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18 , , they / she / he intsersex transfem DID system andrew bad things irl

[vampiilur]

HI!! i'm emrys they/she/he ,, 18 ,, DID system with other mental disorders :') i love aregect, sfawtde, roblox (specifically bad things), mewgenics, all that fun jazz i repost a lot, and sometimes i will vent here feel free to interact i love making friends <:3 pronouns page!!

[vampiilur]

8am. still haven't slept I'm so cooked 😭

gonna try n sleep now tho. gn

[vampiilur]

ohh nicknames.. to be called doll.. and bunny.. ohhh

[vampiilur]

changing up my layout again... hooold!

[vampiilur]

ok hi Lala

[vampiilur]

changing up my layout again... hooold!

[kneatle]

I got the game and now I get to feed my miis cigarettes too. >:)

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[forwolfkind]

i'm ian / ein, however you want to spell it. i don't mind.

19 , minors dni unless i do first. do not dm either.

he / it / bone , no preference. but i do like the neos being used.

iwc if you do not like being flirted with or if you are sensitive. i am a flirty guy ++ i can be dry, i have depression and very low social energy.

ein aphmau fictkin, tord eddsworld fictkin, doubles iwc

i'm not on here much. i'll try to be.

ask me about my interests :-)

[vampiilur]

don't kys ur so sexy. also hi i'm a new anon here. -- 🦇

yooo take me to dinner first

[vampiilur]

feeling guilt is normal and okay

feeling miserable no matter how it feels will not last forever, its a part of processing and moving on

never resort to ending your own life because you feel alone- living to see the day where youre the person you wanna be and you have the support you need is worth it

thank you.. it's rough but. I'll be fine probably

[vampiilur]

it can take work to make friends and gain close friends, but its the effort and the journey there that makes those friends last -🫥

i hope.. thank you anon

[vampiilur]

that same diff anon again ill just put a 🫥 or sumn

realistically u cant take back or redo past actions. theyre set in stone and, when mistakes are big enough, you likely wont get those people back, and if you do get any of them back itll likely be years later. all you can do is try and move forward, and keep trying to put yourself out to people. althought its hard, youll eventually find your people. it takes time to integrate into groups or form new groups as well

its always important to reflect on yourself and learn to be comfortable on your own. not being as close with people or not having super close friends never will indicate being uncared for

yeah.. it just sucks a lot. I've felt miserable for so long and it doesn't help that I've been attacked numerous times in the past month.

[vampiilur]

diff anon here. no matter how many mistakes you make, no matter how big or small, it genuinely will never mean you deserve to die man. you might not get those people back, and thats okay- itll take time to find your people anew, and, again, thats okay. dont hold yourself back from healing

it's been 7 months and I barely have friends and they all have their own groups.

it's hard, and I just can't do it

i wish people would just be my friend, or I could just get my old friends back

[vampiilur]

not everyone would be happy if you were gone. there are people who will mourn you, grieve you, miss you, cry for you.

i wish so horribly that I could believe this.

[vampiilur]

you're not a bad person, you made bad mistakes, and those mistakes take time for others to heal from - as well as yourself. don't be harder on yourself, things happen, and it will be okay in the end.

i don't think so. I lost so many people I care about and I wish they'd give me another chance but that's so incredibly selfish of me.

[vampiilur]

im selfish for hoping somebody sees this and tells me im worth it. that i deserve to be on this planet

it wont happen. nothing good happens to me

[vampiilur]

whatever im probably gonna just delete this account and do it. i jus talk to a brick wall here anyways nobodys gona see this. dont know why i talk on here.