raquel

[vangoghell]

i need help to lose weight

i’ve had an ed since i was 15, i got to 55kg and maintained at 60-65kg for four years, until this year, where i got to 100kg because of depression. i want to starve myself just for a couple months so it can go down a bit, but i’m scared. i want to exercise and i want to enjoy life, but i also get anxiety everyday just from feeling the existence of my body. i need someone to be my partner to be accountable with. i also need the motivation to go to the gym and stick it out without being afraid of fainting (i’m actually super scared of that). pls someone help me:(

ps: actually, no one is gonna read this but i need to let my thoughts out

[vangoghell]

i’m too disgusted with myself to eat but also to move and exercise... contradictions where?

[russianpoetryinenglish]

***

Like inmates, we became intimate, Like we had no choice in the matter, Intimate, like we were infinite, Like we became matted, Became indifferent to differences, (They became intangible,) Until we became interchangeable, Impalpable, and indistinguishable, Same features, same fingerprints, Same lungs – inflammable, Same tongues - inextinguishable!

By Andrey Kneller

[vangoghell]

please help me fast for a week

i want to do it so badly but i feel so alone and scared. i know i can get away with 4 days for sure (i’m going on a mini trip with my parents for a day the 24). i need to drop this weight off for my erasmus

[mellysickly]

[art-wallpapers]

Luis Ricardo Falero (1851 – 1896)

Faust's Vision

The Human Soul

Twin Stars

The Lily Fairy

Le Vin Ginguet

The Planet Venus

[fivetail]

bitch you lack so much class marx declared you a utopia

[2am-poetry-deactivated20160318]

[safaet-soler-blog-deactivated20]

Russian literature for beginners (part 1)

If you are new to the Russian literature, here’s a list of literary works for you.

Aleksandr Sergeyevich Pushkin:

The Captain’s Daughter (historical novel)

The Moor of Peter the Great (unfinished historical novel)

The Tales of the Late Ivan Petrovich Belkin (a series of five short stories)

Dubrovsky (unfinished novel)

The Little Tragedies ( a series of four plays)

Eugene Onegin (novel in verse)

Boris Godunov (closet play)

Ruslan and Ludmila (poem)

The Queen of Spades (short story)

The Prisoner of the Caucasus (poem)

The Bronze Horseman (poem)

The Tale of Tsar Saltan (fairy tale in verse)

The Tale of the Fisherman and the Fish (fairy tale in verse)

Winter Morning (poem)

Mikhail Yuryevich Lermontov:

The Novice (Mtsyri, poem)

Borodino (poem)

Demon (poem)

A Hero of Our Time (novel including five short stories)

The Sail (poem)

Death of the Poet (poem)

Ivan Sergeyevich Turgenev:

Fathers and Sons (novel)

Mumu (short story)

A Sportsman’s Sketches (collection of short stories)

Asya (novella)

Torrents of Spring (novel)

Nikolai Vasilievich Gogol:

Dead Souls (novel)

The Government Inspector (satirical play)

Evenings on a Farm Near Dikanka (collection of short stories, two volumes of four stories each)

Mirgorod (collection of short stories, two volumes of two stories each)

Petersburg Tales (collection of short stories)

Aleksandr Ivanovich Kuprin:

The Pit (novel)

The Garnet Bracelet (short novel)

Olesya (novelette)

A Clump of Lilacs (short stories)

Anton Pavlovich Chekhov:

Three Sisters (play)

The Cherry Orchard (play)

Uncle Vanya (play)

Lev Nikolayevich Tolstoy:

War and Peace (novel)

Anna Karenina (novel)

Childhood, Boyhood and Youth (novels)

The Sevastopol Sketches (three short stories)

Ivan Andreyevich Krylov:

(all fables)

The Crow and the Fox

Swan, Pike and Crawfish

Moska and the Elephant

The Dragonfly and the Ant

Mikhail Afanasyevich Bulgakov:

The White Guard (novel)

Heart of a Dog (novel)

The Master and Margarita (novel)

Morphine (story)

[karamazovdmitri]

in what order do you think it’s best to read dostoyevsky’s novels?

hey so this is a question i get asked quite often, so you know what? i made yall a handy chart

[blackness-by-your-side]

The sign of high quality is the fact the book was banned by the government. Trash literature NEVER EVER had any troubles with the law.

[cuntybearjamboree]

FARENHEIT 451 IS ON THE BANNED BOOKS LIST??? IT’S LITERALLY ABOUT THE SOCIETAL DANGERS OF BANNING/OUTLAWING/BURNING BOOKS ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME

[dancing-coyote]

That’s the reason it’s on the bloody list.

BECAUSE IT’S ABOUT HOW BANNING AND BURNING BOOKS IS WRONG.

[unlimitedgamesbutnogames]

HERE’S ALL THE PDF VERSIONS I COULD FIND SINCE WE’RE ALL IN QUARANTINE AND WE CAN’T PHYSICALLY GET THE BOOKS WE DON’T HAVE

The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn

The Autobiography of Malcolm X

Beloved

Bury My Heart at Wounded Knee (this was the only free version I could find, and it’s a downloadable thing, so do so with caution)

The Call of the Wild

Catch-22 (it was either this version or one where the entire thing was in comic sans font)

The Catcher in the Rye

Fahrenheit 451

For Whom the Bell Tolls

Gone With the Wind

The Grapes of Wrath

The Great Gatsby

Howl

In Cold Blood

Invisible Man

The Jungle (personally I don’t like this formatting, but the site doesn’t look sketchy so…) - there’s also this which is the proper book format in a pdf, but it’s directly photocopied so it might be hard to read some of the print

Leaves of Grass

Moby Dick

Native Son

Our Bodies, Ourselves (we learned about this one in APUSH!)

The Red Badge of Courage

The Scarlet Letter

COULD NOT FIND Sexual Behavior in the Human Male (the ebook is 47 fucking dollars??? and i can’t even find sketchy websites that’ll let me download a pdf. if anyone manages to find a link, lmk please)

Stranger in a Strange Land

A Streetcar Named Desire

Their Eyes Were Watching God

To Kill a Mockingbird

Uncle Tom’s Cabin

Where the Wild Things Are (this is a slideshow!!!! how fun)

COULD NOT FIND The Words of Cesar Chavez (however I did manage to download the first 71 pages of the book from EBSCO and I put it here but I couldn’t get the rest. sorry y’all)

[readingishellalit]

!!!!!!

[suju-icons]

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[vangoghell]

so much the same and so very empty, the moments scape me and flee day after day after day after day, faster and faster, slighter and slighter

[positypo-blog]

pansexuality is real and valid! <3

submitted by thereunificationrpg 

[vangoghell]

no is not

[ideayouneed]

Put anything small of course into a ballon and a gift like this will look really creative.

[diycraftsnmore]

[colorswhileisleep]

52 Reasons Why I Love You valentine’s present. I am obsessed with how this turned out. 

[alittlecraftinyourday]

I WOULD DIE IF SOMEONE GAVE THIS TO ME