Dear Trent,
I’m sorry I hurt you. It hurt me, more then you. I promise you that. When I said I’d change I meant it, I just had a slip. You saw my slip and threw me away. You said you’d never give up on me, but you did. You put Nathan before me and that was because of a mistake we both made.
Thankyou for loving me when I couldn’t love myself. Thankyou for saving me, but you can’t save me this time. I’m lost. I’m lonely. I’m thrown away. I know you’ll never want me back, and this is why I’m doing this. Everyone’s telling me it will get better, but it won’t. I’m alone. I’ll always be alone. And I’m going to die here alone. I wish I could lay in your arms one more time. I wish I could just hold your hand and tell you I’m sorry. Because I am. I’m so sorry. Goodbye.
