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I know many other people want you. I just have to trust that you always want and choose me.

i'm going to get my id made today and i'm filled with Trans Worry

what happens when i get to start acting again. when i have 2.5+ hour long rehearsals 3. 5. 7 days awake. do i lose the people i love. that's one of the things that made Her leave she was pissed i 'loved theatre more than her'. which i do now obvs i feel nothing but terrified of her. but will i lose the people i have now too for trying to take this career ?

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sun in bitch, moon in hoe, slut rising

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every trans guy i’ve met who’s also into marvel has one specific male character they want to look like but also date and for me it’s thor

#peter Fucking parker

lyricallymnded

i don’t like who i was then // the wonder years

#i hate it but #s #a #b #too. mostly the first two but

peanutworm

You, an intellectual: 9+7=16

Me, with ADHD: if you take 1 from 9 and give it to 7 thats 8+8 and 8x2 is 16

Someone, usually a Teacher: NOT LIKE THAT YOU HEATHEN

#i have so many problems w math bc i can't think about problems in a 'rational' way #it makes me feel so stupid #and my dad has criticized me a lot for it and i think it's probably a lot of the reason i completely avoid school work and studying #an unhealthy majority of the time #i guess i'm glad i'm not alone and there's a Reason and i'm not just. stupid

yourfaveisadhd

Jake Peralta from Brooklyn-99 has ADHD, Hyperactive Type!!!

Requested by @thescottishmcrdragon

#i'd argue combined maybe but still !!!!!!!

yourfaveisadhd

Shawn Spencer from Psych has ADHD!!!

Requested by @artsietango

#is. is this not c annon tbh #i loved this show when i was younger holy shit this is so accurate shawn is an adhd icon

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#shut up this is me

thatadhdfeel

ADHD: Attention Deficit Hyperactive Disappointment

here it comes again. that wave of. i don't know exactly what it is but it's not good. brought on by realizing i'm missing out on the experiences everyone else around me gets to have while i'm stuck here. between the social anxiety and the sickness even if i had gone to public school to begin with i'd probably be homeschooled by now but everyone around me is graduating and having fun and getting drunk or high at parties and i have. no friends here anymore. i have the kind of people you hang out with and have fun with if there's a designated event for you to be together that you call friends but i don't have friends anymore. and that's probably my fault for being a self pitying recluse. but it hurts. and i wonder how much missing out on all of this is going to fuck me over later in life

#i could join in the fun on insta like hey i'm graduating too!! a year early look at me!!!#but what do i have to show for it #jack shit

is randomly seeing 'if you were abused...' posts that are supposed to be Positivity™ super counter productive and triggering for anyone else or

#it's probably just like my dumb thing abt fem. body positivity triggering dysphoria #which is : stupid and literally only something that effects me

i’m just so fucking exhausted and everything hurts and i know i’m going to be criticized or scolded for not doing Enough but i can’t do anything more i want to cry i don’t want to get in trouble for this

i'm stupid and anxious but i care so much and i don't know if i'll be able to sleep but i don't think there's anything i can Do. there's no point further fucking myself over

that's what i'm gonna tell myself and i'm gonna hope tomorrow doesn't bring more reasons i'm a terrible person

mapsontheweb

More People live in the blue than in the red.

#POPULATION DENSITY MAPS P ISS ME OFF

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