.  ’ ‘  i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you,  but i loved you too much to notice.  ’ ‘  i crave affection in the simplest way.  ’ ‘  i deserve to hurt.  i deserve to bleed.  ’ ‘  i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me.  ’ ‘  i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer,  as long as it leaves your lips.  ’ ‘  i don’t fight for you anymore.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to let go of you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to talk about it.  i don’t want to remember.  i don’t want to heal.  all i want is for it to go away.  ’ ‘  i don’t want you to touch me.  please don’t touch me,  just go away.  ’ ‘  i feel anger deeper than my bones.  i feel anger in my very soul.  ’ ‘  i feel nothing at all,  except for when i feel everything all at once.  ’ ‘  i have fallen  &  though i may miss the sky,  i belong here now.  ’ ‘  i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine.  ’ ‘  i have no home anymore.  ’ ‘  i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand  &  then i remember nothing.  ’ ‘  i see beauty in everything,  but especially in you.  ’ ‘  i should never have fallen in love with you.  ’ ‘  i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me.  now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away.  ’ ‘  i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe.  ’ ‘  i will never amount to anything.  i am a failure in the worst type of way.  ’ ‘  i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me  &  maybe someday it will be true.  ’ ‘  if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore.  ’ ‘  if you ask me to,  i will set the whole world on fire,  my dear.  it’s all for you.  ’ ‘  is it my fault?  it’s my fault.  it’s always my fault.  ’ ‘  it’s not murder if they deserved it,  right?  ’ ‘  i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me,  choking on anger  &  suffocating on sadness.  ’ ‘  i’m in love with everything that hurts me.  ’ ‘  i’m okay.  i’m alright.  this is all in my mind.  ’ ‘  i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me.  ’ ‘  i’m so cold  &  i can’t stop shaking.  i am not who you think i am.  ’ ‘  i’m so tired all the time  &  i just want to be awake again.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten.  i just want someone to remember me.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting everything in my life.  just make it stop.  ’ ‘  i’m too tired to care.  blow up,  get angry at me.  i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it.  ’ ‘  jealousy burns within me.  ’ ‘  just let me go in peace for once in my damn life.  ’ ‘  loneliness is a disease  &  it leaves me empty  &  hollow,  like sound goes through my body  &  bounces back.  ’ ‘  made of starlight  &  sunshine,  i shine brighter than they all know.  ’ ‘  my anger is righteous  &  my actions are pure.  ’ ‘  my chest aches  &  my lungs burn.  this sickness comes from the inside.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  all i need is some comfort  &  understanding.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  i ache to go back to the sky.  ’ ‘  my shoulders are aching where wings used to be  &  all i want is for them to stop hurting.  ’ ‘  pull me apart  &  piece me together in your own way.  make me perfect.  ’ ‘  righteous fury throws through my veins  &  if you touch the people i love i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  rise up.  you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more.  ’ ‘  say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue.  ’ ‘  so much blood has been spilled in my name.  time to make you believe it was in yours.  ’ ‘  so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent,  but not when i scream  &  plead for help?  fuck off.  ’ ‘  sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want.  ’ ‘  stay away from my fucking friends.  stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  stop treating me like i’m an idiot.  you aren’t better than me in any way  &  you better remember that.  ’ ‘  the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue.  ’ ‘  the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it.  ’ ‘  to love them is my divine right.  ’ ‘  voices whisper from the shadows  &  they fill my mind with thoughts of you.  ’ ‘  what did i to wrong to be so unloved?  ’ ‘  what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it?  ’ ‘  who the fuck do you think you are?  ’ ‘  why can’t i ever fucking stop crying?  ’ ‘  with a new year comes new tests  &  triumphs.  let’s try to make the most out of it.  ’ ‘  would it really kill you to be honest for once?  ’ ‘  yes,  i remember my wings breaking  &  being destroyed.  i was powerless to stop it.  ’ ‘  you are not required to love your parents,  or to even like them.  ’ ‘  you can’t hate me more than i hate myself,  but you are more than welcome to try.  ’ ‘  you may say you love me,  but you love only a part of me.  i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being.  ’ ‘  you never fucking cared about me.  don’t fucking lie about it.  not to me.  ’ ‘  you remind me of mint.  fresh,  sharp,  kind of cold,  but in a nice way.  i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite.  ’ ‘  you shine light in even the darkest parts of me.  you are my sun.  ’ ‘  you should fear me,  but you don’t.  i will be eternally puzzled,  yet grateful.  ’ ‘  you touch me  &  my skin burns  &  it burns for you,  always you.  ’

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summoner-renzus:

He was not intimidated by the Sovereign’s display, although if Renzus was going to be perfectly honest with himself, Syndra was one of the few souls in Valoran who outstripped him in sheer magical power. He would afford her the respect that her skills demanded, even if he would not quite play her little game.

The First Crow’s skills were not solely limited to the arcane, after all.

“Only a crisis of some kind warrants a murder of crows.” He tells her, moving only to keep Syndra in view. The air between them crackled with tension, both personal and eldritch, two figures of considerable power sizing each other up. “We’re quite solitary creatures otherwise. I suppose we have that in common, Sovereign.”

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         ❞You say that like you understand.

ANGER —-     raw, powerful anger surged && swept over her delicate frame.         The silk-clad body of  the sovereign stiffened, clawed fingertips digging deeply into the palms of the malevolent woman.   CRACKLES of purple energy exited from the chapped wounds upon her hands, a soft, pulsating glow showing through.                    ❞ YOUR solitude was your OWN doing.     I had NO CHOICE in MINE, FOOL. @summoner-renzus​

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KNOWING YOUR PARTNER CAN POTENTIALLY MAKE WRITING TOGETHER A LOT EASIER. REPOST. DON’T REBLOG.

– BASICS.

• NAME:  Milky. • PRONOUNS:  They/Them  •  SEXUALITY:  GROSS.  •  TAKEN OR SINGLE:  (foghorn)

– THREE FACTS.

i fucking L - O - V - E  monsters (not just the drink, aka im a heckin furry)

i’m a huge fucking nerd, the biggest NEET 2 ever live

i love dying and being dead (also hina bc shes my bestie)

– EXPERIENCE.

•   HOW LONG (MONTHS / YEARS?): over 6 years •   PLATFORMS YOU’VE USED: tumblr, skype, youtube (distant shrieking), imvu •   BEST EXPERIENCE: tumblr none, none of these places are free from sin

– MUSE PREFERENCES.

•   FEMALE OR MALE:  female muses, mostly because im fucking g •   FLUFF, ANGST OR SMUT:  FLUFF! ANGST! FLUFF! ANGST! FL •   PLOTS OR MEMES:  memes, honestly--- •   LONG OR SHORT REPLIES:  im garbage so honestly its always fluxing •   BEST TIME TO WRITE: what is writing and how do i do that •   ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S): no i have the self confidence of a rotten walnut

TAGGED BY: Taken from @prideofnoxus​‘s tiny, furry hands.

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evxdent:

Dark orbs shifting across the figure stood in front of him curiously, a corner of the ravens lips curled up into a small smile in return once his gaze had finally met her own, his own hands moving from his pockets before he extended one towards the woman.

“Is that so? Well, I suppose i should introduce myself then. My names Gray Fullbuster.”

        Intrigue filled the mage, her own bright eyes locking on to the hand extended towards her.        Was he MOCKING her? Was this a dare, like those before him who had set out  to shake the very hand of the DEVIL?              NO. This one was fresh. Free of the  scent of the countryside, free of the scent of HOME —- or what could possibly be left of it.

           ❞ How quaint.

Slender, chapped digits extend themselves,  coming to rest atop the opposite’s own set. A chuckle, however soft and light, rang lowly inside the HOLLOW && near empty room.

            ❞ Not many need to ask my name.       But, I suppose it’d be best if I were to give it.        My name is                SYNDRA.

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shadescythe:

VIOLET,  VIOLENT.

❛  oh,  now wouldn’t that flatter you so?  ❜

kayn’s voice dissipates the veil of shadow far faster than his movements do,  stepping out into the moonlight’s glow with a blatant,  complacent grin. it should come as no surprise that he had little intention to hide from her for long. at least this time,  she was able to find him—never mind the fact that he allowed her to.

❛  while i’m sure it must burn you to know… no,  i come bearing news this evening.  ❜

              Arms undo themselves, dangling delicately at the sovereign’s sides. Of course, she was all too happy to see him —-  a fact that perplexed the violet vixen.                Why ? The lack of knowledge scorched her, burning at her fingertips a feeling more harsh than the slow consumption of her  earthly form. Nevertheless, she stood, slowly descending from her ebony seat atop a small, decorative platform.

            ❞ This better be GOOD,      and not a waste of my time.  a waste of OUR time.

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[dvoyd]

‘Let me be alone,’ I say, ‘but never let me be lonely.’

let me have one without the other | m.a.w (via dvoyd)

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       Crossed arms cling to one other behind the slim woman’s back, her posture  straight && NEAT, sans a single limb out of place------ a smile, soft && tender shines through. 

     ❞ Ah, a new face.....   I dare say, such a sight is         WELCOMING.

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           ❞ A bird without a flock.... Metal clad digits scrape along the  side of the room the two stood in, each step ringing out hollow as  the sovereign circled around the robed male ——- akin to that of a lion stalking PREY.

      ❞ My, my ——-     what a RARE occurrence indeed.