2004

the      thrill      of      breaking      the      rules

[usedby]

 private  and  selective  writing  blog  with  sporadic  activity.    written  by  froggy.

 faceclaim:  jungwon  from  enhypen  muse  name:  yang  kihyun  about  muse:  charismatic  backup  dancer  and  content  creator  :  streetwise,  playful  and  relentless,  shadowing  idols  by  day,  making  tiktok  and  youtube  dances  by  night.

 any  pronouns  are  fine.  i'm  from  europe,  21+  and  i  kindly  ask  that  you  are  20  or  older.  my  activity  will  be  sporadic,  as  i  work  full  time.

 this  is  an  original  character  and  multi  ship  blog.  i  lean  more  towards  f/m  ships,  but  i  also  write  m/m.  when  it  comes  to  shipping,  chemistry  is  a  must,  please  don't  try  to  force  anything.  you  are  welcome  to  have  your  muse  act  however  they  want  towards  mine,  just  keep  in  mind  that  my  muse  will  respond  accordingly.

 ethnicity,  sexuality  and  gender  of  the  face  claim  don't  matter  to  me.  just  please  don't  use  problematic  individuals,  deceased  people,  or  anyone  who  has  expressed  a  wish  not  to  be  roleplayed.  i  also  don't  write  with anyone  who  writes  real  life  idols  as  themselves,  KRP  is  completely  off  limits.

 everything  will  be  in  lower  case.  i  like  short  replies,  but  sometimes  i  write  a  lot  when  the  writing  bug  bites  hard  enough.  i  don't  care  much  for  smut,  and  i’ll  only  write  it  with  people  i'm  close  to.

 in  all  honesty,  just  be  chill  —  don't  be  weird.

[usedby]

imagine

[gongjus]

            hearing  kihyun  admit  that  he  not  only  still  had  feelings  for  her,  but  carried  the  same  kind  of  love  he  did  back  then  makes  her  heart  feel  like  it  might  leap  straight  out  of  her  chest,  "  i  feel  the  same  way,  "  though  she's  always  been  a  little  timid  when  it  comes  to  putting  her  feelings  into  words,  eunju  wouldn't  let  this  moment  slip  by  without  meeting  him  halfway,  it's  the  least  he  deserves  after  everything.  "  i  still  love  you,  too.  "  and  she  never  really  stopped,  even  after  the  breakup,  her  feelings  for  him  had  simply  stayed,  quietly  waiting.  taking  a  bit  of  courage  into  her  own  hands,  eunju  leans  in  closer,  pressing  a  soft,  fleeting  kiss  to  kihyun's  lips  before  pulling  back  just  slightly,  "  i  want  to  work  things  out,  if  we  can.  "  she  adds,  eyes  lingering  on  his  as  if  she  could  lose  herself  in  them  entirely.

[usedby]

      eyes  widen  when  she  admits  feeling  the  same,  hearing  those  words  come  out  her  mouth  causes  a  small  smile  tug  at  the  corner  of  his  mouth.  when  her  lips  press  to  his,  his  eyes  close  momentarily  just  enjoying  the  moment  there.  even  licking  over  his  lips  as  his  eyes  open,  like  he  needed  to  taste  her.  ❛  i  want  to  work  things  out,  try  again.  ❜  he  says,  his  arms  moving  and  pulling  her  closer  to  him  all  the  way  to  his  lap  so  she  would  be  facing  him.  ❛  do  you  want  to  try  again  ?  ❜  arms  wrapped  around  her  securely,  fingers  locked  behind  her  back.  ❛  i  want  to  make  this  work,  again.  i  don't  care  if  it's  gonna  be  hard  ..  i  want  just  you,  us.  ❜  looking  up  at  eunju  before  leaning  up  to  press  lips  to  hers.  

[moonsveiled]

hakyeon doesn't believe it. not one bit. he squints, hands on his hips. "no, no, go ahead. tell me. whatever it is, i can take it." mostly, anyway. though he doesn't think kihyun has anything hurtful in mind.

[usedby]

      shaking  his  head,  lips  pressed  into  a  thin  line.  ❛  it's  nothing  important.  ❜  hands  up  in  defence.  ❛  you  make  it  sound  like  i'm  gonna  say  something  bad,  it's  not  about  you.  ❜  or  was  it  ?  maybe  it  was,  maybe  he  was  hiding  something,  something  hakyeon  didn't  need  to  know.

[mndstom]

A smile dares to slip on her lips when he complains about the time, finding it sort of amusing, and she drops her gaze to look at her feet briefly. She's reminded of her shoes that aren't water resistant. She grimaces at the mere thought of having to deal with wet socks at some point, and she sighs heavily. "Snow is better--" Her words are cut off, and she squeals when the cold water is splashed on them. It wasn't a big splash; it didn't reach her face, but now her socks are definitely wet, and so are her pants and the bottom half of her jacket. Pure shock is on her facial features, and she looks at the puddle for a moment. She is speechless. She doesn't know what to say except stare into the distance, in the dfrection where the car drove.

[usedby]

      this  was  his  luck,  cursing  anything  and  everyone  under  his  breath.  his  clothes  glued  to  his  figure,  being  absolutely  soaked  up  by  the  water  that  had  hit  the  both  of  them  like  a  wave.  he  looks  over  at  the  female  and  then  after  the  car  that  was  long  gone  now,  sighing  out  as  hand  moves  up  to  push  flat  hair  out  of  his  face.  ❛  i  agree  with  you  now,  snow  is  much  better  than  this  dirty  water  in  my  mouth.  ❜  he  makes  a  face,  arms  moving  to  wrap  under  his  chest.  like  that  was  gonna  keep  him  warm.  ❛  do  you  wanna  ..  go  get  a  hot  coffee  ?  or  tea  ?  ❜

[gcholdtrops]

       feels  almost  mesmerizing  standing  this  close  with  kihyun,  as  if  it  had  just  been  another  terrorizing  vision  of  hers,  the  ones  she  had  desperately  been  trying  to  avoid.  however,  male's  touch  along  her  cheek  is  enough  to  proof  it's  reality,  the  tickling  sensation  making  her  want  to  curl  up  into  a  ball.  that  feeling  only  doubles  as  his  lips  part  fo  speak  in  halted  sentences,  paused  by  his  lips  connecting  with  hers  and  siyeon  finds  her  face  pressing  forward,  returning  each  gentle  peck  as  if  she  hoped  for  a  longer  lasting  one.  which  he  granted  her,  making  her  sigh  out  against  his  brims,  while  palm  at  kihyun's  chest  slips  up  higher  and  traces  along  shape  of  his  shoulders  before  able  to  settle  at  the  back  of  his  nape   —-   digits  curling  into  the  hairs  nested  at  his  neck.   “ that's  not  fair...  leaving  that  decision  up  to  me. ”   eyes  are  hooded  as  they  barely  open  to  gaze  up  at  the  male,  but  even  that  is  given  her  the  answer  she  wants  to  give.

“ maybe  they  can  wait  a  while  longer  ? ”   a  smile  surfaces  on  her  lips,  but  it's  more  mischievous  than  shy.  fingertips  dig  gently  into  the  skin  of  his  nape,  pulling  him  back  down  to  have  lips  lock  in  a  deeper  kiss,  her  head  already  angled  to  the  side  to  allow  for  a  better  mesh.  other  hand  rests  at  the  small  of  kihyun's  waist,  slowly  curling  into  the  material  of  his  shirt,  as  if  trying  to  keep  herself  steady,  grounded,  and  to  not  let  herself  give  into  the  immersive  feelings  tying  a  knot  at  the  bottom  of  her  stomach.  however,  the  way  her  body  presses  forward,  seeking  closer  contact  despite  their  frames  already  being  as  close  as  could  be,  gives  away  just  how  much  her  body  was  beginning  to  need  him   ;   more  of  him.  though  it  starts  slow,  as  their  tongues  mingle  together  instead  and  before  siyeon  even  notices  much,  her  hips  did  a  natural  roll  the  second  a  shiver  shot  down  her  spine.

[usedby]

      to  him  it  was  just  fair  enough  to  let  her  decide.  after  all,  she  had  been  confusing  the  whole  day  but  now  that  he  knew  why,  he  was  not  gonna  let  her  go  just  like  that.  not  when  he  finally  got  the  taste  of  her  lips  on  his.  only  smile  tugging  at  the  corner  of  his  mouth  at  her  answer,  well  more  of  a  question  but  that  was  enough  for  him  to  get  more  into  the  kiss,  body  pressing  flush  against  hers,  lips  moving  and  tongue  too  busy  brushing  against  hers.  naughty  hands  traveling  along  the  side  of  her  body.  a  soft  sound  escaping  him  when  her  hips  push  up  against  him,  god  how  much  he  loved  when  she  did  that.  ❛  come  ..  ❜  he  whispers  against  her  mouth,  only  for  him  to  move  and  pull  her  along.

 now  sitting  down  on  the  toilet  seat  in  the  stall,  pulling  her  down  and  make  her  sit  on  his  lap  facing  him.  kihyun  taking  his  time  now  to  look  at  her  up  close,  eyeing  her  before  leaning  up  to  capture  her  lips  again,  hands  pushing  right  under  her  shirt,  palms  traveling  along  her  skin,  feeling  how  soft  she  was,  the  warmth  of  her  skin  radiating  against  his  own.  ❛  i  feel  like  i'm  going  crazy.  ❜  he  says  against  her  mouth  between  the  kisses,  like  it  was  a  secret  told  only  for  siyeon.  he  doesn't  wait  much  longer  to  have  lips  on  her  again,  this  time  peppering  kisses  along  her  jaw  and  down  to  her  neck.  her  scent  driving  him  insane,  like  it  was  intoxicating  and  he  needed  more.  ❛  do  you  want  me  to  stop  ?  ❜  he  whispers,  breathless  and  pulls  away  to  just  look  up  at  her,  eyes  searching  hers  for  an  answer.

[gongjus]

            when  kihyun's  last  query  lands,  eunju  feels  her  heart  skip  a  beat,  almost  as  if  he's  reached  straight  into  her  thoughts.  "  i  don't  blame  us  for  deciding  that,  since  we  were  both  scared  of  what  the  future  looked  like  and  we  knew  i  was  going  to  be  under  strict  rules  .  .  "  she  begins,  finally  lifting  her  gaze  to  meet  his  after  spending  a  moment  staring  down  at  their  hands,  "  but  i  do  think  we  decided  on  things  too  fast.  "  she  gives  a  small  nod,  sharing  her  thoughts  with  quiet  honesty  as  she  holds  his  gaze,  her  heart  thudding  steadily  in  her  chest.  "  being  here  now,  with  you,  things  don't  feel  any  different.  like  no  time  has  passed.  "  it  takes  a  certain  kind  of  courage  to  admit  that,  but  even  more  to  ask  her  next  question,  her  hand  moving  to  rest  against  his  lap.  "  do  you  still  .  .  have  feelings  for  me  ?  "

[usedby]

      her  words  hit  him  like  a  truck,  for  a  moment  kihyun  seemed  to  be  stunned,  just  staring  and  trying  to  understand  what  eunju  had  just  asked  him,  his  eyes  search  hers  and  still  staring,  god  he  really  had  to  stop  doing  so.  ❛  is  ..  that  even  a  question.  ❜  words  come  out  with  a  little  laughter.  it  was  obvious,  of  course  he  still  had  feelings  for  her,  always  gonna  be.  shit,  he  was  still  absolutely  in  love  with  her.  ❛  my  feelings  for  you  never  stopped.  ❜  it  was  the  truth  coming  straight  out  of  his  mouth.  ❛  i  don't  think  i  could  ever  stop  having  feelings  for  you.  heck  ..  i  don't  think  i  could  ever  unlove  you,  i  still  love  you,  eunju.  ❜  corner  of  his  mouth  tugs  to  the  side  as  he  chuckles  out  and  this  time  it  was  his  turn.  ❛  do  you  feel  the  same  ?  ❜

[magnanimitty]

" see wrong ? no ? " it sobered her up a little , standing up straighter and her lip pouting out because she thought she'd upset him and her tipsy state couldn't understand teasing . " no . i mean it , you're cute ... why would i joke about that ? you're attractive and i ... kihyun ... " then her body against his as she hugged him randomly in the middle of a club by a bar , her cheek on his shoulder as her way of giving an apology . " don't imply that about yourself . i'm sorry . i didn't want you to think like that . i wasn't teasing you . "

[usedby]

      for  a  moment  he  doesn't  know  how  to  react  when  her  arms  wrap  around  his  figure,  just  standing  there  like  a  standing  emoji  but  his  arms  move  to  wrap  around  her  gently,  even  a  chuckle  escaping  him  when  he  speaks.  ❛  are  you  okay  ?  i'm  not  offended  ..  don't  worry  about  it.  ❜  he  waits  for  a  moment,  brows  suddenly  knitting  together.  ❛  were  you  about  to  say  something  ?  after  you  called  me  attractive  ?  ❜

[inheritrixzx]

" i don't know about easy , but it's certainly manageable compared to your other work . " she'd put her own cuter twist on the moves and certainly didn't use as much power or precision . " can you show me the arms again ? " she asked , trying to repeat the move to make sure she got it right . cocoa was on the arm of the couch watching the pair of them , meowing once as it to give critique to their performance .

[usedby]

      watching  her  copy  the  movements  he  was  doing  made  him  chuckle  out,  finding  her  adorable  the  way  she  was  trying  to  catch  up  with  the  moves.  ❛  arms  ?  sure.  ❜  he  says  and  repeats  the  moves,  the  meow  coming  from  the  couch  makes  him  smile.  ❛  right  cocoa,  she  got  this  ..  she  just  needs  to  figure  out  the  arms.  ❜  talking  to  the  cat  made  him  feel  like  he  was  losing  his  mind.  ❛  but  yes  ..  just  move  your  arm  to  the  right  and  then  up  and  down  and  roll  your  shoulder.  ❜  he  shows,  then  moving  behind  her  as  if  to  move  her  with  his  hands.

[luvdive]

❝ don't think i can't see the look on your face, ❞ soyeon says from her spot on the dance studio floor. she's excited, don't get her wrong. who wouldn't be when their debut is so close now? but it's been so much work, and this is the first time she's stopped to sit down for more than thirty seconds. she doesn't even like dancing. ❝ we're not doing it again. you know the routine. i know the routine. you get paid anyway, can't we just chill out for a while instead? ❞

@usedby ♡'d for a starter

[usedby]

      side  eyeing  the  female,  even  raising  his  brows  and  kihyun  knew  he  was  being  suspicious  and  maybe  that  was  the  reason  why  she  had  caught  up  to  his  antics.  ❛  why  not  ?  you  know  you  need  to  work  on  this  more,  no  ?  ❜  maybe  they  needed  a  break  at  least  for  a  moment.  ❛  why  do  you  wanna  chill  though  ?  wasn't  this  what  you  wanted  ?  ❜  he  questions  her  and  turns  towards  the  big  mirror  wall,  doing  few  dance  moves  but  his  gaze  was  on  the  female.  ❛  should  we  then  take  a  break  since  you  seem  tired,  maybe  lets  go  down  and  get  some  coffee  ?  ❜

[gongjus]

            there's  a  quiet,  genuine  relief  that  settles  over  her  as  kihyun  mirrors  eunju's  thoughts,  nodding  every  so  often  to  show  she  agrees,  especially  when  he  mentions  how  it  almost  feels  like  they  never  broke  up  at  all,  even  after  all  this  time  apart.  "  that's  the  only  thing  we  need  to  be  careful  with  .  .  "  she  trails  off,  well  aware  of  how  strict  her  company  can  be  when  it  comes  to  them  dating,  especially  still  being  labeled  as  rookies  in  the  industry.  a  soft  snicker  escapes  her  at  his  comment  about  not  seeing  her  as  an  idol,  "  i  wouldn't  think  so.  "  after  all,  they  met  and  dated  long  before  any  debut  stage  or  spotlight  came  into  the  picture.  when  he  reaches  out  to  tuck  a  strand  of  her  hair  behind  her  ear,  her  head  tilts  instinctively  into  his  touch,  only  to  give  a  small  shake  moments  after.  "  no,  not  at  all.  i  don't.  why  would  i  ?  "  a  pout  settles  on  her  lips  as  she  reaches  for  the  same  hand  he  used,  fingers  wrapping  around  it  in  a  gentle  squeeze.  "  you  don't  either  .  .  right  ?  "  she  waits,  breath  held  just  a  little  too  carefully,  nerves  creeping  in  as  she  wonders  where  exactly  this  conversation  is  about  to  lead  them.

[usedby]

      eyes  search  hers  when  her  hand  squeezes  his  hand,  he  looks  into  those  big  brown  eyes  he  learned  to  love  within  their  time  together.  even  now,  still  loving  her  with  all  his  heart.  not  really  sure  if  he  could  ever  come  to  stop  doing  so,  so  consumed  by  her  and  always  gonna  be.  looking  down  and  then  back  up  again.  ❛  i  regret  nothing,  never  did  and  never  will.  ❜  his  hand  cupping  her  cheek  now,  wanting  to  hold  her.  thumb  brushing  against  her  soft  skin.  body  turning  more  towards  her.  ❛  do  you  think  that  it  was  a  mistake  to  ..  end  things  just  like  that  ?  ❜  heart  drumming  against  his  chest  like  it  wanted  to  crawl  out,  anxious  feeling  taking  over.  wanting  to  say  more,  wanting  to  ask  more  but  he  knows  he  shouldn't  cross  the  line.  he  was  just  a  backup  dancer  and  she  was  an  idol,  a  reason  why  they  had  separated  and  gone  their  own  way  or  was  this  fate  telling  them  to  take  on  the  second  chance  given  to  them  ?

[yum-nyang]

[gongjus]

            "  she  is.  he's  from  a  group  under  the  same  label,  like  that  really  big  boy  group  ?  yeah,  she's  basically  screwed  if  anyone  finds  out.  "  couldn't  help  but  let  out  a  quiet  chuckle  at  the  thought,  amused  despite  herself.  his  confession  about  what  just  happened  between  them  brings  a  shy  smile  to  her  lips,  "  i'm-  i'm  the  same,  i  didn't  really  know  what  happened  either.  but  if  i  had  to  guess,  it's  probably  because  we  left  things  kind  of  .  .  abruptly,  didn't  we  ?  "  her  voice  drops  into  a  softer  murmur,  quieter  than  usual.  she  feels  the  subtle  shift  in  the  sofa  as  kihyun  moves  closer,  turning  her  head  almost  immediately  to  look  at  him.  "  i  don't  feel  anything  bad,  i  guess  that's  the  easiest  way  to  explain  it.  "  if  anything,  it's  quite  the  opposite,  a  quiet  sort  of  happiness  lingering  from  the  moment  they  shared.  "  we  do,  especially  since  we'll  be  working  together  a  lot  from  now  on.  "  she  swallows,  eyes  still  fixed  on  him,  unable  to  look  away  now  that  she's  already  met  his  gaze,  worry  creeping  in  that  maybe  they  weren't  on  the  same  page,  that  perhaps  it  really  had  been  the  last  time,  especially  now  that  things  between  them  are  professional  to  some  level.  "  did  .  .  did  you  feel  bad,  or  ?  "

[usedby]

      nodding  his  head  while  listening  eunju  speak,  agreeing  that  they  indeed  had  left  things  abruptly.  he  still  listens  and  lets  her  finish  what  she  had  to  say.  now  bringing  knees  to  his  chest  while  sitting  beside  her.  ❛  i  also  don't  feel  bad  ..  not  at  all,  like  it  almost  feels  like  ..  ❜  he  takes  a  deep  breath,  like  needing  that  extra  oxygen  to  finish  his  sentence.  ❛  like  we  never  really  broke  up,  if  that  makes  sense  ?  ❜  turning  head  to  look  at  her  now,  small  smile  on  his  features.  ❛  but  ..  like  you  said,  we  will  be  working  together  a  lot,  we  also  need  to  be  careful  just  because  i  don't  want  you  to  get  in  trouble  or  want  anything  on  the  news.  i  know  it  might  be  hard,  i  mean  i  can't  even  look  at  you  like  you  are  just  an  idol.  ❜  he  wanted  to  say  more,  like  how  she  was  his  whole  world,  how  beautiful  she  was  and  kihyun  knows  there  was  gonna  be  moments  that  he  absolutely  hates,  knowing  he  wasn't  going  to  be  the  only  male  dancer  around  her  group,  around  her.  ❛  do  you  think  we  can  ..  work  together  ?  ❜  not  like  they  had  any  other  choices.  ❛  do  you  ..  regret  things  ?  ❜  his  hand  moves,  pushing  some  hair  behind  her  ear  that  always  seemed  to  stick  out.

[moonsveiled]

"you looked at me like you wanted to say something else."

* @usedby 💕 / sc.

[usedby]

      ❛  no  ..  no,  there  was  nothing  i  wanted  to  say.  you  are  just  being  delucional.  ❜  trying  to  mask  it  away,  of  course  there  was  more  he  wanted  to  say,  but  was  the  timing  right  ?  he  doesn't  think  so.  ❛  seems  like  you  wanted  me  to  say  something  else.  ❜

[bulsoitan]

he knows it's hopeless, but jay puts on a brave face. ( or, as much of a brave face as he can muster, given the circumstances he's found himself in. ) there's an audible gulp as he swallows, fingers anxiously tapping atop his mouse as he tries to nod his understanding. ❛ god, we're so screwed, ❜ he breathes, laughing slightly at his own misfortune. ❛ if you think you can handle it, ❜ he presses on, ❛ then i'll just have to follow your lead. so, by all means, ❜ he flicks the mouse, turning to his character in game with a grimace, ❛ lead the way. ❜

[usedby]

      ❛  you  want  me  to  go  first  ?  ❜  asking  as  he  was  moving  his  character  on  the  screen  and  he  presses  forward,  fingers  moving  on  the  keyboard  keys  and  other  hand  on  mouse,  ready  to  take  over  the  monsters  that  were  awaiting  them.  at  least  they  had  some  weapons  in  the  game.  ❛  i  think  this  was  a  bad  idea,  man  ..  like  this  is  so  bad.  ❜  he  says,  turning  around  the  corner  in  the  game,  his  heart  beating  loud  in  chest  from  being  anxious.  ❛  of  course  there  is  a  door  you  need  to  open,  bet  there  is  something  behind  it.  ❜  he  wants  to  open  the  door  but  stops.  ❛  do  you  wanna  open  it  ?  ❜

[inheritrixzx]

haewon knew better than to trust that . something warned her that even a " little " choreo would have her panting for breath and look silly , so she left him with a little glare and went to go change , cocoa loyally following her owner in to the closet . just something simple with loose jeans and a top that would hopefully cover her lack of transition during the dance . " ok . teach me , but try to go slow so i can keep up . "

[usedby]

      waiting  for  haewon  to  return  from  her  outfit  change,  he  then  puts  his  phone  to  the  side  and  have  the  music  on.  ❛  okay,  don't  worry  i  won't  go  too  crazy  and  if  it's  too  much  we  can  just  do  a  small  dance  or  something  else,  just  let  me  know,  okay  ?  ❜  looking  at  her,  then  smiling  before  starting  to  show  the  moves  with  his  body  but  slower  so  it  was  easy  to  follow.  ❛  easy,  right  ?  ❜

[magnanimitty]

" i am ? " was the alcohol affecting her hearing ? sunhee's dancing stopped and pushed away the hair that was beginning to stick to the sides of her face from sweating , staring kihyun down because he had to be teasing with her . " you think so ? do you think i'm cute , too ? " may as well throw herself in the fire if she was already tipsy , it would make getting turned down less painful if she was slightly out of it . the alcohol was making her feel bold or else she would have never asked it . " because i think you're really cute . "

[usedby]

      faking  like  he  was  thinking,  even  letting  out  a  small  hum.  deciding  on  teasing  sunhee  for  a  while.  ❛  cute  ?  hm,  maybe  ?  i  don't  know  ..  depends  who  you  ask.  ❜  there's  a  little  smile  on  his  features,  even  a  chuckle  escaping.  now  just  watching  her,  his  smile  fading  at  her  last  comment.  ❛  is  that  a  compliment  or  are  you  just  drunk  and  starting  to  see  wrong  ?  ❜  something  in  his  chest  flutters  but  he  tries  to  just  not  to  react,  maybe  she  was  drunk  and  just  saying  whatever  or  maybe  she  was  just  telling  the  truth  and  kihyun  wasn't  sure  if  he  wanted  to  know  the  truth,  so  he  goes  along.  ❛  cute,  huh  ?  ❜