[vampirefreak420]

Introducion:3

¡I'm a mentally ill person who struggled a lot with an ed and addiction so there might still be a few triggering posts on here, but they are still part of my life so I want to keep it on here for myself!

I'm 20 yo

Pronounce: They/it

German/English

I enjoy alternative fashion/subcultures (especially punk and goth), makeup, and talking about my life

Have fun <3

[vampirefreak420]

I wish I could spend all of my time in the mushroom dream world so I don't have to think about how y'all are treating me irl

[vampirefreak420]

I'm starting to feel like i ruin everything again

[vampirefreak420]

Maggot

I'm making plans, am so excited, but now you're mad you're not invited, I see something eating through my plan and you say "you need to include me in plans or stop making them"

I get myself a piece of cake, put it in the fridge and leave, but when I come back, I see you took it out and now it's spoiled

I see something eating its way through my cake, but you say "oh don't cry about a piece of cake, but get a new one"

I'm so hurt, the wounds are deep, I'm on the ground and ask for help to get back up, but you keep pushing me down when I'm almost off the ground. Now, the wounds are infected. Something is eating its way through my rotting flesh

I realize it's a maggot eating me alive. I look closer and I see it's you

I try to get rid of you because you are a parasite that ruins everything with its touch, but your infestation is stronger than any poison or trap

Even when I lure you out and lock me up in my house. You'll find a crack and get back in

[vampirefreak420]

Texted a bit with a guy from my OLD school about university (changed schools twice sind I was in a grade with him) and wow he' s so fine now

[vampirefreak420]

It genuenly pisses me of when adults don't know how to properly communicate

[vampirefreak420]

Going through a crisis again

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[vampirefreak420]

You poisoned my pure heart with your hatred, now I can't stop the hate, but luckily, it's only towards you

[ps1]

[vampirefreak420]

Everything hurts and it feels like noone cares about me

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[pumpkinspicebluntwrap]

[vampirefreak420]

Who says men don't know how to decorate

[vampirefreak420]

I love shroomies

[robertdeniro]

What do you do for a living?

Suffer

[vampirefreak420]

Imma be honest I don't believe in the concept of free will