constantly expecting the worst so i can say that i saw it coming

block dont report

[zer0-on3-six]

hi im zero or zer0, no pronouns

this is an ed blog!! if that bothers you, block me. (reporting doesn't do shit. this is my 5th blog, and ill keep making more) i am not pro ana!! i know what im doing is destructive and i know its a bad coping mechanism. but it is my bad coping mechanism of choice. please do not take anything i say as advice <3

dni if you're fatphobic. fuck you. or in recovery

i interact from my mainblog @zer0s-ma1n-bl0g (that'll be follows, likes, and asks)

no longer maintagging my posts until im safe from getting termed for like. a couple days. maybe forever idk

stats under the cut

hw: 165 lb / 75 kg

sw: 160 lb / 73 kg

cw: 135 lb / 61 kg

cbmi: 22.5

lw: 127 lb / 58 kg

gw1: 150 lb / 68 kg

gw2: 140 lb / 64 kg

gw3: 130 lb / 59 kg

gw4: 120 lb / 54 kg

gw5: 110 lb / 50 kg

gbmi: 18.3 

[zer0-on3-six]

wiat 253 - 27.4.26

breakfast : 0 cal 𖦹 nothing

lunch : 520 cal 𖦹 rice cake (35 cal) 𖦹 edamame (65 cal) 𖦹 wheat thins (220 cal) 𖦹 chips (200 cal)

dinner : 1500 cal 𖦹 binge (1500 cal)

total : 2020 cal

steps : 11k

cw : 138 lb / 63 kg

notes under the cut

nooo i havent gained this much in ages this is awful

[zer0-on3-six]

wiat 252 - 26.4.26

breakfast : 0 cal 𖦹 nothing

lunch : 600 cal 𖦹 cheese sticks (150 cal) 𖦹 boro cookies (50 cal) 𖦹 cookies (400 cal)

dinner : 1400 cal 𖦹 binge (1000 cal)

total : 2000 cal

steps : 18k

cw : 137 lb / 62 kg

notes under the cut

ughhh why am i fluctuating so muchhh

[zer0-on3-six]

wiat 251 - 25.4.26 (late)

breakfast : 330 cal 𖦹 chips (300 cal) 𖦹 frozen strawberries (30 cal)

lunch : 660 cal 𖦹 naan (360 cal) 𖦹 empanada (300 cal)

dinner : 1210 cal 𖦹 hi chews (210 cal) 𖦹 binge (1000 cal)

total : 2200 cal

steps : 10k

cw : 136 lb / 62 kg

notes under the cut

sleepy weekend today

[zer0-on3-six]

wiat 250 - 24.4.26 (late)

breakfast : 0 cal 𖦹 nothing

lunch : 1000 cal 𖦹 idk (1000 cal)

dinner : 1000 cal 𖦹 idk (1000 cal)

total : 2000 cal

steps : 15k

cw : 137 lb / 62 kg

notes under the cut

ughh

[zer0-on3-six]

wiat 249 - 23.4.26 (late)

breakfast : 0 cal 𖦹 nothing

lunch : 735 cal 𖦹 2 cookies (200 cal) 𖦹 cheese stick (50 cal) 𖦹 edamame (50 cal) 𖦹 rice cake (35 cal) 𖦹 peanut butter pretzels (400 cal)

dinner : 1500 cal 𖦹 binge (1500 cal)

total : 2235 cal

steps : 10k

cw : 136 lb / 62 kg

notes under the cut

ughhh i keep gaining... ive been stuck around 135 forever and i keep gainng even more back

[zer0-on3-six]

wiat 248 - 22.4.26

breakfast : 0 cal 𖦹 nothing

lunch : 510 cal 𖦹 rice cakes (40 cal) 𖦹 edamame (50 cal) 𖦹 carrots (20 cal) 𖦹 cheese stick (50 cal) 𖦹 chips (150 cal) 𖦹 wheat thins (200 cal)

dinner : 2000 cal 𖦹 binge (2000 cal)

total : 2510 cal

steps : 10k

cw : 137 lb /62 kg

notes under the cut

keep binging </333 when will i lock in againnn ugh

[zer0-on3-six]

wiat 247 - 21.4.26

breakfast : 0 cal 𖦹 nothing

lunch : 1500 cal 𖦹 binge (1500 cal)

dinner : 1500 cal 𖦹 binge (1500 cal)

total : 3000 cal

steps : 14k

cw : 137 lb /62 kg

notes under the cut

binged again </3 what can i say

[zer0-on3-six]

wiat 246 - 20.4.26

breakfast : 0 cal 𖦹 nothing

lunch : 1500 cal 𖦹 binge (1500 cal)

dinner : 1500 cal 𖦹 binge (1500 cal)

total : 3000 cal

steps : 10k

cw : 137 lb / 62 kg

notes under the cut

bigned and gained ufkkckk

so stressed today </3

[zer0-on3-six]

wiat 245 - 19.4.26 (late)

breakfast : 0 cal 𖦹 nothing

lunch : 1200 cal 𖦹 focaccia (800 cal) 𖦹 cookie (150 cal) 𖦹 cinnamon bread (200 cal) 𖦹 dough (50 cal)

dinner : 1500 cal 𖦹 binge (1500 cal)

total : 2700 cal

steps : 12k

cw : 136 lb / 62 kg

notes under the cut

forgot to post last night lol

[stuffaboutmimii]

the weekend is literally over, and i still need my me-time

[manicpanicpixiedreamgirl1]

realest shit i’ve ever heard

[zer0-on3-six]

wiat 244 - 18.4.26

breakfast : 590 cal 𖦹 cinnamon bread (590 cal)

lunch : 800 cal 𖦹 peach jelly (40 cal) 𖦹 cheese (60 cal) 𖦹 chips (700 cal)

dinner : 450 cal 𖦹 cinnamon bread (200 cal) 𖦹 boro cookies (150 cal) 𖦹 banana (100 cal)

total : 1840 cal

steps : 14k

cw : 136 lb / 62 kg

notes under the cut

ok today was not my day but. idk i dont have a defense whatever lol

no breakfast tomorrow trust trust <3

[zer0-on3-six]

wiat 243 - 17.4.26

breakfast : 0 cal 𖦹 nothing

lunch : 1500 cal 𖦹 binge (1500 cal)

dinner : 1000 cal 𖦹 binge (1000 cal)

total : 2500 cal

steps : 27k

cw : 136 lb / 62 kg

notes under the cut

binged a ton but walked more than usual so hopefully it balances out

[zer0-on3-six]

wiat 242 - 16.4.26

breakfast : 0 cal 𖦹 nothing

lunch : 780 cal 𖦹 cookies (400 cal) 𖦹 rice cake (35 cal) 𖦹 edamame and carrots (45 cal) 𖦹 chips (300 cal)

dinner : 1320 cal 𖦹 pasta (150 cal) 𖦹 chocolate (200 cal) 𖦹 strawberries (20 cal) 𖦹 potatoes (400 cal) 𖦹 lamb chop (250 cal) 𖦹 ice cream (300 cal)

total : 2100 cal

steps : 11k

cw : 135 lb / 61 kg

notes under the cut

gonna gain </3

[zer0-on3-six]

wiat 241 - 15.4.26

breakfast : 0 cal 𖦹 nothing

lunch : 730 cal 𖦹 chips (100 cal) 𖦹 seaweed (30 cal) 𖦹 mango (150 cal) 𖦹 ice cream (150 cal) 𖦹 banana bread (300 cal)

dinner : 1100 cal 𖦹 udon (500 cal) 𖦹 banana bread (300 cal) 𖦹 chocolate (300 cal)

total : 1830 cal

steps : 12k

cw : 135 lb / 61 kg

notes under the cut

thought i was sick but idk maybe i just ate something bad </3

i know its really awful but like if i did get a stomach bug at least id drop...

[zer0-on3-six]

wiat 240 - 14.4.26

breakfast : 0 cal 𖦹 nothing

lunch : 670 cal 𖦹 rice cake (35 cal) 𖦹 edamame (35 cal) 𖦹 chips (300 cal) 𖦹 oreos (300 cal)

dinner : 1160 cal 𖦹 chips (250 cal) 𖦹 chicken (300 cal) 𖦹 oreos (110 cal) 𖦹 bread (500 cal)

total : 1830 cal

steps : 10k

cw : 136 lb / 62 kg

notes under the cut

gained </333

[zer0-on3-six]

wiat 239 - 13.4.26

breakfast : 0 cal 𖦹 nothing

lunch : 860 cal 𖦹 rice cake (35 cal) 𖦹 edamame (25 cal) 𖦹 cookies (800 cal)

dinner : 2000 cal 𖦹 binge (2000 cal)

total : 2860 cal

steps : 10k

cw : 135 lb / 61 kg

notes under the cut

binged and purged </33