ponygrl

saddest little princess || vent blog mostly

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new haieeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrr and new ipad

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dyig hair

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vent srory having a hardnight

i wish i wasnt so pussy and ahd the courage to push down and bleed out #funny realistcally if i disapeared irl no one would notice or care ecasue no oe even knows m ,e i almsot always wana do it as some sort of revenge to my parents ad eveyrone who left me all alone i hate this. i wish i was skinny then maybe thye would care like they used to when i was anorexic

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sorry For spam im like freaking out

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ifeel so meaningless i really do i jst wanna be loved liek anyone else i hate my life so much i should really change something soon

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msot useless girl kill Her

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i hope heaven takes me soon

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i feel like i have no value other than my body i really hate myself i hate beig hypersexual

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ventvet vetnnt

im most myself on this tumblr tbh i open up about things im too emabarssed to tell my friends so u dont have to read this im just writing it down to get it out :)

i feel like im trapped inside my mind at all times and unloveable , people say im dramatic cuz im "cute" but i have a bad habit of being lazy, eating too much or starving myself or throwing up , selfharming and attempting sucide alot. my lst attempt was so bad that my kidneys nearly stopped working , and i know im onmly 17 and hve a life ahead of me but it doesnt feel worth anything. i feel so trapped inside my own brain and want nothing more than to be loved, neither of my parents are in my life ; i see my dad sometimes but he usually rediculues me for not keeping the house in absolte perfect shape (i live with my grandpa and hes all i have and i get so scared he will die soon or something i genuinely would take all his narcotics and die before i go live with my dad tbh) nd u might be like well why do u even hate ur dad but he was very physcicallyabusive to me as a child. its hard for meto let go of that. i am also alone irl, im firnesless adn fat and ueseless i dont know why i even think i deserve to live.

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all pics will be this shitty quality till i ge tmy ipad back >:(

my phone sucks rly bad so i dont take pics on it alot

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guys i broke my got damn ipad wotn get it back till wednesday

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im so fat

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lonely sad lady

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sorry guys i started eating too muchand got depressed am back now

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nap tiem

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walking to die at school

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