Beng

Fuckkk I love my fictional girlfriend

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Uh here’s an intro post or something

(This is my side blog! My main blog is @just-an-artists-stuff , just pls keep these blogs separate, I won’t really talk about the same things on each blog!)

You can call me Gigi or Beng (not putting my name on here hehe ;) )

Queer (I don’t like to label myself any further, sexuality is complicated)

He/him

Audhd

young adult

Don’t cal me a poser/fake Yandere, I’ll cry

My girlfriend is a fictional character, but I also get fixated on real people as well, mostly men

Yearning to try a qpr with someone

I’d love friends, feel free to reach out I don’t mind :)

My fixations on people are usually a mix of platonic and romantic, not sexual

I’m selfish and greedy, I can’t help it 😔 people can’t have anyone nearly as significant as me in their life, I usually can’t handle it, even if I’m just close friends with them, only exception is if it’s their romantic partner

Likes: DDLC, dating games, psychological horror, IHNMAIMS, Mr. Freeze, Batman, visual novels, TF2, Chainsmoker Cat, U*SA*HA*NA, Umamusume, ball jointed dolls, and lots more that I can’t think of lol

[myetherealbeing]

you  should  stalk  me.  (flirting)

[obsessionrevived]

"Got snap / Insta??"

Well I have an address where you can send me bloodied love letters and a window where you can break in and kidnap me but ig no one else but me believes in courting their true love anymore

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Feeling like I’m a poser and I’m not obsessive enough or stalker-y until I remember the time I found some random guy on deviant art and managed to find what state he lived in in less than an hour (it wasn’t romantic I just found him so interesting that I needed to know more about him)

[obsessivel0v3r]

Maturing is realizing that we both have lives outside of each other and can't spend 24 hours together all the time. Unfortunately I'm immature, so I hope you're cool with me being clingy with you. ♡ྀི ₊

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If that’s maturity then I don’t want to grow up 💚

[horrid696]

You know (totally not bouncing off someone else's post) but anywho made me think, Whenever I make a good friend or just meet someone I care about I feel I get way to obsessed and jealous, like excuse me I thought *i* was your friend why are you talking to all these new people...and then that goes on long enough and my brain starts to blur the lines between platonic and just, love? I dont fuckin know man I'm tired

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Real, unfortunately 💔

[horrid696]

I wish I had someone to love and someone to love me, the type of tender love where we make long drives just to see eachother, sneaking in through windows or welcomed in at the door with open arms, gentle kisses that turn hungry but it doesnt go past that, just cuddles on the couch and random 3am ramblings and murmuring, to wake up to eachother, to eat breakfast together and talk

I wish i had someone to fully share myself with, I know I love both a violent love, but I also love a soft and caring love

I just want to be loved

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Kidnapping people and keeping them all to myself in an isolated house in the forest is so dreamy until I remember that I can’t drive

Next scenario: I catch you running away and we end up having to take an uber back to my home

[souffreii]

stalking will always be romantic to me like oh, you're curious about me? you want to know what i'm doing right now? where i am? what kind of clothes i'm wearing? the kind of people i hang out with? i think it's sweet to have someone so fascinated by you that they pay attention to all the little details of your life. that kind of devotion is beautiful to me ♡

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Oh to have a partner to do this with 💚

[yancorpse]

A relationship where they start with "I saw this and thought of you" and it slowly evolves into "I can't perceive reality without thinking of you."

[echoesofsaturn]

as my final act of love, I will swallow every "please stay" and turn it into silence so you don't feel trapped by my ache

[maladaptiveangelx]

I got attached like a stray cat you accidentally fed once.

[sephtraline]

to be stalked by someone you're stalking is like hitting the jackpot in a casino

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The dream 💕

[monitoringyou]

are you thinking about me? are you thinking about me? are you thinking about me? are you thinking about me? are you thinking about me? are you thinking about me? are you thinking about me? are you thinking about me? are you thinking about me? are you thinking about me? are you thinking about me? are you thinking about me? are you thinking about me? are you thinking about me? ♡

[lobotomikey]

i check my notifications like a starving dog btw

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I’m starved for attention and affection 😭 sorry

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Did the test heehee

Giggling and kicking my feet for some reason idk

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Well, I mean someone's been scrolling through my blog for 2 days let a man be curious :]

-Hugo

Screaming omg I didn’t know that anon was you

You caught me bro 😔