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18, she/it. asks & dms open

[vbeeee]

might make an intro at some point idk

side blog: @vb333

[nightsdoodles]

he’s meltin’ over Yoshiki

[neo--queen--serenity]

Completely relatable for Yoshiki to give in to his attachment to the not-Hikaru so early on. If I was an isolated, closeted gay teenager who’d lost my best friend (who I was in love with), and the eldritch horror that replaced him came back validating my feelings every second of every day, telling me how much he loved and appreciated me, touching me constantly, giving me honest, unfiltered declarations of devotion?? Shit, I’d fold too

[dismoondart]

This feels so gross… this feels good

[hookah-hime]

happy pride month heres one more rent lowering gunshot because yall keep . forgetting.

AGAB IS NOT SEX

AGAB IS NOT GENDER

AGAB IS NOT BIOLOGY

read it again.

AGAB is a SINGULAR EVENT. AGAB can VERY EASILY BE FALSIFIED AND OFTEN IS. AGAB is not a replacement for BIOLOGICAL TERMS like having a penis or developing breasts or having a uterus!!!!

AFAB ≠ female , girl , woman , feminine. AFAB ≠ having a uterus / vagina / breasts / etc. AFAB ≠ you cant be transfem.

AMAB ≠ male , boy , man , masculine. AMAB ≠ having a penis / testes / lack of breast tissue / etc. AMAB ≠ you cant be transmasc.

stop using AGAB as a form of binary !!! you are actively pushing intersex folx out of ur discussions when you use AGAB as if it is relevant to gender / sex / biology !!!!

[romance-is-death]

Don’t tell me “my heart is yours” unless you’d let me rip it out of your chest with my bare hands.

[lasiriuss]

[rentarei]

incestual conabuse dynamic ….. 🤤🤤🤤

[predatorgirlguts]

unsafe insane and nonconsensual

[thegneurshk]

[zmpl]

the psych industry and society as a whole is not normal at all towards people who self-harm. people view it as attention-seeking. mental health professionals view it as justification to send you to a “higher level of care” aka incarcerate you. it is seen as a bad/negative behavior that needs to be fixed.

in reality, the concept of self-harm is heavily socially constructed and an issue of bodily autonomy. as humans, we seek out physical pain all the time. we eat spicy foods. we get tattoos and piercings. we engage in BDSM. so why do we forbid self-regulation through pain?

when people are told to cover up their scars, when people are kicked out of DBT support groups for self-harming, when people are conditioned to lie about their self-harm to avoid getting sent to the psych ward, you are telling them that their body is not their own.

the last time i cut myself was roughly a year ago. ironically, after adopting a bodily autonomy mindset around self-harm, i stopped having urges to cut nearly as often because i’m no longer engaging in a power struggle with my own mind over trying to avoid doing a “bad” behavior. i don’t feel like doing it today, but if i do tomorrow, that is okay. because it is my choice to decide what i do with my own body.

[nyya]

as a tme person with a transfeminine sister it is extremely clear to me that we absolutely do not have an equivalent experience.

she did not experience "male socialization." when i look back on our childhood, it is easy to understand that there was no privilege to that concept. she was forced to try and shrink herself into the shape of a man, and was abused when she didn't succeed at playing the part. being "raised as a boy" only highlighted the stark incongruity between what was expected of her and what she was. this repeatedly led to her facing violence.

and to be clear i genuinely don't care if you think a rude comment from an exasperated trans woman online is as equally bad as the literal risk of her being murdered when she walks outside. this is not a competition, being the most visible is not a prize. i genuinely fear for my sister's life.

[pmamtraveller]

Ceramic sculpture "Narcissus" by Japanese artist Kenichi Nakaya

[narcissene]

affirmations:

- it’s fun to be awake & in an upright position

- consciousness is a gift

- i CAN do this anymore

[corpsecoded-deactivated20250106]

*trying to flirt* haha i bet ur guts look soooo pretty i bet u have the greatest bones ever. ur beating heart would be so sexy to hold in my hands i would be so gentle with it. why are you running

[stunnedhands]

Very into the idea of somebody triggering me on purpose only to comfort me. Only to let me know that they’re the only one who can deal with me while I’m such a mess. Let me know that you are the only one able to tolerate me.

[circusheart]

If I keep practicing I might even be a person soon