絡新婦 @usagimen - Tumblr Blog

If you're reading this, Sayuri has moved to a new blog with a soft reboot, you can find her over here @shiranken.

Pops in, I'm actually just going to throw Sayuri on a full blown hiatus till the end of the month. Particularly, I am choosing to move her and archive this blog. I'll be keeping asks / whatnot but there is too much clutter. Another reason, I want to streamline her story altogether while snipping away at the bloat. And one reason that is particularly more personal; I am saddened by the loss of relationships or unpleasant memories lingering in the archive. When I do set up, I'll keep dynamics I'm more than sure of wish to remain but also set up a call for those who'd like to start fresh. You can find me at my multimuse @dreams1nc or simply request my discord :)

#OUT.*#// sometimes I feel after awhile when you have a blog for more than one year #// it's like a lot of ghost haunting your space ;A;#// but anyway come join me there! I have tons of ocs including sayu's aunt / twin brother #// I'm remaking her pinterest / made a playlist / and I think by may things will calm down ???#// I've been writing her twin which has helped to solidify her 'story' altogether #// so I'm trying to find ways to make him a visible presence #// sayuri is never gone she's been my daughter of five years !!!

real shame due to the customs of Orlais no one will truly know Sayuri's visage in DA but, she is lovely, okay?

#// no not even her close inner circle knows as she wears heavy makeup under her mask #// which is very typical since no mask or no make up signals a rebellious nature or defiance #// maybe if one is able to squirm their way into her heart there is a chance #// otherwise she is mostly unknown to the outside world as anything but a porcelain face #OUT.*#// knee deep in veilguard yeee!!!!

fear-is-truth

fyi i do not “crush” i experience violent, all-consuming devotion and yearning that leaves me physically ill

#––– ❛ musings 【 hanakari. 】

deadlincs

living, loving, laughing ... allegedly ( accepting ) — @usagimen

Kento's been expecting this to happen in one form or another. Whether it be direct contact or skulking shadow, it'd be foolish to exclude her from the list of formidable foes he's collected thus far. Rather, turned against himself in that one act of fury. Not mindless, no ... he'd been all too aware and conscious of each action in those droll office walls.

"Long time no see." He speaks calmly as always, steady in both tempo and resolve. The concept of small talk felt meaningless here. Viewed as some cheap token to extend his already limited lifespan. The deadline started to tick the moment they came face to face.

usagimen

[兎] THERE IS NO ROOM FOR AFFECTIONS OR NOSTALGIA, the elder women in their silk robes made of lilac && Spring remind her with fierce venom. We exist as the solution to a problem, do not forget; the words weigh heavy as she moves a bound hand against the curvature of her neck. Already the bones snap into place, whatever tension is there has left altogether, a gruesome habit acquired from her nerves that never knew rest. There is no briefing, no need for any pleasantries or beastly laughter, merely a razor sharp coo from the other shrouded figures in their pristine glory all humming together; make it quick, boring men don’t deserve a single second more than what they are given.

She knew the rules, alas, there was a cruelty only their kind could grant by thrusting this task upon her. A former friendly face, one that changes && morphs to her ideal desires, somehow, she doesn’t have the heart to see him as they once did. teenagers with too big of hearts learning quickly, there’s no room for that in this world. Thousands of questions stir within her mind, she doesn’t utter a single one, a frigid gaze with a pristine effigy - the Ice Queen in all her glory. “Long time no see, you’ve become quite the trouble maker” there was no need for malice, anger, or ire, like so many before this was merely just a target, another name that would be scratched && paid in full for whatever higher up deemed this life was unnecessary. Why did her hands shake? Too sentimental she feared, too soft of heart even when she feigned her indifference.

“Hope you didn’t miss me too much, we’re going to have to cut this reunion short, after all, I think we both know why we’re here”

#deadlincs #// basically the elders told sayuri: hey he's unionizing kill that man #// she's totally fine with it totally not ready to cry #// hello higu come watch her eventual crash out

crumbargento

Les Démoniaques - Jean Rollin - 1973 - France

#––– ❛ aesthetics 【 hinode. 】#nsfw #nsfw ///#nsfw ts

masmaviart

"Stars are smiling in the sky The Moon is smiling in the sky ... And I feel For this smile I could kill" © Berenika - The Moon

#––– ❛ kobayashi sayuri 【 utsukushii. 】#ALT TIMELINE: post culling game.*#// SHE'S BEAUTY SHE IS GRACE

usagimen

anyway, who would like sayuri in their ask? if you're a multimuse, specify who you would like this for!

#INBOX CALL.*#// :> just while I wake up Sayuri

your muse as the solar system

SUN • egotistical • melted wax wings and fingers • sunburnt skin • the most generous soul • blood in the fruit • halos • anger on fire • high vitality • thunderous laughter • is pride really a sin? • halogenic aura

MERCURY • expansion of the mind • silver-tongued • an everlasting wanderer • polyglot • high dexterity • handwritten letters • innately critical • en vogue • eyes in the trees • hidden libraries • there’s always room for improvement

VENUS • in love with strangers • iridescent waters • love potions for your mirror • selfless devotion • shattering crystal • seafoam upon sand • the golden ratio • drowning in your own passion • material value & high principles • luring • plush lips

EARTH • fresh springs • tree hugger • we can start again tomorrow • a blazing rainforest • respects survival of the fittest • nature’s adversity • lazy bones • constantly evolving • flowers sprouting from wounds • a granite altar • fossilized remains

MOON • illusory • silver shimmer off the ocean • secrets and gossip • cycles of reincarnation • a crybaby • physically ethereal • shared glances with a stranger • cat eyes • mistrusting their intuition • fear is a prison • ornate magic wands

MARS • healthy competition • attraction and repulsion • magma and rubies • a blade being forged • wrath wrath wrath • malefic • intense eye contact • cannon fodder & fireworks • blood floods • copper taste on your tongue

JUPITER • red robes and a suit of armor • beacon of stability • leader by birth • thunderbolts and lightning • guilty but can’t stop • secret rich kid • golden touch golden tears • innate optimist • failure isn’t an option • constantly reaching for more • unfinished symphonies

SATURN • traditional • overbearing energy • a sculptor of reality • this existence is a karmic one • has a heart, it’s just… way down deep • law, order & justice • avoid all necessary risk • the sound of shackles clanging • sisyphus’ struggle • grappling with the reality of time • self-governing

URANUS • psychedelic funk music • overflowing cups • a rebellion with skin • looking good in photo id • oblivious but caring • middle fingers in the air • double rainbows • icy diamond exterior • holographic • afraid of their own mediocrity • pearlescent smoke

tagged by: @achroanimus, ty ty! 💕💕💕 tagging: just steal it!

#––– ❛ headcanons 【 shoganai 】#// some of these are surprising others are not!!#// the secret rich kid is funny since sayuri plays it off so much she's from a minor noble house

floralpoeticss

She is a twisted soul, a death-ridden woman, haunted by dreams.

Arthur Miller, The Crucible

#––– ❛ musings 【 hanakari. 】

artofyayu

ladies in red

#––– ❛ aesthetics 【 hinode. 】

tewwor-arc

Too cute. Again, said cuteness is always unintentional — these are meant to help train others and cement lifelong skills. And yet ... he supposes his subconscious bleeds through regardless. Already, there's an adorable shape being molded between the width of diligent hands. He sees it now and barely has the means to stifle a sigh.

"Impressed, huh?" The stoic draw of his face lets up ever so slightly. "You won't have to fight this one." A pause's taken as another bundle of colored fiber is picked up to needle in. "You'll have to hide instead."

usagimen

Peculiar little creatures, her fascination stemmed from a whimsical wonder && oddity. For those amongst her clan would spare no mercy when training their young, she didn’t think anything of it, except the adorable nature ensnared her more than she cared to admit. Holding back her giggles, rabbit-eyed && moon-like cheeks lit up, a timid girl with an iron fist, she knew better than to act rude dropping the persona of perfection. “It's customary in my home that when young girls are trained we often take an older sister of sorts, some of them are very strict!” her girlish whines indicated she was used to the teasing, evading, blocking when an older cousin sensed prey. “It’s different here” she did not include, it was friendlier than the rigid nature of Kyoto, who left nothing for the weak && deemed power was power - without it, there was no point. A brow raises, with a heavy sigh her shoulders drop as she pouts, it was understood quickly as she tapped her cheeks with slender digits to wake herself up - don’t idle.