Kris's secret sideblog

Kris, Nonbinary (They/She) estrogen/prog HRT 3+ years

[unknown-nidhoggr]

I regret this account lol.

I don't support thst pos anymore. I was a kid.

[mulberry-elixir]

February 2021 Tier 1 Reward - Estelle [Tales of Vesperia]

Hi-res files & .CLIP / .PSD available on my SubscribeStar / PixivFANBOX All the social media ┗(•̀へ •́ ╮ )

[unknown-nidhoggr]

My girl Estelle!!💞

[trytodream]

When you looked at the ebony glazed wood you saw a monochrome child

[inqua]

bravely default II releases tomorrow!!! had to draw my beautiful brown hair boys in celebration!!!

[unknown-nidhoggr]

Oi ! You're awesome !

awwww thank you!

You're awesome too! I hope you have a good day as well!

[unknown-nidhoggr]

[unknown-nidhoggr]

It GENUINELY eats at me to this very day that people in the YS fandom thought or even insinuated that I hurt Dev when if was a misunderstanding during a VC. He just got spooked because he never heard an alters voice before and reacted badly to it. It was an honest misunderstanding and even in CameronF305 video he explains he was even stressed about other things unrelated to me before hand and just lashed out on me in blind rage for literally no other reason. Then apologized soon after and we were okay. He goes through alot and is stressed. Sometimes that does happen even with the closest of friends.

Please I beg of you stop spreading the narrative that I would ever hurt him. To this day it fucking hurts and I cant get it off my mind.

I lost a friend to suicide not long after the event and have been shaken up for months.

[unknown-nidhoggr]

I should have never ever existed to begin with.

People will always hate me and call me toxic.

Maybe I am a horrible person afterall.

I have no hope left in myself of my projects.

It will all go down in flames just like anything else.

[cestvibe]

[clover50]

I would have never expected oreos to be paired with spam on buns.

[birds-and-the-enbys]

Nonbinary spring aesthetic!

Thinking of brighter times ahead

🌼

[fdsfjdsfjkf93723679267-deactiva]

in case you haven’t heard it today, or don’t fully realise it yet: i promise you that most people in this world are kind, loving and understanding. the people around you want you to succeed, they do not want you to fail. your friends don’t hate you, they love you, and they want to see you grow and prosper. 

the world is not as bad as it seems. don’t forget that.

[jollyreginaldrancher]

Sounds fake but ok

[fdsfjdsfjkf93723679267-deactiva]

good news: it’s not fake. everything i said is true. being dismissive towards good things is a damaging mindset to have. you’ll feel a lot better if you have some trust and if you’re willing to consider optimistic viewpoints.

[bluelikecloudss]

Is this what non depressed people feel like ? Damn. You’re so lucky

[fdsfjdsfjkf93723679267-deactiva]

i’m extremely mentally ill and extremely depressed at that. deflecting good advice that encourages you to think positively about life by claiming that the person who said it is not depressed (when i very much am) is also a very damaging mindset to have.

[langsandlit]

OP is the opposite of the “Then Perish” meme. All of OP’s replies read as “Then Prosper”.

[explorerrowan]

Hey all y'all, it turns out that saying positive things and encouraging others with them even when you don’t quite believe them yourself is an excellent coping strategy for clinical depression. I know it’s hard to understand when you’re in the pit, and if I’m honest it’s still hard for me to grok, but the more you say positive things, the more they start being true. If that means lying to yourself, lie! Your brain chemistry is already lying to you about bad things, you may as well lie right back about good ones.

[heartisamusclethesizeofyourfist]

“Your brain chemistry is already lying to you about bad things, you may as well lie right back about good ones.“ 

Wow. That is a really fucking good point. 

[kittyknowsthings]

THEN PROSPER

[overshadowedprojects]

THEN PROSPER!!

[gothiccharmschool]

THEN PROSPER.

[dwave1989]

Rules a Country Must Follow

Think about it… being the personification of a whole country can’t be as easy as it seems. There are probably a lot of rules they must follow, and they can’t live their life as a normal person, though deep down they are just like everyone else - a human being with feelings.

yeah, deep shit right here

[nearlycassidy]

hima took a good look at 2020 and thought “now this looks like a job for meee~”

[unknown-nidhoggr]

Never felt like

[unknown-nidhoggr]

[backstageleft-deactivated202009]

Okay so @q2qcomics and I are currently apartment hunting for the fall and I just stumbled upon the weirdest apartment ever. 

Like at first, wow this looks nice:

How can it be only $650/mo?? Something’s gotta be wrong with it.

… And then you find the floorplan:

Like… WTF is this place? And you realize it’s on bottom of three “apartment units” (Clearly this was meant to be one big place). 

This is your enterance:

Have fun living in the maintenance hallway under the rich folks. 

It comes with such stunning features as:

Creepy ass long murder hallways.

A room with many doors (all closets).

A bathroom that’s clearly just meant for storage.

And whatever this thing is in your kitchen.

I hope you like wine, A LOT.

[captainlordauditor]

this. this is a video game apartment. be wary of lurking assassins. any stray chests probably contain loose gold or weapons

[tombstonettromboners]

honestly I’d totally live in this amateur counter strike mapper’s first map

[shrimppunk-deactivated20170902]

I don’t give a shit that the bathroom is in another timezone its cheaper than anything around here

[metalgirlysolid]

This is literally the first level of Hitman 2

[conquerorwurm]

What the fuck

[mousethe]

what does it all mean