[unseentrauma]

intro post

they/them + 18

nonwhite, nd + ablebodied. very very mentally ill but i mostly vent about my ocd, paranoia, cptsd & dissociative disorder. also a c/sa + gr/ooming survivor. currently living in an abusive household.

just a secret vent blog. if you think we’re friends / that u know me please look away . my main is d******t so if u see interactions from there that’s me

dni : engage in ship discourse, MAP, terf, bigot, etc. just don’t be weird please

not a comprehensive / full list of anything + dont ask about prof diagnosis etc . know that i am on medication and i talk abt it sometimes :/

major depressive disorder, anxiety, c-ptsd, some dissociative disorder (susp. DID), psychosis + paranoia, dpdr, ed, ocd, adhd + autistic

i dont like engaging with syscourse so pls dont ask about it. jsyk i moreso post abt trauma regarding my system rather than plurality so if that bothers u probably dont follow ! idm anyone following me as long as ur not disrespectful.

alters might post sometimes, brief key for their emojis. dont ask abt personal details tho

🔪 - A, it/he

💉 - L, they/he

🛸 - N, they/she

🌸 - E, they/she

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i hate radical inclusivity ☠ obviously. self diagnosis is valid and whatever but bro im tired of 12-13 year olds faking DID just bc they want to be a fictional character and having exotrauma and source trauma and etc

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i hate getting close to people it just ends up hurting

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my ex sent me birthday asks fuck i miss him

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praying to god this 15 y/o doesnt have a crush on me bc boy i just turned 18 im not dating a 15 year old 💀

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bc like everytime i wake up hes in my dms 💀 he talks about me constantly 💀 he namedrops me all the time 💀 like either way its uncomfy because its uh. a little intrusive but dear god i pray its a platonic kind of obsession

[unseentrauma]

praying to god this 15 y/o doesnt have a crush on me bc boy i just turned 18 im not dating a 15 year old 💀

[missingvibrance]

have u ever been in so much emotional pain to the point where ur chest starts to hurt and it feels hard to breathe because ur brain is in so much agony to the point where it manifests that pain into physicality to cope with how much it hurts

[dying-weeds]

[compulsived]

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[traumatizeddfox]

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[traumatizeddfox]

in a weird way i have become attached to my trauma and suffering, like a friend. it’s the only thing that has been with me for as long as i can remember. i don’t know who i would be if i healed.

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[whtsthematr222]

!!!!!!

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