hi itās angst. there is hurt but you are comforted. and comfortable. eren x reader bla bla bla you know the drill. unclear themes, self insert and you should do the same ! love you bye
eren burrowing his fingers in your hair, caressing your head. you donāt say anything. he doesnāt say anything. you look up, eyes full of hurt.
āyou donāt have to tell me.ā he says, gently, like always. you hug him harder, the best you can. you feel understood, you feel seen. he knows you owe no part of you to him, not your feelings, not your thoughts, not your body. you donāt love him any less because of it and neither does he for giving you the emotional space you need.
āthanksā¦ā it comes out strained, almost like it was crawling its way back into your heart, to never see the light of day again. eren smiles and nods. you love him, youāre sure of it, every part of you screams so. i love you i love you i love you i love you, is all you can think, regardless of the pain on your chest.
missing eren. eren who lightly treads his fingers over your back, making you feel goosebumps, eren who, while youāre both laying in bed, about to drift off to sleep, says sweet nothings in your ear, pressing you closer to his chest. you can feel his muscles, his arms around you getting a bit tighter. āi love youā while kissing your cheek and nuzzling against your neck, you smile slowly, sleepy, knowing youāll wake up tomorrow to the same treatment. āi love you too, ārenā is what your sleepy self manages, while your hand snakes to find the back of his head and caress there too. you both fall asleep.
cw: nsfw, reference to main story, caleb is mean, rough handling, xyz being a little shit, a little bit of caleb raised reader if you squint, cervix bruising, bruising in general, manipulation
note: if you interact with this and youāre a minor or have no age visible in your profile be sure to know i will block you and report your account.
āca-caleb!ā your sobs of his name do little to nothing to stop or make him pity you. you actually think it makes him proud, makes him want to see how much more he can break you, how much further can you go like this? you try clawing at his arms, they are caging you, but the most you get is a scoff and proof that if he so pleases, he can still drill deeper into your cunt.
the aching inside of you ā the place where he hits again. again. and again. ā keeps you grounded in this plane, youāre sure youāve drooled all over the pillows and your tears are mixed with it, too. ātell me again, I want to hear it.ā his movements almost stop, giving you room to take a singular breath, until he grabs your face, tears, snot, drool and all, pressing your cheeks firmly together, bringing your face close to his own and causing your neck to arch.
āI donāt fucking need you.ā the words come out of your mouth, but they donāt sound like you intended at all, it sounds like a cry, not an affirmation.
he laughs, because he can not believe this conversation is happening again and he can not believe that you havenāt understood that your tantrums donāt faze him, donāt make him flinch, he has been here for long, has seen it all, knows you from your insides to your shallowest, most futile traits. itās okay, he doesnāt mind showing you all the ways this conversation can go. he has all the time in the world to show you all the different choices you could make and how each one of them would end up. this one in particular is with him bruising your cervix and leaving his handprints on your hips.
cw: nsfw, reference to main story, caleb is mean, rough handling, xyz being a little shit, a little bit of caleb raised reader if you squint, cervix bruising, bruising in general, manipulation
note: if you interact with this and youāre a minor or have no age visible in your profile be sure to know i will block you and report your account.
āca-caleb!ā your sobs of his name do little to nothing to stop or make him pity you. you actually think it makes him proud, makes him want to see how much more he can break you, how much further can you go like this? you try clawing at his arms, they are caging you, but the most you get is a scoff and proof that if he so pleases, he can still drill deeper into your cunt.
the aching inside of you ā the place where he hits again. again. and again. ā keeps you grounded in this plane, youāre sure youāve drooled all over the pillows and your tears are mixed with it, too. ātell me again, I want to hear it.ā his movements almost stop, giving you room to take a singular breath, until he grabs your face, tears, snot, drool and all, pressing your cheeks firmly together, bringing your face close to his own and causing your neck to arch.
āI donāt fucking need you.ā the words come out of your mouth, but they donāt sound like you intended at all, it sounds like a cry, not an affirmation.
he laughs, because he can not believe this conversation is happening again and he can not believe that you havenāt understood that your tantrums donāt faze him, donāt make him flinch, he has been here for long, has seen it all, knows you from your insides to your shallowest, most futile traits. itās okay, he doesnāt mind showing you all the ways this conversation can go. he has all the time in the world to show you all the different choices you could make and how each one of them would end up. this one in particular is with him bruising your cervix and leaving his handprints on your hips.
eren who would love to hear about your interests. whatever it is, he will listen, attentively, like there is nothing else he would rather be doing ā because there really isnāt ā than seeing and observing how you get excited about your passions. anything, fanfic? read him it, he will listen and comment and if you have seen the media together he will be giving you thoughts and linking it back to what youāve seen of the show, music? eren loves adding pieces of you to his day-to-day, especially songs, because he can also remember your little hums to the melody and you sing-songing the lyrics, painting? he will sit there and look and listen to how you came to the conclusion of which colors to choose for this next one youāre working on. he wants to hear it, wants to be a part of what you love and to him that means being who you can come to when you want to share your thoughts.
katsuki bakugo is NOT a nonchalant boyfriend. if you even sigh weirdly heās all over you trying to pry whateverās wrong out of you. he loves with the same intensity he fights with, and it shows in everything he does. when people look at you for too long in public, his hand practically slaps to your waist and pulls you into him. āquit starin!ā heāll bark. he hates when people ogle you like youāre some damn mystical creature they have to have. when youāre alone, he makes it well known he likes you messing with his hair. itās relaxing and he wonāt hesitate to make you do it. katsuki will lay his head on your chest and mumble, āplay with my hair. now.ā in a pouty voice. only the gods above know heād never let his classmates see him like that. this side of him is reserved strictly for you.
Iāve seen a lot of posts on my dash tonight about users who are threatening suicide, with other Tumblr members posting in effort to try to get ahold of them. I think you all should see this:
IF THERE IS EVER A TUMBLR USER WHO HAS POSTED A GOOD-BYE MESSAGE, SUICIDE NOTE, VIDEO, OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT, PLEASE FOLLOW THIS POST.
1. Scroll to the top of your dashboard.
2. See the circular question mark icon at the top? Itās the third one over from your home symbol. Click on that, and a screen similar to the one in the picture will come up.
3. Where you can type in questions, the box with the magnifying glass at the top, type in the word āsuicide.ā
4. Click on the first link that shows up. It should say, āPass the URL of the blog on to us.ā
5. Type in the userās URL and tell Tumblr admin that the user is contemplating suicide and has posted a message indicating that they are going through with it or will be attempting. Hit send! Tumblr administration will perform a number of actions to contact the user and take the necessary steps to prevent the suicide.
TUMBLR: THIS COULD SAVE A USERāS LIFE. PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE SUICIDE THREATS.
Reblog this to keep other users aware. Suicide isnāt a joke, and neither is someoneās life. If you didnāt know this, someone else may not, either. Pass it on.
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