The Valley System

a system of 35 silly people, osdd-1b, endos dni

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Hello! We're The Valley System, we're an osdd 1b system of 35. Our default/collective pronouns are they/he, we're here for gits and shiggles, to make system friends, and document our experiences as a system in the world.

A list of sign offs will also be kept here on the intro post as people choose theirs

Armin: 🐚

Nico: 🦈

Alhaitham: 🌱

Gressil: 💜

Nagito: 🥀

Rin: 🪼

DNI: endos, homophobes, transphobes, proshippers, loli/shota cons, pedos, etc.

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Every now and then there's a trigger and it reminds me just how bad the abuse really was, it wasnt just being a bit freaky, it was actual horrible nauseating abuse and I hate remembering that

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I know im just sensitive and that it really isnt a big deal but my friends making jokes about how obsessive my current hyperfixation is kinda hurts, like I know its a lot trust me im the one losing sleep because I just want to consume content having to do with it, but you dont have to act like im the most annoying person ever because I keep silently drawing the same character over and over. It just makes me happy to draw them, im sorry if its annoying it just makes me feel less like my skins kinda crawling

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EREN IS SO GORGEOUS AND CUTE AND AUGH IM GOING TO IMPLODE‼️

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Question for the masses

If Eren's so evil whys he so hot?

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Hey ppl of tumblr im here to complain that I miss my dad again

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That silly moment when you're frequently shipped with the guy who violently abused you but that was all just non canon source memories so its fine

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I hate being a fictive, I hate that I have source memories that dont align with canon, i hate that people rarely see beyond my source, I hate that im not allowed to grow because then I won't "act like me"

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Why is this kind of just my account now...

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There was once a time where I dated a fictive of Jean Kirschtein, and I spent a lot of that relationship feeling like I took Marco away from him as I was the one who came up with the plan that he died during, and simultaneously feeling like I was keeping Jean away from our Marco fictive simply by dating him. Somehow, neither of us realized how unhealthy that relationship was for the both of us, and as you can imagine it only lasted a few months, I still think about him sometimes

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I dont think people argue about it often but to those who doubt/wonder if Hange's death was a suicide, yes it was. "But they didn't want to die" I fear we all wanted to at that point...

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I miss being in my body I says fictively

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Sometimes I hear the stories straight people tell about their spouses, and do they know that they don't have to marry someone if they don't love them?

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(Tw mild vent)

For the first time since I was maybe 13 I had a trauma related dream last night, but rather than it be about things that happened to me it was about what I've done and the guilt I feel about them. I'm in a between stage with my guilt where sometimes I'm okay with what I've done and I understand that guilt is a natural part of it, but then there's the times when it haunts me more than anything. Usually, sleeping is a way for me to escape things I feel and normally I don't dream, but with new meds we've started recently I dream a lot now and its not as much of an escape as it used to be. It just kind of sucks I guess, and I wish it wasn't like this.

[valleysys]

Woah! I get to make the first post!

Hi tumblr!! I'm Armin, an AOT fictive, I use he/him pronouns, I'm 17 years old, and my sign off will be 🐚 because the ocean