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Ulan

Kasabay ng pagbuhos ng ulan ay ang pag agos ng mga luha Na nagmula sa sakit at pagdurusa

Kasabay ng pag tanong ko ng bakit Bakit ginawa ang bagay na nagpasakit Dumurog at sumira sa natitira ko pang pagasa Na tayoy hindi na magkakalayo pa

Bakit? Bakit mo tinapon ang natitira pa nating pag asa Nang dahil sa isang gabing sasaya ka Kulang pa ba? May kulang pa ba?

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Love ain't enough

You can never prepare for the end, no one ever planned if ever things will end. This what makes things difficult, we we're never ready for the end. We we're drawn in to the idea of forever, we loved hard, slept and woke up loving each other. We became used to the things we do rountinely. Goodmornings and goodnights, fights and make ups. We thought it will be always like that, we never prepared if ever things will end. Now we have come to the part where things aren't the same anymore, we became too confident about the idea of 'us'. Yes, its hard but we have to face this, we we're growing, growing apart. The love is still here, but love just ain't enough.

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Sushi yum yum #sushi #japanese #yummy #maki #philly #teriakiboy

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Saan nga ba natatapos ang responsibilidad ng pagiging PANGANAY?

Saan nga ba natatapos ang responsibilidad ng pagiging PANGANAY?

Buong buhay ko sinikap ko maging mabuting example para sa mga kapatid ko. Lahat ng bagay tinaggihan ko. All my life umikot lang sa bahay at school. Hindi ko naranasan ang sinasabi nilang "perks" ng pagiging teenager. I can really say that my life is boring. Kulong sa bahay, takot sa lola, takot sumubok ng bago at takot magkamali. "Kase baka gayahin nila"

KASE BAKA GAYAHIN NILA. Akala ko sa ginagawa ko, It will lead them to doing good also. But then I missed one thing;

May sarili silang pag iisip, may sarili na silang desisyon sa buhay. I can't control their lives. Di ko pwedeng diktahan ang dapat nilang gawin. They have their own choices in life, sila ang bubuo sa future nila.

pero minsan iniisp ko, Kasalanan ko ba pag napariwara sila? Kasalanan ko pa ba na maligaw ang landas nila? Am I held accountable sa mga choices nila sa buhay? Saan ba natatapos ang responsibilidad ko bilang isang PANGANAY?

I don't blame them sa mga bagay na di ko nagawa. It was all my choice, thinking that I can do something to help them through life. I thought that If I set the path, they will just walk through and follow it. But now I realized that we all have our own paths to set.

Life is just a series of YES or NO decisions. Make your choice and live with its consequences. If you think you made the wrong decision and messed your life, don't blame anyone. It was your choice remember?

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And the rest is history . . . #tbthursday #tbt

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E K . ☀️ #adventure #fun

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F U N. ☀️🎠🎡🎢🍕🚍