The Labyrinth is Interested

ready to try anything new. clothes. unapologetic food junkie. the arts. staying out late at night. trying out new things. treating every day as if it's his last.

[oddarette]

I drew the gummy rats from Neopets :}

[unodomingo]

It has been awhile.

I don't know why what is up. I am back. I am functioning aimlessly. Not lost. Not stressed. I think? I hope everything will be okay.

[simkaye]

A holy blade seals an ancient power to the murk of the swamp.

Me, a curious little rat: I sure hope nothing silly happens :)

[mcguinnessjohn]

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[danphe]

Portrait of Coco 🏵️

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consuming content

[unodomingo]

I don’t know what to do anymore

A few days ago, I purposely did an interview because I felt it would made me happy. My mother didn’t know I was Bi. These are what she has to say: 

I'm watching ur kumustahin and I was so disappointed with u. Iyan ba ang pinagmamalaki mo sa amin na buong mundo pinanood king sino ka. Sino ba yong partner mo na. Nahihirap kami rito para maibigay namin ang kailangan mo tapos yon lang ang mapapanood ko.

Hindi ka man lang nag isip na masasaktan kami na ganyan ka.

Anong na naman sige ikaw ang lumugar sa akin, matutuwa ka ba na yong anak ay pinagkakalandakan nita na ang partner niya ay isang kapwa niya lalake.

Hindi ko akalain na magagawa mo sa amin yon inspite everything that were doing for u to become a good son.

Ang pinangarap namin sa iyo ay magkaroon ka ng isang pamilya na gagabay as iyo pagtanda namin hindi siya. Wala kang mapapala sa ganyan relation.

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PS. All of these were said to me. during the live interview. so yeah. these words are still in my mind after -ish days. welp. dunno what to do. dunno what to say. so yeah.

one of my questions is: Why is it always about the parents’ dream, the parents’ want? why isn’t it always not considerate with what could make us happy? “hindi ka manlang nagisip na masasaktan kami na ganyan ka” okay so ako pala? sa sinasabi ninyo? di din kaya ako nasasaktan na I feel so alone and the first people to accept me supposedly, despises me. i felt so alone in the closet, HAHAHAHAHAHAHA who would’ve thought i would feel so more alone coming out. 

all I wanna do is graduate, get a job and get out of this house. again. was able to do it once, not scared to do it again. one semester left

[prideprejudce]

tbh the best way that i explain to other people what it feels like to live with an anxiety disorder is the one time when i had to get a fingerprint and background check done for a job and i, someone who has never received so much as a speeding ticket my whole life, spent thirty minutes panicking that i would fail because i might secretly be a criminal and have no idea 

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[prideprejudce]

[yourlookbookmen]

Men’s Look

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By Ivan Casabò, done at ELIJAH Tattoo & Barbershop, Barcelona. http://ttoo.co/p/99020

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[oddinary-cat]

Not usually what i post, but i dug up this design from 2016 and thought i could make it a print or a t-shirt, so i made it digital and clearer. What do you think guys? Let me know in the replies or reblogs on this post if i should!

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Clean and simple diamond by Bex ( Origin Arts, Loughboorugh, UK).

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Clean and simple diamond by Bex ( Origin Arts, Loughboorugh, UK).

[zephyo]

opal ˎˊ˗

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By Diki · Playground, done at Playground Tattoo, Seoul. http://ttoo.co/p/189984