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𝗍𝗁𝖾 ⠀ 𝑢𝑝𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒⠀ uʍop .

[van1shes]

*         ᵂᴵᴸᴸ ˒⠀⠀ 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎?⠀⠀ . . . ⠀⠀ ʜɪᴅɪɴɢ .       |         an independent ,    highly selective,     and mutually exclusive    will byers     as depicted in the duffer brother’s       𝑺𝑻𝑹𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑬𝑹  𝑻𝑯𝑰𝑵𝑮𝑺 .     exploring various themes ,  including but not limited to :      a childhood lost ,      being sensitive to the supernatural ,     coming back wrong ,     emotional regression ,      a loss of identity ,      etcetera .        by  𝖿𝗅𝗈𝗋𝖾𝗇𝖼𝖾 ,     𝟤𝟥 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗌 𝗈𝗅𝖽 ,     𝗌𝗁𝖾 / 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒 .

𝖳𝖤𝖬𝖯𝖮𝖱𝖠𝖱𝖸 𝖱𝖴𝖫𝖤𝖲 :

this is an independent,      highly selective and mutually exclusive    ‘william byers’    as depicted in the duffer brothers  stranger things.    i am extremely canon divergent and require you to read my divergencies  linked in this post  before interacting.   i’m affiliated with  @ nat2wenty

i will be very careful with who i follow to  curate  a dash that fits my comfortability levels.      i ask that you  only follow  if you truly want to interact.      i do not want to feel unwelcome on my own dash,      so please consider carefully if you actually want to write with me.      i will be more lenient when it comes to friends.  we don’t have to write      immediately      once we follow each other,      but i do expect some interest in my portrayal.      if this comes in the form of plotting or liking my headcanons,      that’s fine.      just don’t use me to add onto your follower count.

i do not allow  minors,  those below eighteen years old,  on my blog.   please do not follow me if you are one.   this is purely for personal comfort.   i am an adult and i wish to write with other adults only.

i ask that if we write together,     you cut your posts and won’t use  gif icons  or extremely large icons.      i do not mind large text.      use whatever formatting you want.      if you ever need me to change anything when it comes to my personal formatting,      do not hesitate to let me know!      i don't practice reblog karma,      but i am also not a resource blog,      so don’t treat me as such.

i won’t tolerate racism,    ableism,      whitewashing / brown washing,     terfs, nazi’s,     homophobia,      pedophilia,      incest,      rape,    xenophobia or any other subjects that may be considered      problematic.    i will not,    under any circumstances,       interact with billy hargrove writers.  he’s a racist and he makes me very  uncomfortable.

the lovely graphics you see on this blog are designed by    @b1gerror .     the psd used is by @psychehelic.

the mun behind this blog is named      florence.      my pronouns are she / they.      i am twenty three years of age.      i am also a  cis female,      white and bisexual.  

[van1shes]

i’m at my grandparents and i fell asleep on the couch and then woke up for dinner and just inhaled it now i’m gonna go in the bath once they’ve finished their dessert

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i really forgot how hot my portrayal of will is how could y’all not remind me???

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he tried to fight it, he really did, but he was tired: of hiding, of running, of being useless, of being saved. will byers joins henry creel. it was inevitable, really. this was always meant to happen.

just like all those years ago, will goes missing. only now it was on purpose.

the upside down tells him, “welcome home”.

[van1shes]

unlike most of u… whenever shit like this happens, i actually wanna be active and thriving on purpose like nothing else make me want to write will more (‘:

[van1shes]

once again thinking about how i’m sending will off to calarts for college because i’m really sinking my teeth into will’s love for california lmao 

[clarkegriffins]

#WILL THE WISE

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i posted this on my old blog but i wish they would’ve explored will’s thoughts and grief about bob dying more. he was a warm, gentle presence in his life who tried to help him with his nightmares and played games with him and made his mom smile     —  and then he died. there’s a lot of guilt there too, gnawing thoughts that tell him he’s the reason his mother can’t stop crying when she thinks he isn’t awake to hear her or that he’s the reason the house seems even emptier, more cold now... but at the end of the day he thinks of bob newby and about how he truly, really, was a superhero.

[leneemusing]

EMOTIONALLY CHARGED SENTENCES STARTERS

❝  i need you.  don’t you get that?  ❞

❝  i’m right here.  i’m always here right in front of you but you never see me!  ❞

❝  you’re my person.  ❞

❝  no,  i don’t wanna have to talk to anyone else right now.  i just want you.  ❞

❝  i know you’re busy and i don’t want to bother you i just—  can i just sit here with you while you work?  ❞

❝  are we okay?  ❞

❝  honestly,  i’m always there.  in my head.  the scars on my body might’ve healed but i never really walked away from it.  ❞

❝  do you want me to make the others leave?  or we could go,  get some fresh air.   ❞

❝  look i’m not coddling you,  i’m just trying to help.  i wanna take care of you cause i,  you know— care about you.  ❞

❝  alright,  here’s your coffee.  are you ready to talk or should i find something to ramble about for a few minutes?  ❞

❝  eventually,  you just gotta learn to let go of the past.  it’s always gonna hurt,  but you can choose when to start focusing on something other than the pain.  ❞

❝  hey,  just breathe.  look at me— look at me.  in and out.  breathe with me okay?  ❞

❝  keep your eyes on me—  just focus on me.  we’re gonna be okay.  ❞

❝  no,  i’m not okay.  nothing is okay.  it never is.  but that’s just how i function most days.  so i’ll be fine.  ❞

❝  i’m not gonna pretend anymore.  i’m still fucked up from it all and i don’t know when it gets better.  ❞

❝  if you keep waiting until you’re done ‘working on yourself’ before you let yourself be with the person you love,  you’re never gonna be with them.  and they’ll find someone else who is brave enough to give them a chance to love them exactly how they already are.  ❞

❝  why do you stick around?  what is it you think you see in me?  ❞

❝  not everything needs an explanation.  i care about you.  i don’t have to sit here and figure out why.  i just do.  so maybe you should try just accepting it too.  ❞

❝  i don’t need your permission to fall in love with you.  you don’t gotta love me back,  but it isn’t gonna stop me from being here when you need someone.  ❞

❝  you love me too much.  i know how that sounds but—  fucking hell.  you shouldn’t care that much about someone like me.  ❞

❝  i don’t care if loving you hurts me.  the world already has enough pain to dole out for no reason,  at least i’ll have gotten these scars from something beautiful.  ❞

❝  if people can hate for no reason,  than i can love for no reason too.  ❞

❝  one day you’re gonna need me and i’m not gonna be there to fix it.  ❞

❝  no,  i can’t fix everything for you this time.  it’s your mess.  clean it up.  ❞

❝  i dunno who taught you that love comes with conditions and limitations,  but mine doesn’t.  not when it’s you.  ❞

❝  i don’t know how to ask for help i just— i’ve never had anyone to ask for help from before.  so…this is me trying i guess.  i need it and i’m afraid to ask for it.  that’s the best i can do.  ❞

[soulprompts]

emotionally intense prompts.

idk my dudes i started listening to the etern.als theme music and now i have these things. bon appetit!

“ i’d follow you to the ends of the universe, if you asked me to. ”

“ how bad is it this time? ”

“ we’re the only thing standing between this world and its destruction. ”

“ we could stop all of this… with just a thought/flick of my wrist. “

“ fair?! how is any of this fair?! “

“ do you truly believe that anything so little as a rule, or a law, might have stopped me from protecting you? “

“ we have to fight. ”

“ we’re not giving up. ”

“ you. i’ll always and endlessly fight for you. “

“ i can wait a thousand lifetimes for you. “

“ we’ve had a pretty good life. but maybe normalcy is a thing we’re meant to protect, rather than enjoy. ”

“ i don’t know if i can protect you any longer. “

“ we’ve seen what they’re capable of. now we need to retaliate. “

“ if only the world knew what we do for them… ”

“ i’m sick and tired of being the one who has to make the sacrifices! ”

“ haven’t we lost enough? ”

“ i’m tired. beyond tired… i am exhausted from the endless fighting. ”

“ things must be catastrophic if you’re calling me at this hour. ”

“ this is what we’ve been waiting for. ”

“ i’d follow you to the bitter end; as i always have. ”

“ the time has come. ”

“ this is what we’ve been waiting for. ”

“ i thought we had more time.  i regret to confess… it appears that i was wrong. ”

“ don’t let them control you, eh? ”

“ you’re better than this. ”

“ everything’s about to change… ”

“ do you truly think so little of me? ”

“ careful… you’ve never had to fight me before. ”

“ we need to leave. ”

“ we’re a good team, you know. “

“ look around you. do you still truly see no reason for us to fight? “

“ we’re family. we don’t turn our backs on each other. “

“ it’s too late! let’s go! ”

“ it wasn’t your fault… ”

“ why are you doing this?! ”

“ i’m sorry… “

“ perhaps i don’t say it enough, but… i’d like you to know that i’m always here, if you ever wanted to talk. ”

“ you/they will always be worth fighting for. ”

“ don’t pretend like you understand. “

“ tell me how i can fix this… ”

“ don’t say it. ”

“ they’re not worth saving. ”

“ i am a god. you… you’re nothing. “

“ well. for whatever it’s worth, it’s been a pleasure fighting alongside you. ”

[soulprompts]

𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐌𝐄 𝐆𝐎 👀.

okay so i got like, three books delivered this week, and in anticipation i reread another book that i had, and lads, let me tell ye, it was like quicksand. so now i have a list, some from my head, many from my wonderful friends’ heads, of prompts that basically made us all very soft or very “pleasantly scandalized rich lady from the sixties who just found out a juicy bit of goss about the new neighbor”. i hope ye like them! (DO NOT ADD TO THE LIST. I WILL MAKE A PART TWO. AND THREE. AND FOUR. MANY MANY PARTS. EVENTUALLY. )

[ HAIR ]:          sender slowly reaches out to catch a loose strand of the receiver’s hair and tuck it gently and securely back behind their ear, letting their touch linger afterwards. (if the receiver has short hair, then the sender reaches out and gently runs their fingers through their hair to smooth it back.)

[ CLOSE ]:          while standing remarkably close to one another, the sender is unable to stop themselves from running their gaze across the receiver’s body, lingering for a moment on their lips, before returning to initiate prolonged, intense eye contact.

[ CHIN ]:          as they stand close to one another, the sender hooks a finger and tenderly lifts the receiver’s chin, tilting it up so that they can look at one another, and running a thumb across their skin lightly.

[ THUMB ]:          while cupping the receiver’s cheek in their hand, the sender slowly glides their thumb across their cheekbone in a tender, sweeping caress.

[ WOUND ]:          upon noticing a recent injury on the receiver’s person, the sender carefully moves closer, running a thumb (or hand) across the wound in a gentle, troubled manner.

[ INHALE ]:          while standing in very close quarters to the receiver, the sender shakily inhales with desire/anticipation as they realize how intimately close they are to one another.

[ DANCE ]:          when alone together (e.g. the bedroom, the kitchen, literally anywhere once they’re alone) the sender takes the receiver’s hand, and pulls them into a graceful yet intimate dance as a spontaneous act.

[ BARE ]:          as they get undressed, the sender gently places a soft, tender kiss against the receiver’s bare shoulder.

[ SCAR ]:          noticing a scar on the receiver’s skin, the sender tentatively stops them from covering it up, and rests a gentle, soft kiss over it.

[ FOREHEAD ]:          placing a hand on the back of the receiver’s neck, the sender guides them close and rests their foreheads together.

[ PALM ]:          taking the receiver’s hand, the sender brings it to their mouth, and places a tender kiss against the receiver’s palm.

[ LINGER ]:          taking the receiver’s hand, the sender lifts it to their lips, and gently kisses their knuckles, lingering for a moment before withdrawing.

[ BEHIND ]:         upon entering the same room as the receiver, the sender steps behind them, and winds their arms around the receiver’s waist, drawing them close against them.

[ WAIT ]:          realizing the receiver is about to leave the room, the sender hastily reaches out and catches their wrist, preventing them from continuing their departure.

[ ARM ]:          after holding their hand, the sender releases the receiver, but slowly glides their hand up the full length of their arm, lingering on the upper arm, then the shoulder, then resting their touch against the side of their neck.

[ HOLD ]:          while close to the receiver, the sender wordlessly takes a hold of their hand, for no other purpose than to be holding it.

[ PLAY ]:          while sitting together, the sender absently lifts the receiver’s hand, idly running their fingertips across the lines of their palms, mapping out every inch of their hand with slow, lazy touches.

[ GUIDE ]:          in the process of guiding the receiver through a crowded place, the sender’s hand protectively grazes against the small of their back

[ TOUCH ]:          while touching the receiver’s waist, the sender’s hand briefly dips beneath the hem of their shirt, skimming briefly across the bare skin of their waist.

[ CUP ]:           bringing both hands up to cup the receiver’s face, the sender draws them in closer to them in order to get a better look at their face.

[ TUG ]:          the sender tugs the receiver close against them by resting a hand against the small of their back, pulling them flush against their body.

[ HUSH ]:          while standing close to one another and hiding from pursuers, the sender reaches up and places a finger against the receiver’s lips to prevent them from speaking and revealing their location.

[van1shes]

🐻

[litprompts]

reblog this and make a post with 🐻 to let your mutuals comment nice things about you and/or your portrayal on!

[van1shes]

hey will watch this t-poses into the sun

🧍🏼‍♂️

[van1shes]

if you ever see will randomly scrunching up his nose in disgust it’s because he’s remembering throwing up dart

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i can’t believe i forgot about this but zawn reminded me of this... will had One (1) friend in cali called curtis and it’s a requited unrequited love story because zawn and i can only write doomed relationships (’: i’m saying this because he’s canon in my portrayal... i need to add him to my rewrite i will do that soon 

[van1shes]

having will be in therapy and medicated is truly the nicest thing i’ll ever do for him