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how my ass looks trying to get vored

I've been trying to tell people you don't like Christopher Nolan you like Jonathan Nolan those movies started to fall off when they stopped working together. nobody listens.

osidius-el-enfatico

ngl babe, i didnt know jonathan nolan was a person and i thought you were from a different dimension for a second

zoesupreme

many such cases I'm afraid

estrogenesis-vaporeongelion

mindfuck christopher nolan movie about forming a creative partnership with himself from a different dimension where he's named jonathan

#adaptation. (2002)

selkiecremie

in case you all think my discourse and transfeminism is worthless i have been cut out from an entire queer social group at my college simply for being a trans woman who is opposed to fascism.

almost the entire group sided with the TME bootlicking fascist because they said they "felt bad" about it. and i have been painted as some callous manipulator and had lies about me smeared all across campus. my entire friend group dissolved because i "wasn't being fair to them" and "lacked compassion". That i should give a second chance to the dude who said AI is the future, that AAVE is a devolution of English, is pro-landlord, and who proudly supports eugenics.

Would it shock you to learn that there was only one TMA person in the group besides me, and one of the few who doesn't still hate me? And that the people who sided with the fascists believed that trans women were "taking up" all the queer spaces?

This is just how it is for many trans women. The expectations for the behavior of transfems is sky-high. There is the assumption of bad-faith inherently, and the burden of proof for behavior as non-malicious is unreasonable.

Transmisogyny isn't just when people are mean online. Transmisogyny is the unconscious belief that trans women are dangerous and perverted. This group was seemingly afraid to touch me. And with my flat affect, unexpressive face, and lower empathy expression, it was only a matter of time before i did something to confirm what they believed all along - that trans women are not to be trusted. They would never say it out loud. They'd be scandalized when told they believe it. But the unconscious biases nonetheless demonstrate it's true.

Thankfully, several other people from that group sided with me, and the division became an even split. No one will even tell me what I did wrong, per se, but treats me as a social pariah on par with an abusive ex. This is what transmisogyny looks like in action. The same behaviors in TMEs that are acceptable mistakes or eccentricities become, in TMAs, proof that the "gut feeling" they had was true.

puppetparticles

hi everyone, its puppet again, terminated for no reason at all. this is really starting to hurt.

they terminated both it and its girlfriend, both homeless and disabled trans women who need these donations to live now, especially aince currently we're on track to be out of our crash spot and on the street in a matter of weeks! please keep reblogging this mutual aid post, its paypal is also here. please help, this is all we have >_<

puppet could also use some help connecting, now that it lost its support network again.. if anyone wants to come talk to it, or whatever, it'd be really grateful.

and remember, puppet loves you!!

angelicbunnycharm

i wanna give every girl with a demonized or misunderstood personality disorder/mental illness a kiss on the lips and a tight hug and the feeling of safety and security

angelicbunnycharm

i wanna give every girl with a demonized or misunderstood personality disorder/mental illness a kiss on the lips and a tight hug and the feeling of safety and security

angelicbunnycharm

i wanna give every girl with a demonized or misunderstood personality disorder/mental illness a kiss on the lips and a tight hug and the feeling of safety and security

you're a good dog. of course you deserve love, no matter how much effort you can put forth

wags,,,, i love you, thank you

boymodinginga

I get scared that Irish american chan remade but she forgot all of her mutuals usernames so she's just out there posting I Had A Good Day Today, There Was A Toad to zero notes because no one's found her

#this happened to me

mimiscaptive

Hello! Im Sticky and i want to ask you some questions about being a captive if thats okay! :33 whats your favorite thing about not being free? Do you like that you inspire others to give up their freedom? And please correct me but you go by it/its right? Did your captor choose that for you too??? 🍦🐇

Hi Sticky :3

My favorite thing about not being free is that I'm not allowed to ruin my life anymore. I'm not allowed to sink into my thought spirals. I'm not allowed to worry about all the stupid stuff I used to worry about as a person. Not even that I don't have to, I don't get to. I don't get to carry these weights alone anymore. I don't get to worry about people-things, or if my choices will have consequences, because they are no longer my choices in the first place. My captor will lead me where I need to go. I trust her sense of direction entirely. I'm exhausted by choice and I could almost cry with relief every time I get to let her choose for me. Does that make sense?

I think it's fun that I inspire others to part ways with their freedoms. I think it's so much better to live the way I do. I like that people envy what we have. I like that others get to see just how life changing this is. I like that people are inspired to let go, to connect by giving up something precious. Turn off your brain and be a creature with me ok?

Yes, I use it/its. And yes, my captor picked that for me, too. She picked my name and my pronouns and I want her to pick more about me forever. I want my existence to be inseparable from her control. I am hers, mind body and soul, and I want everyone in the world to know it.

unyappable

i remain convinced that the value people see in me lies in the things i do and the way i perform for them and not in the mere fact of my existence and my cracked heart that bears heat even when everything else threatens to freeze

unyappable

i think that i should be deserving of love even if i don't always give every little thing my all, if i may be allowed to say