Your Favorite X Factor

and everything you can't understand.

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If I’m not the reason why we apart then why are you stop loving me?

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Let’s run away with me

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I’ll take care of you dearly

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can everyone stop being so busy and..

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As you grow up, you are no longer excitedly waiting for your birthday to come. But still, you are expecting people wishing you a happy birthday.

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..because my absence will lead you to miss me.

After rumbling on random ask.fm page

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Common Social Paradox

We're recently having a 20 facts about me phenomenon on Instagram, where tagged person should post facts about them and tag another person.

Basically people would tag their closest friends. And when I heard people whining about how they got so much tag from other people, I assume they got really a lot of friends.

There's people I know who keeps whining about how lonely he is and how the world is abandoning him badly. But in fact, he's always accompanied by a lot of people, socializing from bistro to bistro, takes a lot of pictures with his friends, people come to him easily, and of course got a lot of 20 facts tags

And there's me who keeps thinking that I got a lot of friends since I hang out with some people lately and share some good conversation. But in fact, I spend most of my time alone, rarely socializing to bistros, rarely posting filtered pictures with friends, trying so hard to mingle with people, and of course I got no tag.

The conclusion is I've been living in delusion. I think I people claimed me as friends but the fact stated that they didn't.

I am just everybody's acquaintance.

All this time, I've been observing people. How they socialize, and how they make friends.

One thing I know, there's always one who doesn't give much effort to socialize but people always come to him/her all the time. While I'm here trying too hard to socialize, sacrificing my introversion, and still being the loneliest person in the room.

And this creates a common social paradox: feeling lonely in the crowd.

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Dolls. (at Lapangan Merah)

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Tokyo at night. (at 東京タワー　Tokyo Tower)

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I'm you personal pro, you know. You know what number to try when to cry.

The Cardigans - Been It

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The Cardigans - Carnival

I will never know cause you will never show come on and love me now come on and love me now Carnival came by my town today bright lights from giant wheels fall on the alleyways and I'm here by my door waiting for you I will never know cause you will never show come on and love me now come on and love me now I here sounds of lovers barrel organs, mothers I would like to take you down there just to make you mine in a merry-go-round

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Weird, yet comforting.

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Grease - Summer Nights

Performed by John Travolta and Olivia Newton John

BEST

SCENE

EVER

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