“Oh,” he said, “That’s very kind of you.” It came out a little distant, maybe even sounding disinterested, as if he doesn’t understand the real privilege he was being offered. But that’s not the intent. In reality, the offer had just dislodged a memory in the tangled mess that was Komaeda Nagito’s brain.
Once, when he’d been little, a tree had fallen over in his yard and knocked a hole in the fencing and his dog had run off. He’d walked through the woods near his house for hours, shaking the bag of treats they’d given him at the pet store, calling his name.
The memory played through his mind totally unbidden. That poor dog, who’d been stuck with such a clingy boy as he’d been. Who’d died, terribly and gruesomely, because the boy who’d picked him out, who’d loved him, had such horrible luck.
That dog that had trotted up to him in the woods after he’d fallen down a slope and started to cry, even though he’d dropped all the snacks in the tumble.
Why did he have to remember that? Why couldn’t his stupid rotting brain get rid of such useless memories.
He looked away from his companion, trying to make it seem natural, but having absolutely no idea what natural would really look like.
“Jam,” he repeated. He tries to remember. “Yes, I think I saw a stall selling that…” Try as he might, he can’t recall exactly where it had been. He can remember the smell of the fur of a dog he hasn’t seen in over a decade, but he can’t recall which direction the cart selling jams and jellies was. He’d been walking around this market for a while, so there really was no saying. “I’m sorry. I don’t have the best memory.” But what he does have is luck. “If I were to guess though, I’d say it was that way. So that’s probably where it is.”
That was just more of his good luck, the ability for his talent, as pathetic as it was, to make up for some of the bad luck it threw his way. If he relied on his memory, it was a gamble. If he relied on his luck, it was a sure thing. And to Komaeda, this backwards state of affairs didn’t even seem weird anymore.
As a complete oddity of a person herself, Anemone did not immediately recognize the distance between her newfound companion’s mind and his actions; she was far too busy searching for Gulliver, even though she did not step too far away from Komeada at first.
However, when she finally turned back to face the other teen, Anemone soon realized that not only was Komeada unfocused on her given task, he was mentally somewhere else entirely. She knew that distant look well, as she herself had bore it countless times. Rather than sympathize, or even grow curious about the reasons for the man’s state, Anemone immediately became annoyed.
“Hey!” She slapped her hands together, directly in front of his face; she was demanding his full attention, and would not allow him to give her anything less. “If you think it’s this way, then let’s go already!”
Without hesitation, Anemone grabbed one of Komeada’s wrists and began to drag him along with her in the aforementioned direction. She did not consider the possibility of him being wrong; she wouldn’t allow herself to do so. Whether it be good luck or bad luck, Anemone had chosen him out of a crowd of many, so he would have to deal with her whether he liked it or not.
Perhaps it was fortunate, then, that only a few minutes into the teens’ march that Anemone noticed a stall in complete disarray-- jars had been knocked onto the ground, some broken and their contents leaking, and the owner nowhere to be found. What could be seen, however, was the familiar and overweight visage of a badger, one who was greedily indulging himself in a variety of jams.
Only then did Anemone let go of Komeada, her voice letting out a squeal of both delight and relief in the form of her badger’s name as she rushed to retrieve him.