I suffer from my anxiety disorder.
oh, and did I tell you it comes with depression? which is absolutely fantastic
do you also know I gave up on all my dreams, hobbyâs and even my work life, to see, (if youâre a little lucky),a few psychologists until I found the âright oneâ which basically never listens to what I say to understand, but to respond with medication. no offence, but..
I suffer from my anxiety did I tell you that? oh, and that it comes with depression
and that in a world full of people, colour, lights, dreams, creativity, love and music, I actually canât be around people, I see only black and white, Iâm in a dark place with no light but nightmares.
feeling like the things I can create will never be good enough and all the melodies turn in to headaches
I suffer from anxiety and depression, did I mention that
I deal with the pain because I probably deserve it, and luckily all the people I once did everything for, are nowhere to be found
I donât want to sound negative, or ungrateful. Iâve learned to live with myself and this disease. I am grateful for this life, but mostly for myself.
Iâd want me as a friend, and all this time Iâve been my own.
so Iâm just here to tell you that, if you are dealing with any of this, you are not alone.
and you have all the reasons to believe in yourself, no matter how long it takes to count all the stars
youâre the brightest light in the dark.
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