VAMPREL

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[vamprel]

◍ He/him 🇮🇳

◍ Platonic/familial selfshipper (primarily DC, Nu Carnival, and Lost in Limbo)

◍ COMMISSIONS OPEN

◍ Help my mother and I out if you can by donating so we can get pay an attorney for my mothers divorce against my toxic/abusive father

Donate to Money Needed for an Attorney, organized by M P

I need money for an attorney so I can divorce my abusive husband. My three children, my parents, and … M P needs your support for Money Need

[vamprel]

Hi please read this

Okay TW mentions of abuse

Donate to Money Needed for an Attorney, organized by M P

I need money for an attorney so I can divorce my abusive husband. My three children, my parents, and … M P needs your support for Money Need

My situation explained below

My dad is a terrible person and he’s ruining my family’s life, including mine. My mom wanted to divorce him since she fell out of love, cool great yeah. My dad decided the reasonable response to that is destroying our life financially, hurting my family by emotional and psychological abuse, and sort of physical with me, and also every single day I’m home I feel unsafe to even sleep in my own room because I’m genuinely so scared of him. I don’t want to get too into the details because it’s a lot, and also hi this is the internet hi internet people. ANYWAY right yeah my mom needs an attorney for the divorce and also to hopefully get an order of protection, but for now attorney for divorce. I might change the goal for this because my dad wants the divorce to financially rip us to shreds so it might cost more unfortunately, so any donation is appreciated. Please reblog this or share on other websites, because I really want to get him out of my life.

[notesbyash]

think that everyone has their own personal theme in life

[notesbyash]

every nolan film is about time. it winds its way through his filmography; it is fractured in memento, distorted in inception, expanded in interstellar, reversed in tenet.

every hopper painting is about stillness. it is found in every brushstroke; at dusk in automat, at dawn in morning sun, at noon in office in a small city, at night in nighthawks.

i have a friend who orbits ideas of power, another who delights in the prosaic and the plain. one weaves around systems and structures, another returns always to wonder at the sea.

there are other elements of course - our lives cannot be measured by single concepts no matter how large they may be - but time and again i think we return to the things that fascinate, the things that intrigue, the things we cannot quite tear ourselves away from. the themes of our lives.

[lovesick-joey]

I wish people (fandoms) were normal about same-sex pairings. shipping in general, but shipping two men together especially. I'm not talking about people who are passionate about representation, I'm talking about people who care too much about sex dynamics. topping, bottoming... because it almost always happens to same-sex pairings.

I recently found out that ship names used to go by who tops and who bottoms and. if that isn't proof people only care about porn, I don't know what is. "but it's fandom tradition and fandom etiquette to tag properly" I have enough experience to know that some traditions should be left behind. and I thought fandom etiquette was just about being nice to each other... idk. maybe I'm too asexual to understand.

I never really understood why it's that serious. or why that question is always asked to mlm pairings and even wlw. "who tops/bottoms" why is that the first thing you ask about a gay couple? you never do that to straight couples so why them? and I don't understand people who apply those terms in ships that isn't just for smut, and get weirdly serious about it, even aggressive to people who don't like what they like.

I could say the same about traditional types of relationships being put in same-sex relationships- it's a different conversation entirely but it's similar. it's always "who's the one wearing the pants" "who is the wife" but never a gray area. two men can't just be husbands. one of them has to be "the wife". it all boils down to tradition. (this isn't about people who like using these labels to describe their own identity and their own relationships with consenting partners. I can understand that. I'm talking about third parties forcing this kind of stuff)

it's not to say I don't indulge in this too- I'm guilty. I like to think my blorbo bruce wayne is a bottom in bed and I tend to call him wife/girlfriend/feminine terms. I like using those types of wordings for ships I like- I even use stereotypes sometimes. but at the end of the day; it doesn't matter. and not everything is about sex and what these characters/people do in the bedroom.

if this really does affect you, then direct those strong feelings onto serious problems happening in real life that are affecting real people. not just useless fandom/shipping drama. like I'm an intern now, my government's shit, and my people are racist/xenophobic and queerphobic. I genuinely have bigger fish to fry.

anyway my hot take is: top/bottom/switch... sex lingo in general should only apply to, well, sex. smut and porn. and not everyday shipping dynamics, especially when they're gay. I once had someone go "this character is definitely the bottom" to my gay ocs. who are feral cats. why are you sexualizing them... I guarantee if they were straight this wouldn't happen. :'[

[vamprel]

WAAAABAAAMMMMMMMMMM 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥 commission I did for my lovely friend @casmyrr !!! It’s for their bday which is in a few days. They wanted me to draw them (left) with their persona (right)

[cathartidae]

ⓘ You can Bite your Friends.

[cathartidae]

ⓘ reblog to fuckign BITE your mutuals

[vamprel]

Laika and Felicette as Krypto and Streaky :]

I drew this as a berry belated bday gift for my dear amazing super cool epic awesome stunning gorgeous talented kind caring wonderful friend @reaofsunn :DDD

[vamprel]

Mutuals/friends who are okay with talking about body weight hi pls read this because I need help

So I’m underweight 🧍 I’m 78 lbs/35 kg, and I need to get that up. I used to be 85 lbs earlier last month and now it’s suddenly dropped? I really don’t know why. Sure I don’t have the best eating habits and whenever I’m not in school I eat less because I’m not working out as intensely anymore (I don’t have access to a gym 💔) but I just. Sigh I don’t know. I always eat 3 meals a day and have at least one snack, and my portion size has been mostly the same. Sometimes if I don’t eat that much for breakfast/lunch/dinner, I have a snack an hour later, so then I’d technically be eating 5 times a day. I don’t get this man. I really don’t.

[vamprel]

Update

Okay I took some of the advice and also a friend irl told me to just snack like crazy too, basically a see food diet (any food I see I eat it.) sure it’s not the healthiest but uhh my food choices are generally healthy ?? I mean I mainly just eat fruits as snacks OHHH I HAD THE BEST BLACKBERRIES RECENTLY they were soooo juicy. ANYWAY. I gained weight 🥹🥹 83 LBS 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹now it’s time to make sure I don’t lose it. I WILL 85 lbs. then more… yes…

[vamprel]

Mutuals/friends who are okay with talking about body weight hi pls read this because I need help

So I’m underweight 🧍 I’m 78 lbs/35 kg, and I need to get that up. I used to be 85 lbs earlier last month and now it’s suddenly dropped? I really don’t know why. Sure I don’t have the best eating habits and whenever I’m not in school I eat less because I’m not working out as intensely anymore (I don’t have access to a gym 💔) but I just. Sigh I don’t know. I always eat 3 meals a day and have at least one snack, and my portion size has been mostly the same. Sometimes if I don’t eat that much for breakfast/lunch/dinner, I have a snack an hour later, so then I’d technically be eating 5 times a day. I don’t get this man. I really don’t.

[ckalaveram]

Happy pride!

[thequeenoftheentiregoddamnworld]

Hey, hey, look me in the eyes when I tell you this okay? The whole "do trans women or trans men have it worse?" debate going on right now is the most obvious CIA bullshit on earth cause honestly we've both got it pretty shitty and fighting each other isn't helping anyone

[triangleguy]

pros of having a favorite character youve liked for over a decade: character brings you joy and excitement

cons of having a favorite character youve liked for over a decade: they have become a permanent part of your internal monologue and you cant get them to go away

[vamprel]

Commissions are open!

Prices

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Other info

→ Pay first, then I'll draw. This is to avoid scams, and to ensure that you won't get scammed l'll send progress shots and updates.

→ Do: OCs, fanart, animals/furries, gore, artistic nudity, nsfw

→ Don't: hateful content. I won’t draw nsfw of underage characters under any circumstances. Some nsfw I may say no to (water sports and similar), if you’re not sure, just ask!

→ Payment via gofundme

→ Non-negotiable, and no refunds

→ Prices are in USD only

→ Provide me with visual references

→ I have the right to decline anything I am not comfortable with

→ Disrespectful behavior will result in commission being canceled

→ No reselling of my art in any form

→ Commissions take at least 5 weeks, longer depending on my personal life

→ If there are deadlines, commission me a month in advance

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→ Do not remove my watermark

→ I reserve the right to post completed commissions to promote my work

→ DO NOT feed my art into any AI.

→ You can contact me here! Just send a dm :]

More examples of my art

[vamprel]

Hi please read this

Okay TW mentions of abuse

Donate to Money Needed for an Attorney, organized by M P

I need money for an attorney so I can divorce my abusive husband. My three children, my parents, and … M P needs your support for Money Need

My situation explained below

My dad is a terrible person and he’s ruining my family’s life, including mine. My mom wanted to divorce him since she fell out of love, cool great yeah. My dad decided the reasonable response to that is destroying our life financially, hurting my family by emotional and psychological abuse, and sort of physical with me, and also every single day I’m home I feel unsafe to even sleep in my own room because I’m genuinely so scared of him. I don’t want to get too into the details because it’s a lot, and also hi this is the internet hi internet people. ANYWAY right yeah my mom needs an attorney for the divorce and also to hopefully get an order of protection, but for now attorney for divorce. I might change the goal for this because my dad wants the divorce to financially rip us to shreds so it might cost more unfortunately, so any donation is appreciated. Please reblog this or share on other websites, because I really want to get him out of my life.

[vamprel]

My dad made new credit cards under my mother’s name and maxed them out, so now the bank companies he signed it up for are suing my mother since they think it’s her, which means we have to spend more money. We can’t afford another attorney so please donate, it’s been a few months since the last donation and we need money.

I do take commissions

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[vamprel]

Commission for @remirado !!!!

This is a $35 commission :]]

For more info on my prices and more examples, click the link below!

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[vamprel]

I drew some selfship art !! Dick Grayson x my DCsona Lotus :333 it is nsfw so uh. It’ll be under The Thing. Sobs pls tumblr don’t kill me

If you want something like this, my commissions are open!

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[vamprel]

Hi please read this

Okay TW mentions of abuse

Donate to Money Needed for an Attorney, organized by M P

I need money for an attorney so I can divorce my abusive husband. My three children, my parents, and … M P needs your support for Money Need

My situation explained below

My dad is a terrible person and he’s ruining my family’s life, including mine. My mom wanted to divorce him since she fell out of love, cool great yeah. My dad decided the reasonable response to that is destroying our life financially, hurting my family by emotional and psychological abuse, and sort of physical with me, and also every single day I’m home I feel unsafe to even sleep in my own room because I’m genuinely so scared of him. I don’t want to get too into the details because it’s a lot, and also hi this is the internet hi internet people. ANYWAY right yeah my mom needs an attorney for the divorce and also to hopefully get an order of protection, but for now attorney for divorce. I might change the goal for this because my dad wants the divorce to financially rip us to shreds so it might cost more unfortunately, so any donation is appreciated. Please reblog this or share on other websites, because I really want to get him out of my life.

[vamprel]

My dad made new credit cards under my mother’s name and maxed them out, so now the bank companies he signed it up for are suing my mother since they think it’s her, which means we have to spend more money. We can’t afford another attorney so please donate, it’s been a few months since the last donation and we need money.

I do take commissions

Post by @vamprel · 9 images

💬 0  🔁 79  ❤️ 60 · Commissions are open! ·  Prices Other prices Other info → Pay first, then I'll draw. This is to avoid scams, and to e