My Life in Other People's Words

This blog is about my mental illnesses and things that made me smile. Feel free to rb everything.

[mockwa]

🐯 🐯 🐯

[bunjywunjy]

good morning everyone have an absolutely furious mongoose

[ari-nemera]

It’s cuter when you recognize that the lion with visible spots is a juvenile. There’s a very high chance the other lion that runs over to investigate is the MOTHER.

The first lion is asking for comfort because she was given a big spook!!! and she needs mommy to tell her it’s safe and ok!!!! (What’s cuter is that mommy clearly reassures her, and goes on to take the parent role of ‘deal with the scream rat in order to protect my large and easily frightened daughter’)

this is all in all an adorable video 10/10

[jooshthepunished-deactivated202]

SHUT

[amerlcanapparel-deactivated2020]

when she says she doesn’t send nudes

[straighthater]

when guys objectify women and expect them to send nudes

[timelordpillbug]

when someone asks you about your nuclear plans for russia

[hikingnerd]

When Russia sends you nudes

[dr-thackery]

[dismantlerepaired]

[ilovepretzelrods]

[thegingerbalrog]

[onwardwall]

[miss-jaxon-flaxon-waxon]

#what the fuck happened here

[her-eyes-dared-me-with-danger]

This is my favorite post in all of tumblr

[kyloschuyler]

reminder that this post is now illegal in Russia

[tree-of-blue-squirrel]

reblog it, because Russia can´t

[maradaisykat]

Thanks Obama 

[worldheritagepostorganization]

World Heritage Post

[redditfront]

Oh, what a surprise, you caught me again…

[jcgreen72]

sarcasm shark

[trekupmysleeve]

Sharkasm

[worldheritagepostorganization]

World Heritage Post

[vantablack-thoughts]

The forest animals are warming up to me again

[vantablack-thoughts]

My gf has been watching those "how people died horrible deaths" videos all day and at first it didn't bother me but now I've been close to a panic attack for a few hours and it doesn't seem to go away although she's immediately turned off those videos when I told her about it. Maybe that's just who I am now xD

[vantablack-thoughts]

Did I manipulate a 10 year old into taking a musical extra class he didn't really want (although I think he'd be good at it) just so I can spend some time with the teacher, a new friend of mine, during work hours?

Maybe.

Do I feel bad about it?

Nope, I'm just proud that I'm still a manipulative bitch!

[vantablack-thoughts]

I finally have a new plan what to do with my life and it feels great, although I'm not sure I'll be able to do it. But I can finally dream again

[vantablack-thoughts]

I can never do anything right. I fuck everything up. It's all my fault.

[doggosource]

[shitpostinguniverse]

[vantablack-thoughts]

I've been trying to order a new second-hand dress for me for months now. I always put lots and lots of items on my watchlist, decide that it's too expensive, and kick off those things I don't think we need. I've tried to order a dress at least 8 times now and have always, including today, only ended up with a new jacket, shirt or hoodie for my girlfriend and nothing for me.

I suck at this so much, I literally don't have enough dresses and end up wearing the least dirty one on Friday because I can't get myself to wash during the week.

[vantablack-thoughts]

Doing the right thing sucks so much sometimes.

We have several friends who have much less money than we do. We give them money every month, we pay for their train tickets to school or job interviews, we're always the one to drive to them (they live a few towns away) and pay for the gas rather than have them come to us and save money, we bring them boxes over boxes of food, give them our old clothes/ shoes and buy ourselves new stuff sooner than necessary, we often pay my MILs rent/car bills, we give our friend's children cool gifts/take them to the zoo, indoor pools etc.

We're not rich. I earn barely more than minimum wage, 32hr/week and I can't work more because of my mental illnesses. I've tried for a few months but I became severely depressed, passively suicidal and was physically ill all the time. My partner is on student benefits, which is about half of what I earn, she's mentally ill too and can't go to school and have a job too. We have 7 pets that cost money, but we love them a lot and wouldn't give them away, and we are constantly struggling to pay our bills at the end of the month, partly, of not mainly, because we help out our friends so much.

All I want is to spend some of my money on small luxury. I want to go on holidays, not even abroad, but just... away for a week. I want to buy myself the Nintendo switch of which I've been dreaming for years. I want to buy myself a new pair of shoes without having a breakdown afterwards. I want to get that bookshelf I need to store all my books that are just lying on the floor right now.

I wouldn't let my friends starve, of course I wouldn't, I wouldn't let my MIL get evicted or let her lose her car, I wouldn't want my friends to walk around in ripped shirts or shoes with holes in them. That's out of the question.

But I really wish being a good person and doing the right thing didn't mean barely being able to afford the minimum myself.

[wateryrealm]

i just love how because emily dickinson’s poems are classified by their first lines, accidental little poems just appear all the time in indexes and the table of contents. for example:

or

and

[boykeats]

[ID: sections from indexes with underlined dark blue text.

image 1: A light exists in spring A little overflowing word A little madness in the Spring

image 2: In lands I never saw, they say I noticed people disappeared In winter, in my room

image 3: In winter, in my room I read my sentence steadily I reason, earth is short Is bliss then, such abyss I see thee better in the dark I send two Sunsets I shall know why, when time is over

/end ID]

[rottenbutrecovering]

Garfield without garfield comics are an absolute treasure trove for mentally ill moods just LOOK

[everythingfox]

“The beautiful lilac-breasted roller bird”

(via)

[everythingfox]

wimdy

(via)

[babyanimalgifs]

NOOOOOOO

(via @shecannutbread)