i wasnt meant to live

[vallis-cineris]

cypher here

sh/ed blog. you know the drill. block, don't report.

i'll be interacting (following, liking, non-anon asks) through @cabbaged-patch, but this is the main blog i'll use

i will not hesitate to block fatphobia

you wont see me counting calories. im too lazy for that shit. stats under cut

sw: 134 lbs (60 kg)

cw: 124.8 lbs (57 kg)

lw: 115.7 lbs (52 kg)

gw 1: 130 lbs (58 kg)

gw 2: 125 lbs (56 kg)

gw 3: 120 (54 kg)

gw 4: 115 lbs (52 kg)

gw 5 110 lbs (50 kg)

current bmi: 22.1

saved workout

[vallis-cineris]

just let me die already

[vallis-cineris]

stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid

[vallis-cineris]

waterboard ourselves with aspertame

and masturbate

til all the oxytocin runs out

[vallis-cineris]

well

i dropped a bit

i dont know

[vallis-cineris]

ok im going to lock in, try and do the best i can

i dont know

[vallis-cineris]

havent weighed myself in weeks im probably back at my sw

will someone please stab me already

[vallis-cineris]

why do i keep lying to myself

[n1kawl]

[vallis-cineris]

i need to stop eating

[captainsav3her]

Hey, so you actually need to stop mixing girlblogging tags with 3d tags

[vallis-cineris]

ill be fine i just need to lock in

for fucks sake i need my prom outfit to fit me

i dont know

[polkadotpromises]

even slow progress is progress!

[vallis-cineris]

gonna fast tomorrow if i can. havent been doing very good at this whole self control thing. ive been sick and just checked the scale today after months and want to die a bit

[xdarkfaeteethx-deactivated20260]

If you see me like your vent post that is me giving u a lil hug, I do not enjoy your suffering

[manicpanicpixiedreamgirl1]

why can’t I js stop eating forever? atp I don’t even like food, i don’t even register I’ve eaten until after I’m so full it hurts. I just have constant cravings. It’s all a game now, its not even food anymore

[vallis-cineris]

i mean how can it be possible to drown yourself in joy