☾ minbari

he/him - szpd - film buff look both ways before you cross my mind

[venusofthewired]

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t1000 x t800 this. sarah x t800 that. you guys dont know ball (t800 x kyle and t1000 x dyson)

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i am jesus and soldier boy's sweaty pits are my gethsemane

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my take on the evolution of what i call the "white american man as designed by a japanese game developer in the early 2000s" phenotype

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broke: girlfriend cleaned jacket's apartment

bespoke: jacket cleaned up his own apartment for her and she simply added the feminine touches (the throw pillows on the couch, the green table cloth and flowers, the laundry hamper in the bathroom)

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if you are a ftm chase truther do not also headcanon him into a completely different character. he canonically likes sports, cars, and gets hella bitches. he's using 3-in-1 body wash and dressing in a white t-shirt and basketball shorts to run errands. his ass is NOT wearing a skirt or painting his nails

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that schizoid avoidant attached man will NOT save you 🫵

[furryprovocateur]

the appeal of house is entirely because it came out in 2005, when financial medical anxiety was starting to enter the forefront of peoples' minds. imagine this doctor who, above all else, wants to cure you. he resents the economic aspects of the medical system and openly mocks them. he will not sell a drug he does not genuinely believe will help you. here is a doctor who will lie to his fellow doctors, his boss, his boss's boss, and a board that can disbar him just so you can receive the treatment you need. he is a funny, confrontational asshole about it, but he will respect you as a patient in need of care and it will supercede all other priorities in his care. he was a symbolic representation of what many americans wanted from their healthcare: no bullshit, just treatment. part of it is rooted him in seeing people as puzzles to solve and diagnostic medicine as the avenue to make a career out of that, but there are several instances in season 1 of him going the extra mile for a patient that can only be explained as wanting better for them. he is what americans idealize as an actor of the hippocratic oath.

unfortunately, later seasons thought the appeal was just him being a funny, confrontational asshole and lost sight of him being the advocate for patients, so it soon became his defining trait that he was just a huge cunt who would fuck with patients and even outright torture them at times just for his own curiosity.

[marxcii]

how fucking insane would it have been if they had written this in as canon instead of the blackhole that is camerons family and childhood that we actually get, and this as the reason to why shes so fried.. can one of u beautiful house md psychoanalisers get on this asap

(this is from the house: official guide under cameron’s section)

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i am thoroughly cameron house fire-pilled especially when i combine it with my headcanon of her growing up as an evangelical. of course she finds a sense of identity in endeavoring to be a good person, because Good People are rewarded and Bad People are punished. chase similarly grew up religious (though catholic) but the dysfunctional way he was raised taught him that bad people often do not go punished or are even rewarded (rowan never got punished for leaving chase to take care of his abusive alcoholic mother alone, his mother never got punished for being said abusive alcoholic, rich people are rewarded for antisocial behavior, therefore chase exhibits antisocial traits himself in S1, such as being a rat and apathy). cameron didn't grow up like this, so her sense of morality is much more retributive.

then, her siblings die in the fire.

but her siblings weren't bad people, why do they die and not someone more deserving? why is she the one that gets to live and is saddled with the guilt after? maybe she's getting punished. maybe she's inherently bad. unfixable, as she calls herself in lockdown. she may be bad, but other people can still be good.

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i hate when an older vocaloid song is remade and the only thing they do is make the vocaloid sing off-key and take away their breath control (i guess for realism). it's the song equivalent of remaking an action game with snappy, instantaneous movement and adding a shit ton of movement inertia and suck-to-target.

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going down the astarionmancer to raphaelmancer pipeline is like going from poppers to straight fent

[gyrovagi]

the stupidest circle of hell is when you're like oh this ship is SO obviously supported by canon surely everyone must talk about it and then you find out the dedicated popular yaoi is some total bullshit

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being a manny pardo fan in the hotline miami fandom from 2021 to 2023 and having to deal with unfunny thick skin jokes, moralfagging about how terrible manny is (like almost every hotline playable isn't as bad or worse than him), and ev*nny being the most popular manny ship

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>live in australia

>robert chase tries to rob my house

>notice his ground-harness is a bit rusty

>throw boomerang at it

>it breaks

>laugh as he falls into the sun

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chase who both needs to be good and needs to take care of other people growing up catholic (hierarchy, faith with works) versus cameron who cannot be alone growing up in an evangelical protestant family (sola fide, sola scriptura)

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foreman who is ready to take care of thirteen as she ages and her huntingtons causes her to degenerate. foreman who wonders who'll take care of her if he gets alzheimer's like his mother. foreman who wonders who'll take care of him afterwards.

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